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About Digital Art / Hobbyist knorusFemale/Finland Recent Activity
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me: *tests a few new styles and techniques to draw*
also me: "okay.. this looks pretty good.."
still me: "..but it could be better, much better.."
part of me: "'s actually the same.."
me entirely: "..and it looks awful."

me in the end of the day: *throws tablet away and swears never draw again*

me in the next day: repeat
Wwwww by K1ZA
somewhat this "style testing" didn't work as i was hoping for.. oh well, at least i can struggle with it and maybe some day i can be proud of what im producing.
but like, for real. no matter what, it feels like my style isn't willing to change neither improve and it really frustrates me. it frustrates me more than anything else in this moment and this isn't even nearly the biggest problem i should be worrying about.

i've been drawing for as long as i can remember and yeah, as an ambitious person i have my own goals to attain. drawing is my stress relief and some kind of a mind state where i can forget about everything else, all of the disruption and people around me. it's my way to block basically anything i just want to be blocked for a few hours - it's my therapy and medicine.

maybe im expecting too much from myself or maybe i have to try harder. how could i know..


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BadWolfRoxy Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Seeing you using the art I made for you as icon!!<333 
That means a freaking lot!!<333
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SaintKyrie Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Digital Artist
Kiitoksia favesta knor. :heart:

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BadWolfRoxy Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Aesthetic By Strayrats-damykx7 by BadWolfRoxy  
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CrocodileGaming Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2018
Gei <3
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