Just recently, I bump into this interesting piece of news from IGN about a 15 year old teen boy who is badly obsessed with anime girls especially Ikaros from Heavenly Lost Property.
The letter is in Spanish but thankfully an anonymous person translated the whole letter for me for all of you to read this!
This letter comes from one of many other letters he might have wrote for his make believe waifu Ikaros who doesn't really exist but only to his screwed up mind!
I don't know where the other letters could be and this is all what the IGN article have along with a picture of the boy who killed himself.
There is no date when it happened but the date of when the article was created on is 2016. Two years ago before I heard about this!
This is what the letter said
"I feel like my heart is exploding, my soul breaking and being squeezed and being destroyed every time my heart is stabbed without any sense, and my body hurts, internally and externally, hurts so much that you are feeling in pain in your bed and you can't stop crying. because you are unhappy because you love someone and you can't stop the suffering, I love "Ikaros" and it hurts to know that its not here, and I cry nonstop sometimes and sometimes but I am always sad because she is everything to me. what's the point in being born and living if I can't be with the person that I love the most, what's the point in working if I can't spend (money) and go out with the person that I love so much. If she was real I would be happy"
Very strange news indeed! But that is not the only incident! Some years ago before this very incident, there was a similar happening of a 14 year old Russian fanboy who also killed himself for over a dead Naruto character!
I myself have the same bizarre feelings toward my favorite anime and game girls but I wouldn't write a letter or kill myself because my favorite anime or game girl died or something like that. It's ridiculous!
But oh well, what can you do when LOVE bites you right in the behind from random places huh lol