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sketchbook 7: The President by Kaedegirl sketchbook 7: The President :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 7 0 sketchbook 6: Mermay by Kaedegirl sketchbook 6: Mermay :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 11 6 Good morning! by Kaedegirl Good morning! :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 7 7 WIP really? by Kaedegirl WIP really? :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 10 0
Who is she
Who is she?
I lost a girl who I once knew,
Not really understanding how and why it happened.
I always hear about her, from people who she once knew
But I forgot everything about this girl, I lost her.
Me... I lost myself.
I am the girl of that story, the one everyone knows a piece of.
I am the girl of that story, the one who got lost over the years.
Could it be that growing up made me lose that girl? Could it be?
I highly doubt, because when I look deeper into it, I realize that I don't know.
This girl, I never knew her.
Who is she?
I realized that I never knew her. As far as I can remember, there's nothing about her that stands out.
She was there, she existed, but she always was just a mist, nothing tangible, nothing real.
She was whoever others wanted her to be, she moulded herself after someone else's desire.
This girl wanted to be loved, to be accepted, she felt so inadequate that she tried to erase everything.
But that's the irony of it, there was nothing, to begin with.
Who is sh
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Pride X Elpis  by Ithilnaur by Kaedegirl Pride X Elpis by Ithilnaur :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 9 2 (gift) Pink Summer Delight LR by Fooray by Kaedegirl (gift) Pink Summer Delight LR by Fooray :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 21 4 Healing vibes by Zoeragez by Kaedegirl Healing vibes by Zoeragez :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 12 10 hospital sketch : upset by Kaedegirl hospital sketch : upset :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 4 0 (gift) Bask in her divine glory By Clover Teapot by Kaedegirl
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(gift) Bask in her divine glory By Clover Teapot :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 12 2
(gift)Shine bright by Fooray by Kaedegirl (gift)Shine bright by Fooray :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 12 0 (gift) Hope and Light by MaterArsernic by Kaedegirl (gift) Hope and Light by MaterArsernic :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 40 8 Autumn Beauty Colours  By IvannaMatilla by Kaedegirl Autumn Beauty Colours By IvannaMatilla :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 9 5 id 22 by Kaedegirl id 22 :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 5 23 Axl Azuma by Kaedegirl Axl Azuma :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 10 5 Speechless by Kaedegirl Speechless :iconkaedegirl:Kaedegirl 22 10


Hello, devious, 

First of all,  belated "Thank you"  for all the birthday wishes and the continued kindness and love you send my way. I have not given any news in a long while and here's why. 

After last year's facial paralysis, the beginning of the year was very challenging, mostly because, I do have minor consequences. The left side of my face stiffens, my jaw hurts when I try to talk when this happens and I have a nervous tic whenever I become emotionally overwhelmed (read, angry or upset) or when I get the sun in my eye. I can handle this pretty well as well, hence why I consider it minor. 

Then job hunting/apartment hunting became a top priority because I can't live in my current flat anymore. it's too expensive for me and anything I can save (or my twin can save) goes to the rent. I had to cut down everything, basic needs but also social activities that couldn't happen at home. we had a slew of financial issues, most of them because a distant relative used our names and address to try and have us pay the fines for his minor felonies, and more and more stress I won't discuss here. BUT IT IS BEHIND! We came out victorious of all of that and finally, we can breathe again. 

Speaking of job hunting, it's officially over! I have found a permanent job at long freaking last! will start very soon. The first few months would be dedicated to solving most of my remaining financial issues, have a fresh new start and finally start enjoying living instead of surviving.  Flat hunting is next, but my future brother in law can house me until I have the financial requirement to find my own place. 

That also means: I'll finally return to sketching more often :) my mind is finally reconsidering returning to my pencils and I have a few ideas here and there :heart:

Have a good day Devious. Hopefully would be back and post some sketches I desperately need to do ;)  Talk to you very soon :hug:

Sending you love.

I have an official page where you can read the synopsis of the book. It is a page within :iconleoneal-cp:'s professional website you can find here: (I encourage you to visit and those who do know her, to leave testimonials. I surely did). It's a first for me and the beginning of a very exciting adventure. ( a slow burn but we'll get there!)

Eventually, this is my page:…

THANK YOU :) thank you to the new watchers, to the visitors, to the old friends and the new ones. I appreciate the heck out of you! 

NOW updates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

> notebooks available: all info here:  Notebooks availableAfter consulting with friends and being encouraged to do so. I present you the two notebooks I'm selling :)
Please inbox me with
-your order (s)
-your paypal e-mail (so I know who's who)
-your e-mail (so I can send you the pdf files)
I will give you my paypal address and once all is set and done you will receive the notebook(s)
- The misadventures of Eros and Thanatos  (11 dollars) A compilation of poems, about Love, Death, Hope, Despair and other struggles could be available in PDF format for those who are interested in reading these. for example, you have this one:
-Another realm (6 dollars) A compilation of completely original plots and storylines (including some characters sheets like the one for my Heroic Fantasy, involving dragons)

> I told you at the end of December that I have started to work on the book! It's going on very well! I have the french pitch ready and first chapter and prologue done! I am working on the second chapter as we speak! :D 

> I've slowed down my sketches due to lack of time. I still intend to continue the Half-series and portrait! I'm looking forward to designing outfits, maybe focus on my other characters for a while :D (Big Grin)  (nothing has changed)

>Cosplay is still on the menu despite the very long delay. I have a wolverine hoodie, so I'll be able to rock a casual Asma cosplay for a future convention

Stay safe! 
  • Listening to: Varus - As we fall
  • Reading: my book
  • Watching: Boku no Hero academia
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: makis and tempura
  • Drinking: apple juice


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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
That deviant acct was used by my bro before, but I took it back.

Asma Jensen is mine do NOT steal her!

Drawing is my main hobby! I never took classes and I'm not studying art and I usually don't use references! (which IS bad)

I only draw with HB pencil and a piece of paper

I don't do commissions, requests collabs and gifts for friends only.

Current Residence: Paris, France
Favourite genre of music: , RNB, Hip Hop, Rap, instrumental.. classical, Rock,
Favourite cartoon character: storm (x-men) WOLVERINE (x-men)
Personal Quote: Pretending isn't making things real



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ConanRock Featured By Owner 3 days ago
QDLA Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2018
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:heart: je pensais à toi d'ailleurs:! j'allais t'envoyer un mail pour savoir comment tu allais :heart:
QDLA Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2018
ça va, le peu de temps libre qu'on a on joue Tyra et Marthin sur Elder Scrolls Online ^^ Du coup je viens assez peu ici, et toi ça va ?
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aaaah je suis super contente de savoir que vous allez bien. ça va bien de mon côté. en tout cas niveau santé, bien mieux. juste un petit froid mais je peux gérer ça :D  J'essaie de me remettre aux crayons et j'espère y arriver avant la fin de l'année. 
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GabyCoutino Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice gallery

Have a bunny
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much!!
lilyrjensen Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2018   Digital Artist
Hi there!

I just wanted to say thank you so much for the favs Nuu  It means a lot!

Robin by lilyrjensen    If I look back, I am lost by lilyrjensen    Close up - Nothing scares me anymore by lilyrjensen

Please consider +watching if you like what I do! Meow :3   I hope you have a wonderful day xx Heart
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are most welcome my dear :heart:
ClanLatria Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2018  Professional Artist
And a happy birthday to you, of course! Hoping you have a great one today.
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