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Hi again! a bunch of Conker related artwork from me supposed to be uploaded today. Problem is I no longer have a drawing program to help me continue the last few drawings before putting them up yet. Right now I am putting this on hold until I get a good paint program to continue and hopefully upload my new drawings right away ASAP!

15 year old fanboy killed himself over waifu REAL!
www.ign.com/boards/threads/par…

Just recently, I bump into this interesting piece of news from IGN about a 15 year old teen boy who is badly obsessed with anime girls especially Ikaros from Heavenly Lost Property. 
The letter is in Spanish but thankfully an anonymous person translated the whole letter for me for all of you to read this!

This letter comes from one of many other letters he might have wrote for his make believe waifu Ikaros who doesn't really exist but only to his screwed up mind! 
I don't know where the other letters could be and this is all what the IGN article have along with a picture of the boy who killed himself.
There is no date when it happened but the date of when the article was created on is 2016. Two years ago before I heard about this!

This is what the letter said

"I feel like my heart is exploding, my soul breaking and being squeezed and being destroyed every time my heart is stabbed without any sense, and my body hurts, internally and externally, hurts so much that you are feeling in pain in your bed and you can't stop crying. because you are unhappy because you love someone and you can't stop the suffering, I love "Ikaros" and it hurts to know that its not here, and I cry nonstop sometimes and sometimes but I am always sad because she is everything to me. 

what's the point in being born and living if I can't be with the person that I love the most, what's the point in working if I can't spend (money) and go out with the person that I love so much. If she was real I would be happy" 

Very strange news indeed! But that is not the only incident! Some years ago before this very incident, there was a similar happening of a 14 year old Russian fanboy who also killed himself for over a dead Naruto character!

I myself have the same bizarre feelings toward my favorite anime and game girls but I wouldn't write a letter or kill myself because my favorite anime or game girl died or something like that. It's ridiculous!
But oh well, what can you do when LOVE bites you right in the behind from random places huh lol :D 

 
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I am looking for fellow deviants whoever takes FREE modeling requests instead of commissions (Sorry guys! I don't have the time or the money to afford it! lol) So, to my frustration there is NO Donkey Kong JR custom model out there and all that is available to me are just the CRUMMY rips! I don't want ripped models from games. I want CUSTOM MADE and it has to be FREE. 

So, if you guys understand what I am looking for then PLEASE send me a note! Again, I am only looking for nice and kind 3D modeling artists who don't take commissions for models. I need FREE resources for my projects and I don't want to waste my time and money to get whatever I need for my projects especially when I REALLY need it! 

I have 3D Blender and quite experienced with it. The problem is it sucks for me and it freezes and crashes a lot every time I used it. I am hoping to find a better 3D software for making games and models soon! But I still need custom modelers in the meantime for now. 

Thanks for reading this!
Hi again! a bunch of Conker related artwork from me supposed to be uploaded today. Problem is I no longer have a drawing program to help me continue the last few drawings before putting them up yet. Right now I am putting this on hold until I get a good paint program to continue and hopefully upload my new drawings right away ASAP!

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SHADOWLOUIX Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Artist
thank you very much for the fave. and for the watch.
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zipskyblue Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch
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luigicuau10 Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch :) 
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TwistedDarkJustin Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2017
Hey, Phil. I hope all is well. It sucks how you lost your internet. You've been gone since June. It's kind of weird not seeing you post anything.
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K98deviant Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2018
I was very busy trying to download everything I can while taking advantage of my time online but I hope to get back on my feet with my projects. Unfortunately, I am having a hard time remembering what I need and what I want to download.
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TwistedDarkJustin Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2018
Holy crap! You're back? For some reason, I thought you died of starvation. After all, last time I spoke to you, you said that you were in the Philippines and were running out of food. Good to see that you're still alive. I'll give you some time to get back on your feet.
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PretendingPregnant Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2017
thanks for watching me, much appreciated.
my most active account is on instagram, feel free to follow me via the link below  :-)
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Luipunker91 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2017
thanks for the fave
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Shinzoheddo Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the Fav bro you rock +fav 
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D-Field22 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave.
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