My Sub' should be expired by now, i just want to thank Bad-Blood
again for it, and thanks to all Moroccan deviants for the lovely "dev-meet"
These days I feel like I'm disappeared, invisible .. extinguished, just like a dead candle !!
I don't know if it's due to my over-brain using, or the fact that I'm dealing with too much things at the same time, Or even because of my fascinating little pills. But it seems like I'm going down a dark path, and throwing myself over the jeopardy to help somebody when He/She is already dead at the bottom, that's why I've been in so many arduous situations and pissed my life away. I did those things for nothing, now all I can feel is Nothing !!
sometimes i don't even trust myself, and think that i don't know much after all.i've been hurtin' myself any possible way, been hurtin' others as naivly as i know how, i'm not sure if i should judge myself for what i did, or it just happened because i sometimes lose control on myself!
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