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  • Listening to: How to Love
  • Playing: Toes
  • Drinking: My saliva
My new hobby: go to random places, look for somebody interesting or look for an interesting conversation, write a story about that somebody or write a story about that interesting conversation, upload it on dA.

Another new hobby: go to random places, look for somebody who has a good-looking back, draw it, give it to them(?) and/or upload it on dA.

A suggestion for hobby: chase insects.
  • Listening to: Carrey Mulligan's voice <3
  • Playing: Hair
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Amp
I have been looking forward on watching "An Education"!  I've seen the trailer, and of course, as a girl who has been taken by tons and tons of different arts and literature, I loved it.

"Action is character.  If we never did anything, we wouldn't be anybody."  This was the line that made me want to watch it. >.<

Update update update . . . I've been into writing this past few weeks, and it's probably because of my Creative Writing class. And it's really disappointing to realize that Computer Science might not be the major I want to be in. Maybe as I get older, I would realize what I want; hopefully, it wouldn't be too late.


Thoughts thoughts:

Have you ever think about being anything inanimate? Lead the life of a book or be a fluff of hair stuck in a shower drain. I don't know. Most of the time I want to be crazy and add color! Be stupid and clever at the same moment. Be a professional employee in some IT firm, then go home and eat a whole bunch of fucking crayons. I'm sure I'm not the only one who want it (not the crayon-eating part), but why do some people stick with what they do best and never try anything new? It creates tons of false sense of security.

Your parents would tell you not to do certain things, but most of us would end up doing it anyway. When they asked you why, you couldn't answer. In a way, I think it's because we wanted to do things--doesn't matter if it would change the orbit of your existence (who knows you could be a petunia one day)--because all of it is for the sake of experience. Without mistakes, there would be no growth. Even if you couldn't change whatever mistake you would make . . . that's the risk. Life is full of it so just take it, then move forward.
  • Listening to: Falling by Florence and The Machine
  • Playing: Feet
:iconteheplz: I've been trying not to get so attached to social networking sites, but if there is one that I couldn't get enough of, it was this site.  I don't know why.  I've tried: Facebook (still on there, but not so much as before: still putting pointless status updates and such, but really), Twitter (jeez, I didn't even do enough tweets to make it an actual Twitter account), Tumblr (poooof, only did about two things in there), Friendster (completely done with), MySpace (completely and utterly done with).

These past few days, I've been busy writing--trying hard to be a playwright. :la:  So much for having a life?  Funny thing is I'm a Computer Science major and I'm more obsessed in doing arts and literature than programming. :sarcasm:  Have I reached nirvana yet? Maybe (no, I haven't).  Maybe if I actually know what to do with myself, I would.

And, really, I'm looking for somebody--anybody, really--to have meaningful conversations with. :rofl:  It's to have any sort of epiphany, which I haven't got for months now.  Come on, people, I don't want to hear what you did last night, which most people around me do talk about.  I've been getting into more unwanted conversations nowadays.

Some girl: Yeah, I did like go to this movie once, and like, I have more . . .

Me: *thinking* Movies . . . wow.  I was thinking of watching Hugo, but I've forgotten when it was supposed to come out.  Wait, did it come out yet?  Shit.  I missed it.  Ow, ow, ow, dinosaurs in my head. :XD:  Oh . . . damn.  Now I have to pee, but I'm too lazy to stand up.  Wouldn't it be awesome if you could have a doppelganger of yourself, and then you could actually ask your doppelganger to sit at some place, while I wander around.  "Pee for me, doppel!" :lmao:  Really, I'm funny. :sarcasm:

Some girl: . . . then in class today, it was so boring.

Me: *thinking* :paranoid: Why did you take it, then?  Tsk tsk . . . I think I have something in . . . oh wait, now I really have got to piss.

Me: I have to pee.

Some girl: . . . and the teacher was like . . . oh okay.

:faint:  So many unwanted conversations, no solutions . . .

Maybe, that's why I have more acquaintances than actual friends. :lmao:  I really think I'm always in the wrong bunch of people.
  • Listening to: People
  • Reading: this
  • Playing: puppy
  • Eating: Xtremes!
  • Drinking: water
In the pits of procrastination, inside the tranquil field of imagery and vision, there lies a girl . . .

What this girl does not know is  whatever she does not know and that she is plagued with a whole lot of thoughts: the point of status updates, the point of the point of many points (where did they come from?), the speed of light,  the dinosaurs, the donkeys, the people who act like donkeys, the donkeys who act like people, the stars, the stars from Los Angeles, the stars from United Kingdom, the accents, the video games, the life of flies who are in video games, the techniques of flying, the techniques of a flying fly, the next word of this phrase . . . and so on.

But then, she thought, "Maybe, just maybe, I can finish this tomorrow, because ideas are even procrastinating in my head."

Creativity fades . . .
  • Listening to: buzzing of my laptop
  • Playing: chair
  • Drinking: water
:( I wrote and started quite a few books, but I didn't really finish writing them.

As a result of that, I decided to write a book and swear that I'm going to finish it!  So yes, finish it!!!!
  • Listening to: people talking
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: the people talking XD
  • Playing: socks
  • Eating: nothing (wish I had strawberries)
  • Drinking: pepsi w/ water (actually melted ice)

I'm back from using dA. I'm never really gone; I've been infesting the groups and other's profile. Yes, I'm creepy. :lmao:

Though I'm still busy, I'm going to be more active. :3 I want to put of what I wrote so far on the book that I'm writing (if it's even a book).


Have you ever!! Post a comment and answer some if you like..:3

Have any of you have this dream where you thought you knew this place, but it turned out that it was actually different?
-I have that dream quite often, and it was weird.

Have you ever think about what it's like to actually go to space, then just die and bloat out?
-I have...

Have you ever had this feeling, that, though, you're alone, you're not really alone and you're just happy?
-I have...

Have you ever felt contented and satisfied with how your life is going?
-I have...but I kind of haven't. :lmao:

Have you ever thought about how some people talk about "I...I...I...." without asking ""?
-Yeah...I'm doing's kind of getting blah. My public speaking teacher mentioned that in class today too. XD Some of us (including me) have to get over how people won't give in some of their stories, if you don't ask. Don't expect them to: ask!

Have you ever thought about how some of us spent a lot of money trying to fix everyone's wrinkles, instead of actually fixing the broken ozone layer? (I've heard that they fixed it, but who knows, right?) I'm not saying that plastic surgery isn't important, because people who get into terrible accidents that include distorting their whole faces and bodies need it, but getting rid of wrinkles, really? If you're old, you're old. That's it. :3 Being old is another experience; it's not nice but it's another new experience.

Have you ever tried humming for, at the very least, 10 minutes and actually feel that you are feeling breathing better?
-I have tried it. I actually read it somewhere in NYTimes. Now, I hum every time! XD

Have you ever thought about how much time you spent on any social sites or networks, looking at pictures and reading statuses of your friends?
-I have...I don't really spend that much on them. :rofl:

Have you ever thought about how most English words are two syllables (idea came from XKCD), and as it gets complicated it will have more syllables?
-I have. Maybe it's not just in English, even in other languages. I'm not an expert, but really? What's the most simple word with three syllables, aside from the fact that you can add -ing at the end of some word to make it three syllables?

So...every morning, I'm usually getting into habit of asking myself "have you ever." I don't get bored, most of the time, because of this. :3 It's fun! And maybe, if you did this, you can be the Ms. Universe :rofl:, not that any guy would want to be one.
XD Yes, I'll be gone for who-knows-how-long. :)

I'll miss dA.

1. Car :rofl:
2. House. :rofl:
3. Ticket to see my grandma back to the Philippines. I miss her so much. :(
4. Nearlight's love :)

That's all. :rofl: Oh...wait...I want a kitty! :meow:

Have a sugar-high, happy early Christmas everyone! I don't have much to say because I'm out of words.

"Poop on your bed!"
  • Eating: Bunch of cheeseballs
Say "HUZZAAAHH!!" for those of you who have seen it. XD

Woop! Today, I watched Harry Potter with Nearlight :meow:. The movie was fantastic!

"Bill, don't look at me. I'm hideous." Harry with a bra was just ooohhh... :rofl: I would probably have a Harry-Potter-movie hangover for a month. :lmao:

And Dobby was rocking the shoes. XD But yeah....:( he...he... XD I don't want to spoil it for those people who haven't seen it yet.

  • Listening to: Failure - Laura Marling
  • Eating: Nerds
Do you know that feeling when you just got burned (not hurt) a lot of times, and you just got burned really bad that you wished that you had no emotion at all or just die out of it; but you can't because you want to live for someone really worth living for? :C *super sad face*

I'm sorry. I have this super strong kick. XDDD I could never really make up for all the mistakes I made. :rofl: Mistakes are really a big blanket. They can cover you from head to toe without even trying.

Anyway, I'm back. :D

Sa mga pinoy pips dyan, nasaan na kayo?!!! :D Miss ko na kayo!
  • Listening to: Say It's Possible
  • Eating: can't eat at all
I will be away for at least 2 weeks. >.< Why?
Because I have to catch up for school works. :faint: I have waaayy too much work to do and bills to pay. :faint: I need bacon! Because bacon solves everything. :lol:

And today, I found a better way of dealing with things, and it doesn't include ranting. It's by letting it go. :lol:

For my friend, though, just smile about it. Be happy. You know you can, and you already are. A lot of people loves jooo. XD I love joooo~ :meow:
HE is taking the best out of us, especially out of you. Let him be. Let him do whatever the hell he wants. What goes around comes area equals to pi multiplied by radius squared. :rofl:
  • Listening to: Aozora no Namida
  • Playing: TF2
  • Eating: gummy bears


Journal Entry: Wed Jun 16, 2010, 7:47 AM
Wish me luck people. :la:

I'm planning to draw all my drawing again—well, maybe, not all but some that I would like to do re-do again. :D My sketches have been long lost ever since who-knows-when. :lmao: I have tons that I didn't put on dA that are not finished and, yeah, lost. :XD:

Then, I'm hoping to paint on slates and sell them, just like what Nearlight's told me. :la: I'm not going to let go of art. I just hope people will appreciate them some more. :shakefist:


I had a great day yesterday! I went and play mini-golf with Nearlight. I suck! :rofl: I remembered that the ball was approximately 10 inches or so away from the hole, but still, I missed (I wanted to break the ball and hit it really hard). :lmao: The kid behind us was better than I am. Then, ICE CREAM! I found out that my hair loves ice cream as well, even my nose. XD

After, that we went to Goodwill for jobs and books. XD Then, we played. Kid's toys were fun. We went crazy over those. :la: I'm sorry, Nearlight, for hitting you with a plastic sword.  >.<

So, we left and went to the library for job again. One of the librarians mistaken me for a 14-year-old girl. :iconohnoesplz: Horrible. Tsk tsk tsk.

We decided to go to Farmington and got lost again...not lost, really, adventure. XD Yeah... so it was a great, crazy day, yesterday! :typerhappy:

Nearlight :meow:


I've been dead

....because I forgot the password of this account, but now, I remember. :phew:

  • Reading: The Restaurant at the End of the Universe
  • Playing: Deeeeeeeeevil Maaaaaaaayyy Crrrrrrrrrryyyyy

God! I've been a ghost now; it takes practice to be a great procrastinator, so... HALLELUJAH!

I opened my dA, and I have 3,197 deviations to view and 201 messages to read. O_O So, I gave up. ^^; I'll try to visit and comment though. Perhaps, next time. :)

And belated happy birthday to me. >.< It turns out that every year, without even noticing it, your birthday will become an insult, no? XD No? If no, then it's just me. Just like when I thought a big spider is stealing my light bulb.... it. Was. Just. All. In. My. Head.

And hooooooooooooly shit! I've been craving for ostriches for about two goddamn months now. O_O

I've been slacking to the groups I have to manage too. >.<

All in all, I JUST CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET! OH SHOOT! I mean from my coffin. :iconhurrplz:

I lalalalalabsyuuu~ Nearlight. :matrixfight:

I miss you deviantART!!! :heart:

  • Reading: The Graveyard Book
  • Playing: hair
makakalimot ako eh kaya advance! woo..

Maligayang Pasko sa lahat ng TP pips. :D

BN, DC, WC, SU pips! Merry Christmas. Where are all my children? I miss them. XD busy na kayo eh noh? Paskong pasko busy. XD Paramdam naman kayo!
hidaka irog ko, XDD you have way too many wives, care to get rid of one? :lmao: Kidding. :hug: pinagpalit mo na ko eh.

For the to lovers, BurgundyFrost and boomer-anonymous, happy 7th month(sary). It's 24 at the Philippines, right? So yeah... happy month(sary). :woohoo:

KingOfShu, saan na yung kukulayan ko? anong petsa na ah? XD




Christmas wish list:
1. Plane tickets --> still on the list.
2. DC skater shoes
3. Tare Panda Thank you, S-Rezo :smooch: :heart:
4. PSP :boogie:
5. A pet snake.
6. snow, snow and mooaarr snow!
7. And S-Rezo.
Why the strike? XD Because I already have him. :meow:
  • Listening to: That
  • Reading: This..
  • Watching: This...
  • Playing: dices
  • Eating: Candy Cane
  • Drinking: water

Can't you tell? I'm high on sugar. :iconteheplz:
  • Listening to: That
  • Reading: This..
  • Watching: This...
  • Playing: This...
  • Eating: This? Wait... no XD

PUT ME OUT OF MY INSANITY!! :rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:

danexg, this is quite a tag.. :faint:

001. Real name? - Uh... should I?
002. Nickname(s)? - En, Enics, N
003. Zodiac sign? - Aries
004. Male or female? - Or? XD
005. Elementary? - St. Joseph Academy of Valenzuela, Imus Pilot Elementary School yeessshh... XD
006. Middle School? - There's no such thing as middle school at the Philippines.
007. High School? - Imus Institute, St. Emilene Academe.
008. Hair color? - Black
009. Long or short? - getting long. XD
010. Loud or Quiet? - I'm in between.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - Both
012. Phone or Camera? - Camera!
013. Health freak? - No, just a freak. :XD:
014. Drink or Smoke? - Drink water? Soda? Yes, no alcohol for me :puke:. Smoke? Never!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? - Oh yesss... hidaka, Lhege, BurgundyFrost, and.... PJ731  :iconteheplz:
016. Eat or Drink? - Both.
017. Piercings? - One on each ear, which is useless. I rarely wear earrings.
018. Tattoos? - I want to have one, but I'm too lazy to get one. :XD:


019. Been in an airplane? - Yess... bottom line? The food and flight attendants makes me sick. :paranoid:
020. Been in a car accident? - Nope
021. Been in a fist fight? - YES! :lmao:


022. First piercing? - Can't remember.
023. First best friend? - Fatima. :iconiloveyouplz:
025. First award? - Hm...
026. First crush? - Mojacko. :heart:


029. Last person you talked to? - My mom. XD
030. Last person you texted? - Uh... I have no clue who.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - S-Rezo :iconteheplz:
032. Last food you ate? - Egg. XD
033. Last movie you watched? - Zombieland
034. Last song you listened to? - How Soon is Now - t.A.t.u.
035. Last thing you bought? - Pepsi
036. Last person you hugged? - My mom


037. Food? - BACON!! Sinigang, Kare-kare ng tatay ko, yogurt and pudding
038. Drinks? - water
039. Clothing? - Uh.. do I have to be specific? If no, then just shirt and pants.
040. Book? - Sybil, all Dan Brown, J.K. Rowling and Brad Meltzer books.
041. Music? - I love music, except those raps with no meanings and just full of lust and such. :iconvoodooplz:
042. Flower? - Sunflower and anemones. :heart:
043. Colors? - Perpol. XD
044. Movies? - Absolutely not Twilight. :rofl:
045. Shoes? -  I don't know. XD
046. Subjects? - I don't have one. XD


047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween (It was the best time of the year evaah!)
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation (A lot of people does.)
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (WTF?!)
054. [ ] had an abortion (and never will. :))
055. [ ] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick (because I don't want to go to school XD)
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stayed single the whole year

067. Eating? - Nope, and I'm hungry.
068. Drinking? - Nope.
069. I'm about to? - Do nothing... XD
070. Listening to? - Nothing. XD
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Read a whole book, go to classes, eat... :shrug:
072. Waiting for? - someone to offer me a money. XD

073. Want kids? - Yes, but not more than 3. :lol:
074. Want to get married? - Yes. to... :iconhidaka: :iconburgundyfrost: :iconlhege: :iconpj731: :giggle: Poleng, di ko alam kung bakit ka nasama... :rofl:
075. Careers in mind? - I have no idea at all. XDD

076. Lips or eyes? - Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? - :lol: Taller, of course.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? - Or. :lol:
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? - :?
080. Sensitive or loud? - Both. XD
081. Hookup or relationship? - Uh huh...
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? - I don't know. XD

I don't know how to answer all that. :lol:


083. Lost glasses/contacts? - glasses
084. Ran away from home? - Nope. XD
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? - Yes.. XD a knife.
086. Killed somebody? - Not yet. :evillaugh:
087. Broken someone's heart? - No idea. XD
088. Been arrested? - Not yet. XD
089. Cried when someone died? - Yes.


090. Yourself? - Of course, I exist, don't I?
091. Miracles? - Sure. :)
092. Love at first sight? - Nah... XD
093. Heaven? - Maybe.
094. Santa Claus? - No, Christmas witch. XD
095. Sex on the first date? - Never.
096. Kiss on the first date? - No.


097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Like hell, yes... :cries:
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - I could be. xD
099. Do you believe in God? - YES!! :heart:

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Nahh... too lazy. Just steal this if you want to do it. XD
  • Reading: This..

Free! xD

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 10:12 PM
Free journal skin. :O

And a shout for the most important friend in my worLd. XD
Advance Happy Birthday to you.

  • Listening to: There For You - Flyleaf
  • Reading: Prophecy of the Sisters

for hidaka. it's because i luuurrvveee yaw! haha

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 20, 2009, 8:23 AM

Do you like Prince of Tennis?

Sorry... I got nothing better to do. XD



Alright.. there's only three rules.

1. Post this steps.
2. Read this interesting, nice journal
3. Tag 5 people and inform them that they had been tag.

I will tag :poke::


Hidaka, how was that for advertisements? :lmao: