I'm sitting here thinking..
I really don't want to have these thoughts in my head..
Is it really only sadness that brings the pure greatness of colour out of me?
I'm extremely happy but yet stressed. I'm in a desperate need to express myself but I'm feeling such a huge blockage, it's making me irritated..
As of right now I have no idea what to do but to actually push it all out of me..
I just despise forcing my artistic ability.. makes me feel like it isn't real..