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Don't English Me, I'm Panic!
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Helpless
ONESHOT - HELPLESS I did it again, didn't I? I've gotten myself into another mess. When will I ever learn? ... I should have brought allies with me... That is, if I had allies to begin with... That's right. I have no allies. I belong to no clan. I travel alone. I work alone. I fight alone. ... See those blades there? The pair of blue and red blades? The ones lying on the ancient marble flooring? The ones that were smashed into quads? I worked my butt off in those quests to get them. With those blades, made by the descendant of the man who forged the blades of the Hero of Aisen, I thought I could face any challenge on my own.
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true love waits in haunted attics that crest their way into the warped corners of my mind, a sheet of adoration and sadness crystallizing. etching slowly into the drumming doldrums that weigh like confessions, i tuck myself into this space of my thoughts and let my skin find its film as scenes of discovery fade down that slippery slope. fetal, fatal fear of everything that was you because you are exactly what i wanted, exactly what i needed, and i couldn't have you. in a cocoon holding love to my chest and away from your kind eyes and heart-melting smile, you are the one force i could not deny. the air, that i let slip into quiet draf
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Duality of Despair
Darkness calls forth my deepest desires, making me tremble with need. The song of blade and blood, the trigger of despair- Nothing can deter my sorrow. Light beckons back, but Darkness calls forward. Forever I sway between the two. Is there a way to appease my inner demons? Can Light really dispel years of inner scars? I want to know. Can I change the person I've been for so long? Can I be remade to Shine? How can I have self worth, when I know I'll never be enough? Why a mistake like me was called into being is beyond my knowledge. All I've desired is to undo the mistake that is me. Is there another way? A way to earn my life? A way to deser
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Words Are Weapons
Words are weapons  Sharp as they come Cutting and biting Into everyone. Words are weapons Pointing the skin Making you feel So worthless within. Words are weapons Stabbing the heart Tearing oh so Many apart. Words are weapons Of the final breath. Who thought just words Could lead to such death?
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We Tried.
hideous people living in a beautiful world trying to be something they are not beautiful people living in a hideous world trying not to be something
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Hanging On By a Thread of Music
The music is on as loud as it goes The beat blasts through me like a second heartbeat It's so upbeat and addicting Pulsing in time with the music are my wayward emotions Pain surfaces along with impulses I could float away if I want- or I could bleed out the sorrow and rage Everyone says NO but that makes me want it more Distract Immersed in the music I just want to run away What am I even doing? Trembling hands and salty tears Why does it hurt? I've been good for so long I don't even know why Everything is spiraling out of control I am overwhelmed Only connected by the thin thread of music
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L.O.V.E.
L.O.V.E. It swallows you whole, Exceeds your control. Apprehends your soul, Until it has taken its toll. It’s an overwhelming feeling. That is made to be appealing And you can’t help revealing, The doubts you are concealing. It’s an undefined dimple And a well known jingle. But only when you are single Does it all seem so simple. It is one of life’s many gifts, That empowers and uplifts And can lead you adrift. Should you miss your shift. It is impossible to describe it. It is impossible to fight it. Because once it is ignited And once you have tried it. It will take your independence. You will become used to it
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SinRedemption|Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave! :)
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Thanks for the faves!:D
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thanks for the fav.
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thanks man!!
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Thanks for the watch. We hope you enjoy more of what our studio produces =D

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BottomlessPitStudios|Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave on my poetry. I hope you continue to enjoy what we produce =D

-Chen
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Thank you so much for the fav :)
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