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Candy Kong by JuneDuck21 Candy Kong :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 50 15 King K. Rool by JuneDuck21 King K. Rool :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 71 12 We won by JuneDuck21 We won :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 44 4 Dixie Kong sketches by JuneDuck21 Dixie Kong sketches :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 53 13 Why by JuneDuck21 Why :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 51 31 And it's all? by JuneDuck21 And it's all? :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 49 7 Girls in comics style by JuneDuck21 Girls in comics style :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 27 4 Earth by JuneDuck21 Earth :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 13 7 Lake 2 by JuneDuck21 Lake 2 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 19 4 Kritter by JuneDuck21 Kritter :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 56 4 Donkey Kong Characters! by JuneDuck21 Donkey Kong Characters! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 87 11 Control yourself, madam!! by JuneDuck21 Control yourself, madam!! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 121 27 Morning light by JuneDuck21 Morning light :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 40 5 Rainbow Dash 2018 by JuneDuck21 Rainbow Dash 2018 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 49 9 A park by JuneDuck21 A park :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 16 10 Daffy's wearing a raincoat. by JuneDuck21 Daffy's wearing a raincoat. :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 101 15

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Time for a happy selfie! by DingoPatagonico Time for a happy selfie! :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 39 221 At Ease by Happytiger123 At Ease :iconhappytiger123:Happytiger123 11 4 It's just selfie by Linaoci It's just selfie :iconlinaoci:Linaoci 3 2 JuneDuck21 for Julia by E-Ocasio JuneDuck21 for Julia :icone-ocasio:E-Ocasio 4 4 Flap your wings, June! by Kitsune2001 Flap your wings, June! :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 2 0 Loonatics Unleashed by Kitsune2001 Loonatics Unleashed :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 15 0 June (Gift) by MissPaperDaisy June (Gift) :iconmisspaperdaisy:MissPaperDaisy 7 3 June Duck by Jawslover1998 June Duck :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 9 1 June Face by Jawslover1998 June Face :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 10 1 Gift for JuneDuck21 by DrizzyWolfie Gift for JuneDuck21 :icondrizzywolfie:DrizzyWolfie 6 2 June s important call by DingoPatagonico June s important call :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 26 49 Gift: Two Cool Toons by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Two Cool Toons :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 13 5 Plucky Bunny.... by TDotBabs Plucky Bunny.... :icontdotbabs:TDotBabs 74 10 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 12 9 Christmas Gift: June by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Christmas Gift: June :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 9 3 Let's Hack TV Shows! by MartonSzucsStudio Let's Hack TV Shows! :iconmartonszucsstudio:MartonSzucsStudio 58 24

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Dixie Kong sketches
Oh, maybe I'm uploading too many works the last time .. sorry. Sweating a little...  But I just had a lot of drawings. This time I'll show you the fan art of Donkey Kong. In fact, I did not even think that I would like to draw these characters so much, for I had never draw them before! But they look so cool that I really wanted to draw more of them.
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Why
Why does that duck cry? I just feel bad and decided to express my condition in the drawing. So my therapist teaches me. But I depict sad emotions very badly. I try to express emotions more deeply, but I need to practice more.
I listened to these two different songs that I really like. I listened to it outside the city, on vacation. There I'm usually happier than in the city. These songs make me cry.
In fact, I very often am in despair, but usually draw funny pictures. But I decided to try to convey in the character of my feelings. This is a necessary experience to make the character deeper.
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I will be very grateful to all of you for your attention. I again apologize for my English, forgive me for this. I really need to speak and I need help. I have absolutely no support in life, except my mother. It will be a little easier for me if you read this and I will be very grateful to you for your attention to me.
I believe that I can trust you and tell you about my big problem. I said that I suffered from a serious form of social phobia from an early age, and also depression and panic attacks. But I also suffer from a borderline personality disorder and this diagnosis is similar to hell. It began to progress after 19 years and in recent years I can not live normally because of this. This is the diagnosis that some people do not understand and consider as complex nature. But this is not so. This is a real disorder, and what I feel in my heart, what fears I feel, look like an endless nightmare. I have frequent crises and nervous breakdowns from this and spoil the life of my family from this. I feel that my mother is very tired with me, that I spoil her life with my frustration, and I feel guilty every day. My self-esteem is often low, so much that I feel like I'm unworthy to live. I often think about suicide, although so far it's only thoughts, but they do not let me live peacefully. My head is bursting with terrible fears about the future, and the fear of loneliness. I consider myself so insignificant that I will never have friends because of this. I do not believe that someday I will find a best friend, I'm afraid to ruin his life. I believe that I am not worthy of people's attention, for I am the worst of all. Actually, self-hatred is my strongest feeling, which I feel almost every day. I do not have support in the face of real people or a friend. I'm convinced that I just do not deserve a good friend. In addition, no one can understand me, no one understands that all feelings with BPD are real. It is difficult for people to understand that one can feel such terrible feelings of grief, tragedy and hopelessness inside thoughts. I'm so sick of thinking that because of my disorders I'm doomed to be alone for life. I think that if I do not need anyone in this world, then I simply do not exist. This is tantamount to the death of the soul.
People around me often hurt me and I hurt myself. It's not bearable. Because of this disease, I am afraid to establish friendly relations. I'm afraid to spoil the life of another person with this disease.
I really want to share this now, because my condition has deteriorated very much lately. I just do not know what to do, where to seek help and support. I just do not want to live. It became very difficult for me to draw, I lost my sense in my hobby and life. I am sure that I am an insignificant artist, that I can not do anything. I'm afraid that I can not draw at some time, I apologize for this. Thanks to your positive feedback on my work, I can feel alive here. So thank you for this and thank you for taking the time to this depressing letter. I just feel that my BPD is getting worse and I'm in complete despair and fear for my life. I feel that I'm all alone with this nightmare.

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Hi! My name is Julia. My character's name is June Duck. June - that's me in a cartoon world. Sorry, I can not write in English, so I use Google Translate.
I have Social Phobia (Social Anxiety Disorder).
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:iconjknight97:
JKnight97 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2018
I love how you draw Lola! Very nicely done.
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:iconchrisredfield1994:
chrisredfield1994 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2018
hey pal
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2018
Hi!
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chrisredfield1994 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2018
take a look at my page
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LordRabbid Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I'm in love with your Looney tunes art!!
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2018
Thank you!!
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LordRabbid Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2018  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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Happytiger123 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist


Hug 
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018
Wow! Thank you! Very cute!Hug 
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Linaoci Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2018
Yeah, I did it! I submited my gift for you: www.deviantart.com/linaoci/art…
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