Hi guys, here I need to talk to you about I have why I haven't post for a while or as I used to many many drawings at the same time and I think I should tell you why because I've been hiding this for a big while, I cannot hide it anymore because it's making me feel bad and I need to tell people what's going on with me. Even thought I know that many people won't read this.
I'm not gonna use real names, I will use the names these people would liked to have or the name they were suppose to have.
My brother, for the last 2 years, has been a jerk to us and caused some problems in my family. He invited himself to come to our house a few times and pretend nothing happened, my parents and my sister would do the same. I'm saying this because my brother put my parents and sister on some of the problems he had with his girlfriend. I wasn't involved because I'm not close to him and he sometimes forgets I exist. But it affects me indirectly.
On my birthday, I received his text that was wishing me a happy birthday for the first time in my life on Facebook. And his girlfriend did a status there. I didn't put a like because I believed that they try to know what is going on in the family or manipulate me to be in their side. A few days later, his girlfriend unfriends me and my family, even my aunt who has nothing to do with this because I didn't put a like....
Two months later, my brother, his girlfriend and my parents were talking about situations that happened so both sides to understand each side. James(my brother) and his girlfriend mention me because I ignored his girlfriend's status, and the time that my brother wanted to show the car to me and I didn't want to.(I'm not interested in cars. He never cared about my interests)). My mom told him that he ignored me when we were kids and still is. He got quiet.
My mom is really depressed, betrayed and angry at him. And I can feel that...
My school life has been crazy... Because two people of my class were jerks to me.
On October 2018, I had to do a History work about Michaelangelo (I chose him because of TMNT and he is my favourite turtle and painter) I was with my friend Debbie. It was in pairs, but there were two kids who didn't want to do together. The teacher told them to go on a pair. Jason came to our group, but there was a problem... We already organized who was gonna do what. But the teacher reminded us that the work needed the introduction and conclusion, I gave that part to him. A week after(a few days before the due date to give the work)), I asked him if Jason did his part, and he said no because he doesn't have a computer. I told him to do in the library that has computers or give me a piece of paper. But he didn't do that.
Saturday night(3 days before the work due) I texted him if he did. He said no, I told him that if it was like that, me and Debbie wouldn't put his name on the work because it would be unfair.
I texted Debbie when I was printing on Sunday. I made two covers for the work since we couldn't decide with we should or shouldn't put is name. One cover had his name, another didn't.
Monday was the day to give the work, I asked Debbie with we should or shouldn't, Jason was next to us and started to yell at me. I told him that because of the way he was talking I wouldn't put his name it was what I did.
The next lesson, we had a argument. The things he said was... That I ruined his life... Because of a FREAKING work. That he would fail History because of me. It made me feel guilty, I told him that me and Debbie would think about it. Debbie said no because she didn't like his attitude, so both me and Debbie said no to him.
On Halloween, it was the oral presentation of the work, me and Debbie were practicing in English(the teacher let us practice), Jason wanted to look at it because... He said that he wanted to read his part. I told him that he wasn't in the group. He yelled at me again, I yelled back and sweated a few times, I didn't realise that the teacher wasn't there. After the argument, someone told the teacher that there was a argument and the teacher spoke to me about it.
I never spoke to Jason again because he never apologised me for the way he acted.
Now the last one. I will call her Jasper (Steven universe reference). I was suppose to name her sapphire, but you will see why I will call her Jasper.
Jasper can be a liar and annoying.
In November 2018, we had to do podcasts. We can do alone and ask help. I asked help at Jasper and she said yes. So after we did my podcast, I told that if she needed my help, she could ask me.
In January 2019, there was a parents reunion, I went with my mom because my mom doesn't understand portuguese very well. Jasper's mom was behind us, she asked me if I could help Jasper on her podcast Jasper didn't had her podcast done, the teacher didn't gave her the mark yet, so her mom told me that is my obligation to help Master since she helped me. Her mom believed that me and Jasper agreeded helping each other, I told her that wasn't true. I told Jasper that she could ask me to help her if she needed it. I'm not going to someone and ask if they need help since I'm doing my work. Her mom was blaming on me because of that. I explain to her mom why Jasper helped me and my difficulties. She continued to tell me that it was my fault that Jasper doesn't have a grade and it was my obligation to help. The teacher came and explain what happened. Back to November, Jasper went to the teacher explaining that she was hurt because I didn't help her. The teacher told Jasper to talk to me, it never happened.
The next day, me, Jasper and the teacher spoke. Jasper told me that we agreed(the same thing that her mom told me)), I told the teacher my side of the story.the teacher asked Jasper if she asked me help, Jasper said no. After this conversation, one of my friends, Asher(he likes this name), told me that Jasper told him that she asked me for help and that I said no. I told him that was a lie and she confirmed with the teacher that she didn't.
I feel hurt, betrayed and angry with these 3 peoples. James, Jason and Jasper....
I just realised their fake names start with J....