Hello , Goodbye .
I tried to let go.
I tried to push it all aside and start again.
I tried to regret everything.
I tried to regret having met you.
But, in the end, I couldn’t.
The truth is, I do have a natural tendency to dramatize things… even the little ones. But when I’m around you, it never seems to happen.
I find it so easy to forget people, to push them out of my life like they were never there to begin with, but when it comes to you, it’s like trying to push the air out of my lungs. It hurts.
You told me so clearly that you didn’t feel the same… but I end up wondering, why did your body say the complete opposite?
Why did you speak through your eyes so much? And why did they deny everything you voiced with words?
I wonder why you didn’t tell me what you actually felt, or wanted, and why you ended up telling me what you thought was best?
Was it because you were afraid? Or was it because you actually felt what you said?