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Prometheus sketches 8 by JuneDuck21 Prometheus sketches 8 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 39 14 Gary is a great drummer by JuneDuck21 Gary is a great drummer :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 37 9 Adam the Raccoon by JuneDuck21 Adam the Raccoon :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 40 5 A Zootopia touch by JuneDuck21 A Zootopia touch :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 61 7 TTA marker's sketches 2 by JuneDuck21 TTA marker's sketches 2 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 91 19 Love hurts by JuneDuck21 Love hurts :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 53 11 Minerva and Gary on date! by JuneDuck21 Minerva and Gary on date! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 73 19 Life finds a way by JuneDuck21 Life finds a way :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 80 10 Lady Babs by JuneDuck21 Lady Babs :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 60 9 TTA marker's sketches by JuneDuck21 TTA marker's sketches :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 73 12 St. Petersburg 22 by JuneDuck21 St. Petersburg 22 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 14 7 Gift for awesome Gary! by JuneDuck21 Gift for awesome Gary! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 55 17 How To Cook Duck by JuneDuck21 How To Cook Duck :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 64 11 Looney Zootopia by JuneDuck21 Looney Zootopia :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 184 20 Commission - Flight of Love by JuneDuck21 Commission - Flight of Love :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 56 9 Lonely Tree by JuneDuck21 Lonely Tree :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 22 3

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Time for a happy selfie! by DingoPatagonico Time for a happy selfie! :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 44 221 At Ease by Happytiger123 At Ease :iconhappytiger123:Happytiger123 11 4 It's just selfie by Linaoci It's just selfie :iconlinaoci:Linaoci 5 2 JuneDuck21 for Julia by E-Ocasio JuneDuck21 for Julia :icone-ocasio:E-Ocasio 5 4 Flap your wings, June! by Kitsune2001 Flap your wings, June! :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 3 0 Loonatics Unleashed by Kitsune2001 Loonatics Unleashed :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 16 0 June (Gift) by MissPaperDaisy June (Gift) :iconmisspaperdaisy:MissPaperDaisy 7 3 June Duck by Jawslover1998 June Duck :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 9 1 June Face by Jawslover1998 June Face :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 10 1 Gift for JuneDuck21 by DrizzyWolfie Gift for JuneDuck21 :icondrizzywolfie:DrizzyWolfie 6 2 June s important call by DingoPatagonico June s important call :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 25 49 Gift: Two Cool Toons by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Two Cool Toons :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 13 5 Plucky Bunny.... by TDotBabs Plucky Bunny.... :icontdotbabs:TDotBabs 74 10 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 11 9 Christmas Gift: June by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Christmas Gift: June :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 9 3 Let's Hack TV Shows! by MartonSzucsStudio Let's Hack TV Shows! :iconmartonszucsstudio:MartonSzucsStudio 59 24

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Gary is a great drummer
Commission for :icontylobechillin:
I never painted a drum set before. It looks simple and a... lame, but I really tried! I hope you will like it!
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Adam the Raccoon
I tried again to portray a great DJ on my favorite radio station, Radio Maximum.
His name is Adam James, you can see him here, for example: www.instagram.com/mistermuskin…
Hope this raccoon looks like him. ;) I'm going to send it to him in the near future! I hope that he will like this drawing!
You can also see my initial sketch. I know my sketches look very messy.. :(
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A Zootopia touch
Prometheus in the style of Zootopia. A bit. This time I decided to make him a little different paws for experiment. ;)
Prometheus belong to :iconprometheusblack:
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I will be very grateful to all of you for your attention. I again apologize for my English, forgive me for this. I really need to speak and I need help. I have absolutely no support in life, except my mother. It will be a little easier for me if you read this and I will be very grateful to you for your attention to me.
I believe that I can trust you and tell you about my big problem. I said that I suffered from a serious form of social phobia from an early age, and also depression and panic attacks. But I also suffer from a borderline personality disorder and this diagnosis is similar to hell. It began to progress after 19 years and in recent years I can not live normally because of this. This is the diagnosis that some people do not understand and consider as complex nature. But this is not so. This is a real disorder, and what I feel in my heart, what fears I feel, look like an endless nightmare. I have frequent crises and nervous breakdowns from this and spoil the life of my family from this. I feel that my mother is very tired with me, that I spoil her life with my frustration, and I feel guilty every day. My self-esteem is often low, so much that I feel like I'm unworthy to live. I often think about suicide, although so far it's only thoughts, but they do not let me live peacefully. My head is bursting with terrible fears about the future, and the fear of loneliness. I consider myself so insignificant that I will never have friends because of this. I do not believe that someday I will find a best friend, I'm afraid to ruin his life. I believe that I am not worthy of people's attention, for I am the worst of all. Actually, self-hatred is my strongest feeling, which I feel almost every day. I do not have support in the face of real people or a friend. I'm convinced that I just do not deserve a good friend. In addition, no one can understand me, no one understands that all feelings with BPD are real. It is difficult for people to understand that one can feel such terrible feelings of grief, tragedy and hopelessness inside thoughts. I'm so sick of thinking that because of my disorders I'm doomed to be alone for life. I think that if I do not need anyone in this world, then I simply do not exist. This is tantamount to the death of the soul.
People around me often hurt me and I hurt myself. It's not bearable. Because of this disease, I am afraid to establish friendly relations. I'm afraid to spoil the life of another person with this disease.
I really want to share this now, because my condition has deteriorated very much lately. I just do not know what to do, where to seek help and support. I just do not want to live. It became very difficult for me to draw, I lost my sense in my hobby and life. I am sure that I am an insignificant artist, that I can not do anything. I'm afraid that I can not draw at some time, I apologize for this. Thanks to your positive feedback on my work, I can feel alive here. So thank you for this and thank you for taking the time to this depressing letter. I just feel that my BPD is getting worse and I'm in complete despair and fear for my life. I feel that I'm all alone with this nightmare.

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JuneDuck21
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Hi! My name is Julia. My character's name is June Duck. June - that's me in a cartoon world. Sorry, I can not write in English, so I use Google Translate.
I have Social Phobia (Social Anxiety Disorder).
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:icondragonuva:
Dragonuva Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2018  Student General Artist
I love your uber toony art! Do you happen to be open for art trades? ;w;
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:iconjuneduck21:
JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Thank you very much! Oh, sorry, but I do art trades only in rare cases. And now I'm too busy for this. :(
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:icondragonuva:
Dragonuva Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Ah alright, well ty!~
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:iconmrbig2:
MrBig2 Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018   Filmographer
Are requests open?
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:iconjuneduck21:
JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2018
Sorry, I don't make requests.
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commander30 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2018  New Deviant
Your art is amazing! :)
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:iconjuneduck21:
JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2018
Thank you so much! ;)
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:icondrcaballo:
DrCaballo Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2018  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hablas español de casualidad?
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:iconjuneduck21:
JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2018
I don't think so ... I only speak Russian and terrible English (very terrible).
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:icondrcaballo:
DrCaballo Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2018  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ha ha dont worry the "google" english is not that bad =p

your art is amazing, it brings me back some of my childhood memories looking at your beutiful art

who was your favoite char from tiny toons/loony toons?
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