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Jutopa's Blue Nuzlocke Chapter 35 - Page 4.1
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Published: August 25, 2019
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So, I'm not sure where to begin with this... I know I've apologized multiple times about being unable to update in time, etc, but I really am sorry that it took me so long to update again, and that it's such a short page. If you want to know why, here's why:

My health hasn't been so good lately, I've been suffering through multiple anxiety attacks over long periods of time. It feels awful, like you're going to die any second, and doing things that I should enjoy such as sitting down to draw my comic, or even play games I like causes me stress and I'm kinda at my wits end, if I'm honest with you guys. I can't take this anymore and I'm seeking more help than what I already got, which wasn't enough. Still, I wanted to pull through and return to updating with at least a short page a week, I should be able to do that much, right? I don't know myself, and that scares me. Sorry to be a downer here, but I feel i am in a pretty dark point of my life right now and this comic is the only thing that I still want to do regardless. For myself, and for all the people that stick with it. 

Thank you for all the support, I will do my best to return next week with another page. I'll try my hardest, as much as my health allows.
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I guess it is time to apply what you do in this page to your life :you have to train so hard that you won't have time for anxieties.
Also this might not help with your anxiety, but make sure to take not on what you are experiencing, I am sure it could be used for what Jutopa is experiencing in the comic atm.

On top of them all.. you have no obligation for this comic to us, readers. Just work on it when you feel better. Real life matter take top priority as usual. These things tend to take time to overcome, no need to rush it or it might come back as fast as it leaves you.
Wish you the best, Jutopa.
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks man, I'm definitely reflecting on many things right now and what to change. I will do my best. Thanks!
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Be sure to take breaks as needed! Your health comes before anything else! Rest up and I hope you are doing better soon.
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thank you very much, i will take it easy :^)
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Panel 2: The face of ultimate biking joy LOL

Sorry to hear that but glad to know you're seeking help. Stuff like that is not easy and should not be3 dealt with alone. Take care of you first. Everything else will follow. 
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you again for the support :^ )
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Y ahora yo lo único que quiero es abrazarte y apretujarte muy fuerte.
Conozco esta mierda y si quieres hablar, ya sabes. No molestas en absoluto y puedes desahogarte lo que quieras :)
Cuídate bien, ehh? Y bebe agua.
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
Gracias!! Si que tengo que beber más la verdad hahaha
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No me hagas ir a tu casa a dejarte la botellita de agua todos los dias.
Que lo hago eh. QUE LO HAG
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Oh, I read the description only now... Hope you're doing fine now, bro. Don't let your ghosts consumate you. You're one of the best guys here!
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much, i'm doing my best :^ )
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Jutopa knows what's it like. Two days biking are nothing.
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
all that training's gotta come in handy somehow
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I'm glad we get to see the anime training arc. Our boy is gonna get RIPPED

Try to take care of yourself, Juto! Always here for you to talk to if you need it. :)

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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
now the series will shift into muscular fights, forget about pokemon.

thanks for ur support too <3
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I hope you feel better soon Jutopa!
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you!!!
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I hope you're feeling better jutop, take care of yourself <3
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
thank u....
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AquaticBandageHobbyist Traditional Artist
Ah, nice to know we're back in the present where Jutopa is 80 years old

OOMF, this kid is BUFF I aspire to be like that
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
bitch you're as buff as him tbh he's 11 and u look 11 <3
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Yeah so uh first of all I'm suing you secondly suck my nut
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RIP Jupe's bike..!
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JutopaHobbyist Digital Artist
oh no, who's gonna draw it now? Not me >:)
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