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Lola loves baseball by JuneDuck21 Lola loves baseball :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 139 16 Like a team! by JuneDuck21 Like a team! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 83 17 Bye loser! by JuneDuck21 Bye loser! :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 86 15 Adam the Raccoon sketches by JuneDuck21 Adam the Raccoon sketches :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 37 7 I will protect you by JuneDuck21 I will protect you :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 32 2 Why don't we be friends? by JuneDuck21 Why don't we be friends? :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 27 1 Flowers 52 by JuneDuck21 Flowers 52 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 23 3 What am i doing here 2016 by JuneDuck21 What am i doing here 2016 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 67 5 He looks at you by JuneDuck21 He looks at you :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 52 5 Moonstone by JuneDuck21 Moonstone :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 37 3 Be sporty by JuneDuck21 Be sporty :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 137 14 I'm broken by JuneDuck21 I'm broken :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 45 25 Dream by JuneDuck21 Dream :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 58 10 I hope i meet you earlier by JuneDuck21 I hope i meet you earlier :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 51 0 Seiya Kou by JuneDuck21 Seiya Kou :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 37 0 Lonely Bunny by JuneDuck21 Lonely Bunny :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 68 9

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Birthday Duck! by Erilin-Neptunus Birthday Duck! :iconerilin-neptunus:Erilin-Neptunus 12 9 Gift: Dancing June by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Dancing June :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 10 4 The Russian Duckie Girl by DingoPatagonico The Russian Duckie Girl :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 36 20 Where We'll Never Grow Old by Jawslover1998 Where We'll Never Grow Old :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 6 2 Kiss (Animated) by Kitsune2001 Kiss (Animated) :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 9 1 For June by Erilin-Neptunus For June :iconerilin-neptunus:Erilin-Neptunus 10 9 for:June duck by eclipseglider for:June duck :iconeclipseglider:eclipseglider 5 2 Time for a happy selfie! by DingoPatagonico Time for a happy selfie! :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 50 221 At Ease by Happytiger123 At Ease :iconhappytiger123:Happytiger123 16 4 It's just selfie by Linaoci It's just selfie :iconlinaoci:Linaoci 5 2 JuneDuck21 for Julia by E-Ocasio JuneDuck21 for Julia :icone-ocasio:E-Ocasio 8 4 Flap your wings, June! by Kitsune2001 Flap your wings, June! :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 3 0 Loonatics Unleashed by Kitsune2001 Loonatics Unleashed :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 15 0 June (Gift) by MissPaperDaisy June (Gift) :iconmisspaperdaisy:MissPaperDaisy 7 3 June Duck by Jawslover1998 June Duck :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 9 1 June Face by Jawslover1998 June Face :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 10 1

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Lola loves baseball
This is my last drawing for now. I'm going on vacation in a few days. See you in August! I hope you are all well and thank you for your attention to me! Good luck! ;)
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I will protect you
Not a Sailor Moon fan, but I really loved this character again when I decided to review the last season.
  In the anime version, Seiya is just a great character.
I redrawn the scene from the anime that you can see in this video. www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUUWJg…  Besides, I found a great song for myself. In my opinion, the lyrics are very suitable for the characters:
Touched
You said that I am, too
So much of what you say is true
I'll never find someone quite like you
Again
I'll never find someone quite like you
Like you
The razors and the dying roses
Plead I don't leave you alone
The demi-gods and hungry ghosts
God, god knows I'm not at home
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I, I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in
I'll never find someone quite as touched as you
I'll never love someone quite the way that I loved you
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I will be very grateful to all of you for your attention. I again apologize for my English, forgive me for this. I really need to speak and I need help. I have absolutely no support in life, except my mother. It will be a little easier for me if you read this and I will be very grateful to you for your attention to me.
I believe that I can trust you and tell you about my big problem. I said that I suffered from a serious form of social phobia from an early age, and also depression and panic attacks. But I also suffer from a borderline personality disorder and this diagnosis is similar to hell. It began to progress after 19 years and in recent years I can not live normally because of this. This is the diagnosis that some people do not understand and consider as complex nature. But this is not so. This is a real disorder, and what I feel in my heart, what fears I feel, look like an endless nightmare. I have frequent crises and nervous breakdowns from this and spoil the life of my family from this. I feel that my mother is very tired with me, that I spoil her life with my frustration, and I feel guilty every day. My self-esteem is often low, so much that I feel like I'm unworthy to live. I often think about suicide, although so far it's only thoughts, but they do not let me live peacefully. My head is bursting with terrible fears about the future, and the fear of loneliness. I consider myself so insignificant that I will never have friends because of this. I do not believe that someday I will find a best friend, I'm afraid to ruin his life. I believe that I am not worthy of people's attention, for I am the worst of all. Actually, self-hatred is my strongest feeling, which I feel almost every day. I do not have support in the face of real people or a friend. I'm convinced that I just do not deserve a good friend. In addition, no one can understand me, no one understands that all feelings with BPD are real. It is difficult for people to understand that one can feel such terrible feelings of grief, tragedy and hopelessness inside thoughts. I'm so sick of thinking that because of my disorders I'm doomed to be alone for life. I think that if I do not need anyone in this world, then I simply do not exist. This is tantamount to the death of the soul.
People around me often hurt me and I hurt myself. It's not bearable. Because of this disease, I am afraid to establish friendly relations. I'm afraid to spoil the life of another person with this disease.
I really want to share this now, because my condition has deteriorated very much lately. I just do not know what to do, where to seek help and support. I just do not want to live. It became very difficult for me to draw, I lost my sense in my hobby and life. I am sure that I am an insignificant artist, that I can not do anything. I'm afraid that I can not draw at some time, I apologize for this. Thanks to your positive feedback on my work, I can feel alive here. So thank you for this and thank you for taking the time to this depressing letter. I just feel that my BPD is getting worse and I'm in complete despair and fear for my life. I feel that I'm all alone with this nightmare.

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JuneDuck21
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Hi! My name is Julia. My character's name is June Duck. June - that's me in a cartoon world. Sorry, I can not write in English, so I use Google Translate.
I have Social Phobia (Social Anxiety Disorder) and Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).
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DLPP Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2019
Too fantastic Too Fantastic
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Crystal-Sushi Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2019  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the favourites, I really, truly appreciate it! :D
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TonyYorkieSilky1991 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey there:wave:
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CapricornDiem456 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2019
JuneDuck21, I have a great idea involving Wakko, Yakko & Dot all wearing tutus, do you want to hear it?
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Philip1234567891 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2019  Professional Filmographer
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CapricornDiem456 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2019
Do you take requests?
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2019
No, sorry..
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CapricornDiem456 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2019
Oh, well that's too bad. I had a great idea involving Wakko, Yakko & Dot all wearing tutus and I thought you'd like to hear it.
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ElisAnimation Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2019  Student Filmographer
Happy Late Birthday!!
Your works are always amazing!
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2019
Thank you very much!!!
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