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Super hero mini-comic P 1/2 by kabuto-gouki Super hero mini-comic P 1/2 :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 4 3 Boy, you are not ready! by kabuto-gouki Boy, you are not ready! :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 101 17 Tropical girl (colored with wacom ) by kabuto-gouki Tropical girl (colored with wacom ) :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 8 4 Super Hero OC Sample - Night Wraith by kabuto-gouki Super Hero OC Sample - Night Wraith :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 8 7 Wacom practice: The mad Titan by kabuto-gouki Wacom practice: The mad Titan :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 13 2 My first (decent?) work on a Wacom: Tropical Girl by kabuto-gouki My first (decent?) work on a Wacom: Tropical Girl :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 7 14 OC Lighting Soldier (TM) by kabuto-gouki OC Lighting Soldier (TM) :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 9 11 Irregular Huntress X - Old Manga Cover by kabuto-gouki Irregular Huntress X - Old Manga Cover :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 22 4 Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 4 (Final) by kabuto-gouki Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 4 (Final) :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 13 4 The one true Emperor Of Muay Thai by kabuto-gouki The one true Emperor Of Muay Thai :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 31 7 3000 Comments reached! Thanks! (ft Female gouki) by kabuto-gouki 3000 Comments reached! Thanks! (ft Female gouki) :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 7 7 An enhanced Female version of my OC Gouki Kabuto by kabuto-gouki An enhanced Female version of my OC Gouki Kabuto :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 13 6 Inks: The Amazing Spider gal (medibang) by kabuto-gouki Inks: The Amazing Spider gal (medibang) :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 64 10 Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 3 by kabuto-gouki Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 3 :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 17 10 Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 2 by kabuto-gouki Irregular Huntress X - old manga page 2 :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 16 2 niiice! by kabuto-gouki niiice! :iconkabuto-gouki:kabuto-gouki 65 20

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Solo un dibujante fracasado sin talento ni futuro

Just a looser washed up artist with no talent nor future......
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Si alguien lee o presta siquiera atención a esto...puede que hayan notado que hace un tiempo que no estoy subiendo nada............ Eso es por que estoy trabajando en unos mini comics para un concurso (no se si subo algo de lo que estoy haciendo me traerá problemas...). Pero estar trabajando en estos comics me ha hecho notar aun mas las debilidades que tengo al dibujar....y viendo esto mientras se acerca mi 32º cumple años me ha puesto en una posición depresiva.
habiendo llegado a esta edad y ver tantas limitaciones que tengo fue un golpe duro...... Aunque he mejorado muchísimo desde que tome un lápiz a los....4 años? hasta los 14 donde todavía era incapaz de hacer algo decente hasta hoy me hace perder la fe en todo lo que he hecho. Es como si sintiera una barrera invisible que no puedo romper y que parecería que nunca voy a lograr romper...... incluso a veces parecería que me olvidara  de lo que se.
Esto me ha estado molestando aun mas dado que estaba meditando seria meten entrar e eso del PATREON...viendo que ... gente de mi nivel o menos esta haciendo dinero con ello.....(y dado que sigo desempleado y mi país va cada vez mas para atrás en su situación).....pensé: "por que no?" después de todo, si no voy a conseguir trabajo y mis sueños de ser un dibujante de cómics profesional ya están muertos por lo menos podría tratar por lo menos de hacer algo de dinero y dibujar al mismo tiempo....
pero como podría hacer algo así, si me cuesta tanto hacer unas simples 4 paginas? como podría siquiera pedir dinero por dibujar si todos los días estoy luchando con dibujar correctamente siluetas femenina, colorear de una manera atractiva y compleja o dibujar fondos?
30 años me tomo llegar a donde estoy...y estoy tan lejos de aquellos a que admiro y cada vez que veo a algún lado en la web, encuentro miles de jóvenes que me superan con creces......
cuantos años mas me va tomar llegar a un mejor nivel? no importa cuanto practico, sigo teniendo los mismos problemas y sigo sin poder avanzar. se que yo soy quien mas duro me juzgo, pero si no logro tampoco demostrarme a mi que puedo ser mejor, como voy a
seguir adelante? como voy a dejar de verme como un niño sentado dibujando frente a sus amigos y comenzar a sentirme como un artista? a veces siento que si no sucede un milagro tal vez abandone los lapices para siempre.....

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If there is anyone who cares or even was wondering......you may have seen some lack of activity here....that´s because im working on 2 mini comics for a contest (im not sure if uploading some art from it would get me in trouble...). Anyway, working ion those comics has been tough and also make me aware of many of my own weakness while drawing and that, combined with my upcoming 32º birthday has been affecting me a lot....
Being this old and being so limited with my drawing has being tough for me....I know i have improved a lot since my humble begginings at age...... 4?  trough my teen years (age 14)  when i was still horrible and uncapable of doing something decent until tday...
that´s something that haunts me each day, making me lose all fate on my self.
It´s like there´s an invisible barrier that y can´t brake no matter what i do....sometimes it´s even feels  like i´ve had forgoten everything i learned.
This have been bugging me even more this days sincce i was really considering  starting a PATREON since my life it´s a mess; can´t get a job (and off course my country it´s doing horrible, as usual) and my dreams are dead i tought that at least i may do some money by doing what i love (ive seen people at the same level doing fine)...... But how can i do that when im  having so much trouble with 4 frikin pages? how can i ask for money in exchange for drawing when im strugglng each day with things like drawing the female figure, backgrounds or doing some decent coloring?
it took me 30 years to be where i am.....im so far away of the people i idolize and every day i see so many young people so much better than me.....
how many years more until i finally surpass my self? no matter how much i practice, im still having the same probles over and over again without improving. I know it´s all in my head and that im too harsh with myself  but if i can prove myself that i can do it how am i gonna move foward? how am i going to stop seing my self a kid drawing in front of his parents and finally feel like i deserve to be called an artist? Sometimes i feel like if...............unless a miracle happens i may abandon drawing for good.
  • Listening to: ka ka kazi daze
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Dragon ball z
  • Playing: Dragon ball fighterz
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: beer mostly

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SnowmanEX711 Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Feliz Cumpleños Have your cake and eat it too 

(perdon por el mensaje tarde)
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CodeHeaven Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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sav8197 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018
Party Happy Birthday!
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danwind Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018
Happy Birthday
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MetalSonic30 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!
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MetalHarbinger084 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018
Happy birthday
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imbisibol Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday man! :boogie::boogie: :cake: :boogie::boogie:
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Kurumi-Lover Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! ; o ;
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SnowmanEX711 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmm, quisas esto no significa algo ahora pero.

Feliz cumpleños Have your cake and eat it too. O jala tuvistes un buen dia (perdon por el mensaje tarde otra vez.)
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