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This is too pitiful.

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 26, 2009, 2:56 PM

I feel like something important was supposed to happen today...oh yes..that's right....
I've aged.

......As I have for the past XX years. Once again.

I had plans, you know.
I was going to go out to eat lunch, then maybe stop on at the bookstore, then see if there were any good movies out...
But all of a sudden as I was about to go out, I just felt:


Losing interest in these kind of things...is this a sign of senility?

In any case...after some lousy lunch from the cafeteria, I went to pick up some stuff from the post office.. I got a giftcard from my parents..I think it's $5 less than last year, he. Ihu economic crisis. It would've been nice to get some snacks too..well, it's ok... I won't say it's the thought that counts because it's the effort.

I got a framed painting/print from my very good friend, it was such a surprise.. This woman is always a surprise to me... I don't know what to say, she treats me so well and I feel like I don't return half the favor. Treats me like something good, it makes me ashamed. Knows my one secret, blemish of my past... Definitely a true person that puts the word "friend" to shame.

There was this too :meow:...
Umm.. Oh, there was a Qmi fanfic when I checked my LJ today (lucky coincidence)...Lovely, lovely, can't get better than that. Nothing like something rated R to start off your year, lolll...OTL

Mostly though, I'm just tired.. Can't decide if I should do my homework (the lab closes in 2 hrs) or go to sleep. Sigh, where has my youthful energy and enthusiasm gone.. There should be more to life than homework, sleep, and fandom. .................right(???)

My subscription ends in 1 week...


Let's end this with a funny picture like always.



Following the gaze.....oh. Wait, maybe it's best if you don't explain in detail... :(


Well it's obvious this man is Chinese... No matter the person, no matter the place... It's always the Chinese person with the Hello Kitty......


[EDIT //] I forgot, I've been meaning to do this:

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1. Lately I've been drinking a lot of iced coffee..I don't like coffee, but the canned kind is very good. Starbuck's doubleshot energy+coffee, the life of a student, haha~

2. I did not fall off my bike last Wednesday, which means (hopefully) my curse is broken..

3. I read everything, but sometimes I forget to reply.. Really, never feel bad about prodding me and poking me to do something. I have 0 motivation, unless someone keeps bugging me...

4. I lost my cellphone. I'm more sad about losing my handy camera+mp3+alarmclock than the actual phone portion, since I never call anyone and my plan doesn't allow texts anyways.

5. I wish I were more filial.....

6. It's very nice to have a folder of pairings on your computer. I wish I realized it earlier. They really cheer you up when you're down. Right now mine is organized by: Series > Pairing > a phrase that describes the set of images (such as 'I want to make you smile' or 'can't help myself' hahahahahaha)

7. I cut my own hair. All of it, for 2 years. Why is it so hard to believe?

8. I wish for prescription sunglasses... I should have realized this sooner, then I could've asked for it as a present...


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:iconryutenken:
ryutenken Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2009
Happy belated birthday ^^

(I got told it's being "precocious" not to be excited about your birthday when your "not a real adult yet" (ok, I was only like 14, but I guess they meant like having a family and stuff (long time till I'll be "a real adult" haha 8D)))

Coffee really is a student's life ;_; I got addicted in my 2nd semester lol. You should try real coffee, it tastes better u_u I always make it 50% milk, coffee, lots and lots of sugar haha. I used to put in 25% sugar, 25% coffee (I still do sometimes) but since I mostly drink out with other people it got kinda annoying to be called disgusting 8DD

(and I just had to look up "filial" lol. But believe me, it's not good to be so. People look at you funny because they can't understand why you don't look like you load all the sorrow of the world onto you.... And because you tend to like bright and colorful stuff (and always stick out, because did you notice 90% of adults only wear boring dark colors? >_>;))

Hehehe I'm mad about folderizing everything xD I have some of my icons in like 3 folders (series, specific char, mood) lol.

And lastly, those pictures cracked me up so much, I can't stop giggling xDD
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2009  Student Filmographer
Thank yooou

Well it's just hard to be excited when you're living all by yourself and your friends aren't with you, and you have no car so going out is always so much hassle.. I tried celebrating it by myself last year, but it wasn't very fun, so this year I just kind of gave up, haha....

I did try real coffee lots of times before! But it's so bitter and I only like sweet things.. I have to add so much milk and sugar into my coffee to make it drinkable, but then I feel so guilty when I look at all the sugar I'm pouring into it that I can't drink it. I'd rather not know how much they put inside to make is sweet... Ignorance is bliss...

Are we talking about the same 'filial'? :D? And actually...my wardrobe is almost 90% black/white/gray. XDDDD

I'm messy in real life, but veeery organized on the computer
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Tihmily2007 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009
I think I absolutely love your journal. It's so pretty, and fun to read. 8D (The icons do make it that much more interesting).

Well gee, I always wonder when Shinatty - er...Hello kitty was going to appear ... in real life.
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2009  Student Filmographer
I am happy that people enjoy reading them!

hehe..I have an unhealthy fascination with amusing/strange icons

Shinatty-chan is always here....
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killmesoftlyluv Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009
happy birhtdayy <333
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
Thanx!
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MonocledGentlewoman Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009
Lmfao, it's my Dad's birthday today as well.

Have a good 'un~ -toasts-
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
:party:
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xYumiChanx Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Happy Birthday! ^^ I know you probably won't get this until tomorrow, but oh well. I was work all day ^^;

- Yumi
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
Thank you!

Haha, I just went to sleep early today
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Weland Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Happy birthday Pan-san~!!!
(Eh... did I get that right? orz)

:iconlove:

I will always luff you and your RC...!
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
hehe yes, yes, that is good.

Thank you!! I will try to create more RC for the world! :XD:
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chiroxsox Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Aw...I'm sorry you didn't get that breakfast with your family that you wanted so badly last year. ;w; I saw this journal and thought, "WUT IT'S BEEN A YEAR?! O_O"

Um...yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :party:
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
oh, I can't believe you remember!! Wow, good memory....
Yes, a year passes by too quickly,,,

THANK YOU! :party:
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chiroxsox Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2009
It made me so sad that I couldn't stop thinking about it. ;w; Eheh... >>;;

You're welcome~! :glomp:
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World-Is-Mine Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Yay~~~! Happy Birthday!!!! *dances* <3333

It's okay, im 17 and I felt like that on my birthday already. It's normal~

Here come some replies:

1. Iced? Never had it... I'll have to try it sometime~ I love coffee!

2. Yay~!

3. bugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugb ugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbu gbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbug bugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugb ugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbu gbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbug bugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugb ugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbugbug

4. Oh no! Did you call the company to see if they can track it?

5. My parents... well... they aren't very... ahm... nice to me. I wish they were. But I simply can't be filial...

6. I have over 1,200 pictures of Ivan and Yao on my computer, and that doesn't include anything from Deviant Art. <3

7. I just chopped some of my hair off because I was bored and I wanted it to look like Yao's! Yay!

8. Wearing sunglasses is difficult over glasses, if that's what you mean to say...
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
1. Well because hot coffee is always so bitter, I never know how to add the right amount of sugar and cream to make it taste good..but canned coffee already does it for you!

4. They can track it for you?? But I set my phone on to silent...

8. Yes, sunglasses over regular glasses are impossible to wear, so I really want a pair of tinted glasses
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World-Is-Mine Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
As for your phone, yes, I'm quite certain that they can. If anyone has made any calls on it, they'll know the number of the calls and they could probably track it that way.
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peppertomato Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Happy birthday!

J-just because we're infatuated with something doesn't mean we're senile... :P

Best wishes, and may senility never come. ;P
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
y-yeah...think positively!?
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PallorSomnium Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
aaah Happy Birthday!! You sound so sad D: Cheer up, ne?
...is that Mimi with a huge Hello Kitty? XD (I think I have that exact Hello Kitty, minus one eye...)
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
I'm just tired...and feeling kind of lazy, haha.....

Yes it is! (w-why is its eye missing...)
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PallorSomnium Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
ah haha okay XD

cool <3 (The thread hold the eye came loose and the eye fell off. D: Now I can't find the eye to fix it >_<;)
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disturbed-katten Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Happy Birthday i hope even though the day sucked that the year bring u heaps of happiness and asian treats :D
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
XD Treats never fail to brighten the day.
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disturbed-katten Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Mine too >.<
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kawaiixoxsmiles Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! cheer up, you can be sad about aging when you're 30 and over! until then, birthdays should be fun :]
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
It makes me sad because a year passes by so quickly.. When I try to look back to see if I've done anything amazing in the past year, I can never think of anything.. I want to improve quicker! Faster! Every time I get older, I feel like I'm running out of time, aaaahhhh.....
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kawaiixoxsmiles Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
you still have plenty of time :)
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
ASIAN SNACKS.

or...um..gift art? XDDDD
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toiletseat Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
LOLOL asian snacks?! will korean ones suffice

can i has ur address again

gift art of what~
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
sajdkfljdsa AMG REALLY /sobs yesyes, anything will do... Korean..Japanese..Chinese..I don't care, I'm just desperate for anything besides potato chips and nachos. *crais*

I'll note you my address!

YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE TO, YOU ALREADY DREW ME R/C LAST TIME :blushes:
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toiletseat Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
hey! i'll figure out how to send the things to you soon

but it might take a while, i'm in college app/work mode haha T_T
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2009  Student Filmographer
ah, GL WITH YOUR APPS!!! Man, those are seriously the TOUGHEST months of your life..........
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Faye91 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
I SHARE THE SAME FEELING AS YOU TODAY
or it yesterday now at your place jhfds IDK TIMEZONE

Happy birthday ;u;
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
Happy (sad?) birthday to us~
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Faye91 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Let's try to make it happy ;u;

how old are you turning?
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
19
/hides
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Faye91 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
only an year older than me ;u;

/hides too
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cypria Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009
Happy Birthday!! :heart:
:D
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
Thank yooou~~~
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RainbowPowder Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Hobbyist Artist
Heyyy, happy bday x]

Don't take the aging part so hard (i do that too, though .o.) in the end... it's just another year. You, as a person, don't change.


anywho! I wish you lots of happiness! :D and uhm. great things (: *is really bad in wishing stuff*
OH! may your next years will be better than those who passed! :heart:
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kagami222 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Student Filmographer
:) When people are young, they are excited to get older each time.. But then once you reach that point, getting older is just depressing, haha.....

Thank you very much, I think you did a great job at..the wishing stuff. :XD:
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RainbowPowder Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2009  Hobbyist Artist
Yeah, i know D: *gonna turn 21 next year*


and heh :3 i'm glad! :heart:
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