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If Only I Was Better
Deeper than the water that drowns, Farther than the end of the world, Colder than the love that died, If only I was better. There is a beating, Some days like a pounding, Like a heart moving, If only it wasn't for fear. There is a place Somewhere near the home. Some call it safety, But I've never found it. If only I was better... I would never die in the cold... I would someday live... I would always be better. Remember always.
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Strange Steps
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Stumbling
All we do All we know But we know no place to be home Because home is where the heart is I stumble My voice catches And all the things I want to say Are drowned in the high tides of emotion Why does the moon have to keep coming back? Can't it stay away for a while Leave me be, give some peace Some piece of compassion when I lack the whole? I stutter Because words aren't enough To say all the things I need to say I would need the time machine I guess I'm never going to build Your breath slows Your heart stops And now you know My stumbling
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All My Best
Its you and me against the world Put on a cape and stand up Do something none would dare Break the barriers Let me teach you to fly without wings To be tall without casting a long shadow To turn on the light without a switch To save the world and die. Somewhere in that outer space I've been fighting an endless war I claimed my cause was peace All I wanted was peace with you. Somewhere between you and the moon I've found myself lost with no way home No tethers, harness, or restraint Just moving on in the darkness. I hear these words on the radio: You'll never save the girl, Because she's already gone. But little do they know
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Her Smile
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Hidden Thoughts
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Hold Me Close
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At the Edge
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I
If Only I Was Better
Deeper than the water that drowns, Farther than the end of the world, Colder than the love that died, If only I was better. There is a beating, Some days like a pounding, Like a heart moving, If only it wasn't for fear. There is a place Somewhere near the home. Some call it safety, But I've never found it. If only I was better... I would never die in the cold... I would someday live... I would always be better. Remember always.
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Soft Blossom
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Strange Steps
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Rock Crop
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Stumbling
All we do All we know But we know no place to be home Because home is where the heart is I stumble My voice catches And all the things I want to say Are drowned in the high tides of emotion Why does the moon have to keep coming back? Can't it stay away for a while Leave me be, give some peace Some piece of compassion when I lack the whole? I stutter Because words aren't enough To say all the things I need to say I would need the time machine I guess I'm never going to build Your breath slows Your heart stops And now you know My stumbling
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All My Best
Its you and me against the world Put on a cape and stand up Do something none would dare Break the barriers Let me teach you to fly without wings To be tall without casting a long shadow To turn on the light without a switch To save the world and die. Somewhere in that outer space I've been fighting an endless war I claimed my cause was peace All I wanted was peace with you. Somewhere between you and the moon I've found myself lost with no way home No tethers, harness, or restraint Just moving on in the darkness. I hear these words on the radio: You'll never save the girl, Because she's already gone. But little do they know
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Her Smile
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Hidden Thoughts
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Hold Me Close
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At the Edge
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Devious Journal Entry
More than a year since I graduated college and I've definitely seen a lot in that time.  My last job didn't allow time for creativity or relaxation, but now that I'm at Shutterstock things are looking much brighter.  I've started sketching again, slowly but surely... will get around to posting a piece soon.
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Devious Journal Entry
This time tomorrow I'll be putting on my cap and gown, and a few hours later I'll walk up and get a diploma.  For some reason I'm up and felt like starting LJ again. Think I'm going to spend part of this summer getting back into art... camera definitely misses me, as do my sketchbooks.  Hopefully I'll post some new art here soon ^.^
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Major Update
Since I haven't updated this place since mid-summer, I've decided to do a major upload of various sets accumulated between June and today ;o
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AW8758's avatar
Today, I passed by ur car. I miss u, a lot.
I have to pretend very strong inside in front of all people...
I only can left my weak sensitive and "missing u" heart here.
I hate days like this.
I want to forget you...God, Who can help me.
(1 week)
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5 days have already past.
every night when I woke up during the dreams, I asked myself is it just a dream...
I don't know how long I can live like this...
(I think this blog seems to be forgotten. I don't allowed myself connect you. So I release my missing here. )
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Thank you! :)
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Kaeawc|Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome :)
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Thanks for ze watch =^_^=
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jesiii|Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the fav! :D
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Kaeawc|Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome :)
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