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Broken Republic
Benjamin Franklin's early experiments with electricity were instrumental in the retaking of Philadelphia, and the ultimate conquest of York and London, insuring the supremacy of the Colonial States as a new world Superpower.

I Know it's a week late, but Happy Independence Day. Had this idea years ago - finally finished it off. Setup took forever, and rendering out to Poster Size took days (might make prints available on DA). Ever wonder what would happen if history unfolded just a little differently?
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Don't take chance, it's not worth the pain.  Despite a really crappy day I managed to hang on to a good mood briefly.  That's gone now, and the events are directly related to a chance I took months ago.  I made the mistake of telling someone I had feelings for them - it was a burden keeping it to myself.  At first there was a glimmer of hope, I was told the feelings were shared but that she had doubts and it was unlikely to go anywhere.  Still, not terrible news.  Days later, that changed to no feelings, just want to be friends.  Ever since, it seems like everything I say or do is being judged - plans keep getting canceled, I have been told that she thinks I am too far down a bad road and it scares her...though she says she still wants to be my friend.  She has wondered why when I am depressed I can't share all of my feelings with her - but I know a lot of them would be misinterpreted or outright judged. Right now I just do not feel like much of a friend, or a person for that matter.  I regret ever telling her. I have so few friends left - I can count my friends on one hand with two fingers to spare...maybe three now.

Is it any wonder I draw further and further away from the world daily? There is nothing in it for me. I have nothing truly good in my life - no one to share hopes and joys with, and no one to help carry the burden. I am not strong enough.

I mainly post this here to remind me in the future - if I ever think I have feelings for anyone, to keep it to myself. There is no point in sharing it, and it will only come back to give me more regrets or cost me another friendship at the end of the day.

Why does everyone get to be happy but me?  Never mind, it's a rhetorical question...

Well, my good moods gone. Alone with all the things that fuel my depression again. No friends in sight. Might as well kill off a bottle or two of whiskey and try to chase away the ghosts, echoes, and memories.
  • Listening to: Voices in my head
  • Reading: the writing on the wall
  • Watching: the watchers
  • Playing: a guitar with no strings atatched
  • Drinking: liquor
Savage Beasts
Gurt drew back his bow and took careful aim at the woolly beast as it charged him. It could easily crush him underfoot he knew, but his village needed food. Only a careful shot had any hope of stopping the beast. His heart thundered in his chest and felt as if it would burst free. The ground itself shook beneath him as the mighty beast drew closer. He prepared to throw himself out of the monstrosity's path as he took a measured breath and let the arrow fly...

Featuring Dusk SE, Refits of pieces of Savage Outfit for Dawn, Savage Weapons for Dawn, Dante for Dusk, and Summoner's Mammoth. Poser 2014 Pro Firefly render with minimal post work. I figured I needed to get back to basics as I have been doing too many mist and cloud add-ons lately.
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Well of Souls
Ancient Anubis keeps the secrets of the well of souls, pathway between this veil and the next. The Jackal king beckons onto the newly dead, or those who walk between the worlds - keeper of the well of souls. Ancient and powerful, he is one of the Old Gods, lost, forgotten to our time, as are the hallways he wanders between the veils.

Summoner's Ancient Anubis, and Skull Orb, with some modified particle effects using RDNA's Snow Scatters - backdrop is a mix of Poisen's Grim Stones and some free items on DeviantArt. Poser 2014 Pro Firefly render.
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kageryu
Mark A. Fares
United States
Current Residence: Nazi Controlled America (Ohio)
deviantWEAR sizing preference: 2xl
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Favourite photographer: My Dad
Favourite style of art: Surreal
Operating System: Windows 95
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: Candy Coated
Wallpaper of choice: Home Made
Skin of choice: Human
Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim, or Bender, or Mojo Jojo
Personal Quote: Everyone gets to be happy but me.
Interests
Seems my eyes are going bad. Been having some trouble for a while now. Hands have been getting worse too (to the point working on the computer even is becoming problematic).  So, not sure how much more art I will be producing. Days are definitely numbered.
  • Listening to: the Windmills of your mind
  • Watching: my life slip away
  • Playing: possum
  • Eating: Crow
  • Drinking: Whiskey

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theschell Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2018  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for adding me here my friend... Been quite a while and I'm sorry to hear that things have not been going well for you!
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MADMANMIKE Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
Scoob and the Gang by MADMANMIKE
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Lord-Crios Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
How you reach to pose the orkz, are a really pain in the ass put their arm in the position that i want. Expecially if is too extreme for them
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kageryu Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
I'm not sure I understand - are you having trouble with one of my Pose sets, or having trouble with the Orkz posing in general?  If the later I might be able to help out if you can show me the arm pose you are going for using a different figure for reference.
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Lord-Crios Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No, not your, i'm trying to pose an orkz who pull a rope, and is extereme difficult.
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kageryu Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015
If I can make some time I'll see if I can make a set of arm poses and post them to the group for download.
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Lord-Crios Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Than you for :+fav:
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IanSchofield Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav on Achtung Cthulhu - GreenGod, much appreciated 
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Odilicious Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for+fav  The Sandy Cliffs across the Sea by Odilicious  :)
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Cyberfuchs Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thx for the fav!
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