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so what to write?

not yeat maby write when i can think of something XD
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hi its  me i think i need to stand forth.

as i have said before i had a mental breakdown last year and i dident recover from it before recently over a year and ahalf after. but theres another thing keeping from contacting people. you see i have been wondering if i have had ADHD-Pi aka ADD. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ADHD-PI


and i got on bad terms with some one i cared about. and i dident know how to be around people. so i decided dont talk to anyone except it they talked to me. stupid yes, but i dident know who i was. so i was scared of my self. but i still miss everyone on here. i hope it is possible for me to start over from zero ^^

thank you from reading this. if any questions ask me. ^^
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1. ok as i mention yearlier times this girl neesd your help. she has little money and is asking people to comis her. if you cant comiss her at least support her. she can loos her house if she does not et enough money. if you can comiss her. at least mention her to others .

ok here she is ^^^. (warning perverts pictures may occur )firefly8083.deviantart.com/

and about that other case. it got fixed. again XD
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ok as 9i mention yearlier this girl neesd your help. she has little money and is asking people to comis her. if you cant comiss her at least support her. she can loos her house if she does not et enough money. if you can comiss her. at least mention her to others :pray:.

ok here she is ^^^. (warning perverts pictures may occur :meow:)


but some one els too need your help to oce-Skylen. she lost her a girl last night/day. i girl who called her mom and she called her daughter. The girl committed suecide so that her mom(oce)could be happy. and oce is breaking. and she wont lisen to me. that why pliis anyone out there. if she blocks me.  pliis her  she does not need this pain:tears::pray:. i love her. bu she is in so much pain she cant control her self. that  why i want people to show they feelings. she needs support. pliis. help her. i can no longer help her. its up to you know. i trust you :hug:

:tears: oce-skylent.deviantart.com/
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this girl need your help. she has little money and is asking people to comis her. if you cant comiss her at least support her. i
shuld have done this sooner but well i got some of my own problems and couldent :worry:

ahem ok here she is firefly8083.deviantart.com/
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1. am fine know ^^. it got fixed :D

2. this is for everyone whpo does not know what to draw. if your unsure or lost inspiration. then you should visit a toystore (no joke) because many toys has great design. you might just find something for you ^^
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1. am sorry for not contacting people. and am sorry to say it will continue sins something happen so i will lock my self away from people a while.

2. this is for everyone whpo does not know what to draw. if your unsure or lost inspiration. then you should visit a toystore (no joke) because many toys has great design. you might just find something for you ^^.
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first i want to apologize to everyone that watches me because. i have been having something i call a withdraw. it means i back down and isolate my self.
and i just couldn't contact anyone one.

soo know i have 6,870 deviations and 1,962 messages. :tears: how am going to read and see all those :tears:

am going to do a lot to of apologizing trough a note.

i just hope people can forgive me.
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here step dad died today, and now she needs YOUR to support, pliis support her :pray:

kittystardraco.deviantart.com/
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O_O saint seiya is back or rather the one that seiya was a reincarnation of, loook:

An original video animations (OVAs) series is announced for June 24 2009. The production is by TMS Entertainment (Tokyo Movie Shinsha, part of "Sega Sammy Group", the one which will produce the SS Online game). All the OVA episode will be on DVD & Blu-Ray and Shiori Teshirogi's original designs will be kept.[19]

The original design was unveiled in Tokyo International Anime Fair 2009.[20] The opening theme is "The Realm of Athena" by EUROX, and the ending theme is "Flower Chain" (花の鎖 Hana no Kusari?), by Maki Ikuno featuring Marina del Ray. The remaining tracks were developed by Kaoru Wada.


en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Se…


am watching episdoe 1 and 2. wakwakwakwakwakwakwak
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i must apologize, i can not control my self, and i will tell spoilers.





ababababab


it was awesome, Arcee and the sisters :D :heart: (too little screen time and got killed :tears:)

jetfire: lol lol lol lol and O_O

Fallen: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp

wheelie: lol lol lol lol PERVERT

autobot twins: lol t0o the end



optimus prime: BIG BIG BIG SPOILER


HE GOT KILLED AND REVIVED AN THEN GOT PARTS FROM JETFIRE TO COMBINE WITH :jawdrop:
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to tell the truth i been back for 4 days ^^; but i has been tired in 3 day :D i tell you in the journal:

first friday to sunday :heart:

then today :D


lets start with friday:
i woke up to the new about our curch burning O_O no joke look here www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZzh7h…

that just damm weird waking up and hearing that. but i dident see the curch except on tv (i still dident belive it)

then i i went to family reunion. it starte with some new and old faces.

then where just sitting with old people and talking and walking around pretty boring.

after that night i had a talk with a woman that is married with my grandfather`s brother.

(i wont tell what we talked abot but i will send some a note)


the next day:
i woke up stiff as he. (i wont finish the word) i havent sleept that good in ages (no joke)

i then eate breakfest.

i then tried being around where all the people where (we where 240 people O_O). but i dont like groups so hide my self until dinner.

then dinner time, we ate grandpa had a speach XD and it was GREAT.

i then went back too the my room that we rented. i then started go thinking and alooot of thinking BAD thinking i then slept in 30 min.

i then satt in the bar with 2 people.

then we went out. an dthank good there wherent too many people there.

then i, I actully talked to someone and cost me all my strengh. i then mett Thorwald, later Thorwald mett even along with two girls. one of the girls where my cousin and i cant stand her -_-, and at one point i decide to leave but changed my mind. and i dont regrett that choice.


they where nice people :D (some of my cousin other friends i met where NOT nice)

we got to tohgeter in i group (all the teenagers)


it was me :D
even (a drunk but funny ass he. guy and we shared (we all shared the same humor))
Thorwald and calmed and pretty shy boy.
jeanett (my cousin)
Rebecca :D. she was the on ei liked most.
1. she was cute ^^
2. she watched anime she had watched at least seen two animes i like.


all five talked an diden go to bed before four and a half hour after midnite :D. soo we went to bed early in sunday morning :D.the funny part was that the hotel closed 2 hours after midnite but they dident close the doors sins we had a great time, and we dident make any noice.

sunday:
i went home after having breakfest with Rebecca.

after coming home i went to the place where our curh where standing before, and eeing it gone is weird just weird. and i aint crist. and i dont belive in god (yeat) but still i hope none of you excperince this.


Today:
i went to the circus yay :party: and was gret. and then there was a break and after the break i found out two thing:
one dont wear headsett in a circus and second DONT EVER handshake a Clown XD. because i had and did that i became a DRUM. LOL

thats pretty much everything i have to say except:
i dotn answer people on the school except in half a hour (if i dont eat) this is because i have cross exams and i cant use the computer unless its relevent the case we got.

i also forgot one thing thing. i am more mental charge then EVER soo everyone that
has a sickness or is hurt by someone or somthing. i will be here for YOU.

done
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am gonna be awayy some day tell everyone what it is when i return ^^
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for the past 2 days and earlig today i have been in very bad shape. i git a fever
39 celius  
312.34999 kelvin
102.56 farenheit

at the worst though and at that point i couldn move because my joints hurted like hell.

i went to the doctor today and he told me i had infection sickness. is the same as a small flu or virus. i  felt better when i came to the docktor but when i came home i started freezing but instead of pain in my body my head felt like a anvil. and is pretty bad so am having some problem seeing but atleast that cant keep me from beeing online.


last i want to apologize fo rnot being online latly but the pain and  fever had me knought out sadly. but now am ready for for some passion XD.
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i just tell everyone that have been sick sins yeaster day and still is,  and there for i havent been replying too much lately. i have take som medicine that make me feel well now but they soon stop working. arghh i hate it: i body is in pain. i got spots on my body and on the worse i could not almost move because of the pain that caused,  and i havent eated in all day X(. sorry for the ranting :(

so just soo ou now if i dont reply.
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happy 17 may lol XD what the heck am i talking about? en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Constitu…

it been a nice day plenty of people and and children 17 may is called "childrens day" lol. with poeple going in groups or as we kall it "trains"

right now am being nostalgisc and playing star fox adventure GC (Game Cube.

let me first say thanks again for every one who watches me it mean ALOOT.

second i would like to thank everyfor telling me that am nice :heart:. really  i cant thank you enough. i have said it before and i say it again. IF ANYTHING IS BOTHERING YOU WRITE ME A NOTE OR COMMENT I BE THERE (except when am sleeping) for some this may sound wierd but the fact that i now i make you laugh or smile even when you are having a hard time. is more worth to me then money or my self.

abou that thing that was bothering me and still is, why?
first .. havent contacted my.
second am to a coward to to apologize in case i mess thing up and i dont want to think am an asshole (unless she does alredy :( ). i say it again if someone did somthing it was me not ... and i wont tell who it is sins that person dont need anyone arguing with ...

dont want to think am an asshole (unless she does alredy :( ). i say it again if someone did somthing it was me not ... and i wont tell who it is sins that person dont need anyone arguing with ...

now some good news i had a meeting with the scool adviser and healthsister and someone i dont now what is in English X).

you see i always been afraid that i was unlike other teenager (mental that is) and been ashamed of that and convince my self that i am not :(. but latly i decide i that should stop being stupid and face the fact. that am not like others nor am i at the same leve as others.

so asked to get test hat wil show how am outside and how i cant with others and age etc.


i think i said everything now. :)


so if there are anything just ask. and as i said before most you watchers i can never thank enough :hug:
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I dont now where to start so here goes:
NAME: Arne Johan Dahl
AGE:  20
Country: Norway
Hobbies:
Yu-gi-oh  justique.deviantart.com/art/ne…
Computer
Acting
Reading
Creating original characters
Learning Japanese
Anime

A little  history about my self:
Am living with my grandma and grandpa,  am goring on upper high school (in Norwegian: further school 2 year)
I have one true friend who I have been friend sins I where little.

I have been mobbed all year except this year. I don’t get along with teenagers where I live, so I isolate myself every day, And it got worse last years.
And because of what happen last year I started believing everyone’s after me and i don’t trust anyone.  Except people I meet online.  I lost my inspiration and I started to isolate myself even at school too.

And to make it worse someone I cared about told me that person though I started to get obsesst with .... And I think I, no I know said something stupid to or did something to offend ... and its has been bothering me for half a year. But am too much coward to tell .. I miss .. that am sorry for everything. And that I would do everything to make it up for .... and that i was a jerk to .. and hopes she will forgive :pray:

I won’t mention who it is sins that person is truly nice don’t deserve to talked like some jerk. And I will support that person no matter what.

To have something nice in this journal:
I support onna :woman: and i think they  have been treated bad in the paste and still is.

Even though am having a hard time I always want to be there for other and if you have an problem tell me. Theres some reason:
1. I want people to trust me
2. I always feel better when I now I can make others feel better
3. This song is how my personality is no joke I like this song because it is how I am as a person. (I t take it under spam  if anyone laugh of this song text or thinking am joking)  your only allowed to laugh about how momotauros. Kintaros. Uterus. Ryuutaros and denebe looks like X) www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRk0_V…

torrent: www.tvnihon.com/tracker/torren…


Last I want to thank everyone for watching :heart:  (that’s for the girls watching and not you guys XD) lol poor guys only to guy`s watching  X)

Am gonna do a resource upon this journal, and I hope it goes as I want.
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  • Watching: Shining Trough
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