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One day everything will be fine by JuneDuck21 One day everything will be fine :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 42 32 He / she doesn't miss me by JuneDuck21 He / she doesn't miss me :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 125 16 Under the moon by JuneDuck21 Under the moon :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 55 12 Pearl.. again by JuneDuck21 Pearl.. again :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 68 0 Bunny hugs by JuneDuck21 Bunny hugs :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 160 7 Prometheus sketches 9 by JuneDuck21 Prometheus sketches 9 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 28 5 Gary Pharaoh by JuneDuck21 Gary Pharaoh :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 52 11 Game not over by JuneDuck21 Game not over :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 60 14 Beautiful football player by JuneDuck21 Beautiful football player :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 114 24 Duck behind bars by JuneDuck21 Duck behind bars :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 63 10 Dizzy Coyote 2 by JuneDuck21 Dizzy Coyote 2 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 94 8 Dizzy Coyote by JuneDuck21 Dizzy Coyote :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 128 10 Game over 2 by JuneDuck21 Game over 2 :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 41 5 Lapis and Peridot by JuneDuck21 Lapis and Peridot :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 70 2 Friendship by JuneDuck21 Friendship :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 39 16 Roses by JuneDuck21 Roses :iconjuneduck21:JuneDuck21 42 6

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for:June duck by eclipseglider for:June duck :iconeclipseglider:eclipseglider 4 2 Time for a happy selfie! by DingoPatagonico Time for a happy selfie! :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 42 221 At Ease by Happytiger123 At Ease :iconhappytiger123:Happytiger123 13 4 It's just selfie by Linaoci It's just selfie :iconlinaoci:Linaoci 5 2 JuneDuck21 for Julia by E-Ocasio JuneDuck21 for Julia :icone-ocasio:E-Ocasio 5 4 Flap your wings, June! by Kitsune2001 Flap your wings, June! :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 3 0 Loonatics Unleashed by Kitsune2001 Loonatics Unleashed :iconkitsune2001:Kitsune2001 15 0 June (Gift) by MissPaperDaisy June (Gift) :iconmisspaperdaisy:MissPaperDaisy 7 3 June Duck by Jawslover1998 June Duck :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 9 1 June Face by Jawslover1998 June Face :iconjawslover1998:Jawslover1998 10 1 Gift for JuneDuck21 by DrizzyWolfie Gift for JuneDuck21 :icondrizzywolfie:DrizzyWolfie 6 2 June s important call by DingoPatagonico June s important call :icondingopatagonico:DingoPatagonico 25 49 Gift: Two Cool Toons by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Two Cool Toons :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 13 5 Plucky Bunny.... by TDotBabs Plucky Bunny.... :icontdotbabs:TDotBabs 73 10 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Gift: Prometheus and June Hanging Out :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 10 9 Christmas Gift: June by TonyYorkieSilky1991 Christmas Gift: June :icontonyyorkiesilky1991:TonyYorkieSilky1991 9 3

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One day everything will be fine
One day everything will be fine.
But I don't believe that there will be such a day. I have a crisis again. I know that no one will love me in real life because I have Borderline Personality Disorder.
Everything was fine as far as days ago, but now I feel terribly bad. I'm afraid I won't be able to draw. I'm scared of tomorrow. This is a terrible condition and I don't know what to do.
Having a BPD is like being in hell. I need to  speak out, because in life I am completely alone, and I have no one to turn to. Thank you for being there and I can write about my pain here. 
Through tears, I could only draw this untidy picture.
This song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrpcIC…
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He / she doesn't miss me
Yes, of course this is based on one of the most memorable episode in the whole show! When I was at school  "Thirteensomething" was my favorite episode. I also adore the animation style there.
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Under the moon
I really don't think this is the moon .. but it looks like it. :)
Prometheus and June. June is a female character, but she does not like to dress in feminine clothes, if someone don't know.;)
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Pearl.. again
As I said, I'm not a fan of this show. And I don't even watch it. But I don't know why,  I wanted to draw this one again... a slightly strange version of Pearl. I know that the colors  are wrong, it was intentional.
I'm just very interested in the design of this character.
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I will be very grateful to all of you for your attention. I again apologize for my English, forgive me for this. I really need to speak and I need help. I have absolutely no support in life, except my mother. It will be a little easier for me if you read this and I will be very grateful to you for your attention to me.
I believe that I can trust you and tell you about my big problem. I said that I suffered from a serious form of social phobia from an early age, and also depression and panic attacks. But I also suffer from a borderline personality disorder and this diagnosis is similar to hell. It began to progress after 19 years and in recent years I can not live normally because of this. This is the diagnosis that some people do not understand and consider as complex nature. But this is not so. This is a real disorder, and what I feel in my heart, what fears I feel, look like an endless nightmare. I have frequent crises and nervous breakdowns from this and spoil the life of my family from this. I feel that my mother is very tired with me, that I spoil her life with my frustration, and I feel guilty every day. My self-esteem is often low, so much that I feel like I'm unworthy to live. I often think about suicide, although so far it's only thoughts, but they do not let me live peacefully. My head is bursting with terrible fears about the future, and the fear of loneliness. I consider myself so insignificant that I will never have friends because of this. I do not believe that someday I will find a best friend, I'm afraid to ruin his life. I believe that I am not worthy of people's attention, for I am the worst of all. Actually, self-hatred is my strongest feeling, which I feel almost every day. I do not have support in the face of real people or a friend. I'm convinced that I just do not deserve a good friend. In addition, no one can understand me, no one understands that all feelings with BPD are real. It is difficult for people to understand that one can feel such terrible feelings of grief, tragedy and hopelessness inside thoughts. I'm so sick of thinking that because of my disorders I'm doomed to be alone for life. I think that if I do not need anyone in this world, then I simply do not exist. This is tantamount to the death of the soul.
People around me often hurt me and I hurt myself. It's not bearable. Because of this disease, I am afraid to establish friendly relations. I'm afraid to spoil the life of another person with this disease.
I really want to share this now, because my condition has deteriorated very much lately. I just do not know what to do, where to seek help and support. I just do not want to live. It became very difficult for me to draw, I lost my sense in my hobby and life. I am sure that I am an insignificant artist, that I can not do anything. I'm afraid that I can not draw at some time, I apologize for this. Thanks to your positive feedback on my work, I can feel alive here. So thank you for this and thank you for taking the time to this depressing letter. I just feel that my BPD is getting worse and I'm in complete despair and fear for my life. I feel that I'm all alone with this nightmare.

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JuneDuck21
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Hi! My name is Julia. My character's name is June Duck. June - that's me in a cartoon world. Sorry, I can not write in English, so I use Google Translate.
I have Social Phobia (Social Anxiety Disorder) and Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).
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:iconchrisredfield1994:
chrisredfield1994 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2018
your good artist
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2018
Thank you!
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chrisredfield1994 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2018
your welcome
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LiLLi-ViLLa Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I really love you style :heart:
it's very much like looney tunes :love:
I love cartoons art, you are awesome 👌🏾👍🏾👏🏾
Great job ;)
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2018
Thank you! So many good words! Glad you like my drawings!Thanks for everything! 
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LiLLi-ViLLa Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You welcome :)
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AygoDeviant Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really dig your art style there. You got a cartoony style to artwork, and I love it. :D
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JuneDuck21 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2018
 Thank you! :D
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eclipseglider Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018  Hobbyist
I drew something for you
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Dragonuva Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2018  Student General Artist
I love your uber toony art! Do you happen to be open for art trades? ;w;
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