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Sarah the wonderful
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Girls just wanna have fun

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Girls just wanna have fun

Another night, at another party. I only knew one person and I planned on leaving early, since I had to get up at 7:00. It wasn't that much fun, but the food was okay. The first BBQ of the year, so it was good and the weather was really nice. Warm and sunny. Then, of course, I had a little to drink and time passed. I missed the last bus, so I decided to spend the night at my friends house. Then he arrived. Blond hair, tall, tattoo on his left wrist, a beer in his hand and a big smile on his face. I didn't know him, but I could already tell that he had charme. He started talking to me and I did my best to stay calm and cool. We didn't r

Daddy's little girl

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Daddy's little girl

Daddys little girl Is growing up He missed out on it all Was such a busy man Now the time has come No more anger, no more hate Just sadness I forgave, but will never forget The man I needed the most Was never around I hope it can change Through the letter I sent Maybe some day Either way Hope is something I've gained Do you want to talk to me? I want to talk to you

Silly little me on a good day

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Silly little me on a good day

Being silly playing around happy, happy, happy jumping up and down singing out loud having a little candy looking in the mirror I like what I see pig tails and tons of make-up red lips, pink cheeks green eyes putting on layers and layers and layers of clothes a dress or five something too big something too small laughing at myself thinking today is a good day

You're nothing

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You're nothing

You're nothing but a tear on my cheek a memory of the past and what could have been You're nothing but a big fat liar with broken promises and what should have been You're nothing but a loser always putting me down You're nothing but a coward and always will be You're nothing but a zero you're nothing I can't even hate you You're nothing nothing!

A night to remember

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A night to remember

I had decided that I wanted to be around strangers that evening, so I went to an Irish pub in town. Normally I used to start the evening at a place called Down Under, an Australian bar and end up at a place called The Industry. I wasn't in the mood for dancing, drinking a lot or meet any one I knew. It was Tuesday, so it was a calm night at the pub. There weren't too many people, but you could still smell the smoke and hearing a few people talk. I sat down and asked for a glass of wine. I didn't plan on staying long, seeing as I had class in the morning. A while after I sat down, a guy came in. He sat down next to me. He brought some fresh

My fairytaleland

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My fairytaleland

I see the shadows dance on the wall they dance to the music in my head I hear the soft wind blow outside it keeps sending chills down my spine the moon glows tonight the stars shine brightly soon the sun will be up another "joyful" day will begin I'm living out my dreams this is part of my fairytaleland it's where I go each night
See all

Alone

People

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People

People who told me that they were my friends people who said they loved me people that told me they cared that was the people I thought I knew they were the ones I trusted once again I opened up my heart they ripped it it out, sat on it, spit on it crushed it and then just left I've told myself never to open up again but I know that's a lie, like they all lied to me first I thought something was wrong with the world but I was wrong it's the people in it that makes it so bad now I'm thinking; can I trust any one? Can I even trust myself? PEOPLE SUCK and I HATE them! they all want to hurt me, laugh and look down on me what have

I cut

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I see myself standing there looking right back in the mirror there's so much I want to share but I'm trembling with fear I turn away once again if only this was the end I'm not even my own friend I can't stand to look at myself Nobody can know nobody can see that I'm not the girl they want me to be

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I cry inside I'm loosing my mind I pretend everyday I'm fake, always I wish I could rewind I'm tired in body & mind I have all these questions but no answers to find You talk and talk all I really want to do is walk I don't listen or care all I want you to do is f**k off!

Frown

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Frown

Blood dripping head getting dizzy dropping the knife leaving everything behind sitting down got a frown whispering goodbye sweet love of mine then remembers there's nobody around closed eyes wondering about all the why's slipping away on that sunny day turning the frown upside down finally peace no longer weak

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I've heard it Tried it Faked it and failed it The smile won't stay you won't go away I face you each day and my heart just breakes You don't know how much I want you to go You don't see how much this tears inside me I'm getting better just like the weather but you have to disappear just like thin air I need to heal need to deal with the pain so stay away just move on I beg of you don't be a fool do not look back 'cause then I'll break

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Life is Hell that's why I yell wonderful? to Hell with you! You ask why I say it's all a lie feelings, I HATE them but I can't change them People all around I'm feeling kinda down but the world goes on like there's nothing wrong Promise? no I don't think so it's all lies, you should just go trust you? ha! I will never do! Why should? just because you tell me to?

Confused

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Confused

so confused feeling all used do you still love me? are you still thinking of me? somethings changed it will never be the same I need to know if I make you go wow so confused it's all screwed I don't want to leave you I don't want to see you I'm feeling lonely but in some way I still think you're the only I need to know if you want to go So confused all brused you took my heart teared it apart I'm feeling dead and I cannot get awake I need to know if it is so

The World

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The World

This world wasn't made for me this world doesn't take care of me this world won't share it with me to me this world is Hell to me this world is like a cell to me this world isn't well If only I could find that someone that someone to hold on to peace is what I need to have peace is that one thing I need in my life Summer or Winter Spring or Autumn this world has abandoned me!

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If you love

If you love

If you love life - show it! I just saw it when I logged onto MSN.  I think it's a comercial for Coca Cola Light. I don't drink any form of Cola, I don't like it, but I do like their comercials. They're so full of life. I should show it more often that I love life, because I do. Of course, I have some bad days, but when it comes down to it, I love life. In a week I start working full time, which is great since I just spend a lot of money on a laptop. I need it for when I start school again, yes I got accepted (about a 3 weeks ago) :bounce: I've also finally accepted I can't change my past, but all I can do is learn from it. This is a huge

Fader og datter - Et kompliceret forhold

Fader og datter - Et kompliceret forhold

So much guilt and so much self hatred.. I just took 20 steps back.. I don't think I've ever felt so much guilt before, not even when I considered to take my own life. The hatred is now eating me up inside for things I'e said, thought and done. I'm not sure how to make it right or even if I can, but as soon as I'm not crying as much I'll decide what to do, because I have to do something. My eyes are hurting from all the tears and so is my cheeks. It just sucks I have to talk to a teacher on the school I'm gonna go to after the summer and then driving lessons afterwards. I'm not sure if I can handle it, but I have to go. Later this week, I'm

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Danish saying: Bag de grå skyer er der altid en blå himmel (Behind the grey skies there's always a clear blue sky) Work like you don't need money, dance like nobody is watching you and love like you've never been hurt. Amor est vitae essentia  (Love is the essence of life) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- People who's watching me: ~Maximus84 (https://www.deviantart.com/maximus84) :icongreen-star: :iconaceman67: :iconmisstrish: :iconEtsugua: :iconyayfornolife: :iconxlostxinxwonderlandx: :iconLuckyCharms1287: :icon18CRoWNs: :iconanglelovers: :icontimothy-leary: :icontommont: :icondinesy7: :icon1337alicat: :iconzi

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