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my heart is black in blue by jrolen0512, literature

graduating this year by jrolen0512, literature

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graduating this year

It might not have been always easy for me to talk to you for many different reasons. This may be my last chance to say what I've been wanting to say so I want you to know... I wish with all my heart you find what you're looking for, I wish you peace and all the joy in the world and most of all I wis that I could promise with no doubt that this would not be goodbye. I wish things would've happened differently, I think that we both know that, but I am still happy for the times we had, your friendship will always mean the world to me, but all I ever wanted was for you to be happy. All I need to do is say goodby for now a

NEVER by jrolen0512, literature

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My Lover_My Guardian Angel by jrolen0512, literature

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My Lover_My Guardian Angel

I met my guardian angel the day that I met you, I didn't know it then, but believe me now I do, So much happened, so many tears were shed, but instead of seeing sadness, I see you standing there instead, You held me up when I needed a crutch, even though your back was breaking with the weight of your own sorrow. You took mine too. For this alone I owe you. As if supporting me wasn't enough, you took the good with the bad and often took the brunt of it when things were at their worst. For this I am sorry, I now realize i was too wrapped up in my own emotions to see how much you were doing for me, how selfless you were being, But I

why by jrolen0512, literature

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why

I'm sorry of being so emotional I'm sorry of being so possessive I'm sorry that I cry for you I'm sorry because I can't live without you I'm sorry for the tears you shed I'm sorry for the damage I made I'm sorry I've made you sick Sorry I hurt you so deep I'm sorry for giving you sleepless nights I'm sorry for each and every fight I'm sorry for your pain & agony I'm sorry for the missing harmony I'm sorry for my selfish love I'm sorry for not caring enough I'm sorry for my restlessness I'm sorry for the losing grace I'm sorry my friend I made you mad I'm sorry darling you are so sad Sorry for not giving you any happiness So

im sorry by jrolen0512, literature

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im sorry

I'm sorry that I love you, I'm sorry that I care. I'm sorry that you've taken for granted, this beautiful love we share. I'm sorry for the heartache, I'm sorry for all the pain. I'm sorry if you feel you gave, and I didn't give back the same. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, I'm sorry if I've wasted your time. I'm sorry you think I'm not worthy, and you no longer want to be mine. I'm sorry for misunderstanding, something that I thought was true. I'm sorry if you don't understand, why I do all the things I do. I'm sorry for all my feelings, they're obviously not enough. I'm sorry that you had to let me go, cause

im sorry my love by jrolen0512, literature

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im sorry my love

Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I hurt you without any reason Your tears made my heart cry. Why I did to you that I don't know Forgive me! I am so sorry my love Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I scold you without any reason Your pain made my heart to think My cruel heart suspects you for nothing Forgive me! I am so sorry my love Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I did not mean to hurt you When you cry then I cry more than you Because I love you all my heart and soul Forgive me! I am so sorry my love Sorry, I am so sorry my love I told you that I would never hurt you again but again I made your tears flow once more Now, I promise you tha

I WANT TO BUT IM NOT GUNNA by jrolen0512, literature

Would You? by jrolen0512, literature

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Would You?

If you can turn back the hands of time, what would you do? Would you say something different, would you go somewhere else? Would you sit and wait for the right moment to come? Or would you go find it? Would you look back at all the bad times, would you wish to see the good? Would you search for meaning in a senseless world? Or would you know better? Would you dream a different dream, would you wish for something more?

Its All The Same by jrolen0512, literature

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Its All The Same

I know what you mean when you say you don't love me No one else says something different to me It's all the same, I've heard it before But I don't want to admit it's true Every day's a struggle for me to see others together Wishing it was me and you standing there together We've all been down that same old path Hoping we will find love just like those who have It's all the same, I've heard it before I just don't need anything more Times have changed they all say Love is not that which you say It's all the same, I've heard it before But I don't want to admit it's true You never stop to wonder why I hide It's hard to run, when th

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Confusion by giffordm, literature

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Confusion

Racing thoughts, my mind's unclear. Something lurks, beneath my fear. So many questions, twisted lies. Whispered screaming, silenced cries. Haunted dreams, cause sleepless nights. Living nightmares, in shadowed light. Reaching out, to love unseen. Take me away, hear my screams. All this confusion, crashing inside. Years have been stolen, tears left uncried. Now slowly searching, your lies for the truth. Give me your reasons, for stealing my youth. Trapped in confusion, fight my way through. So I can stop paying, for the things that you do.

not even me by myvampireheart, literature

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not even me

what happened to your face? it's been erased you can't hear my sighs or see my teary eyes you say you don't need anyone not even me and i'm helplessly coming undone i need your hands on me now to keep me together somehow you don't want me secrets making me a regret are you gonna make me yours, because you're making me unable yo make you mine and i'm losing my mind because you're so oblivious to the obvious

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Before and After Relationships by jrolen0512, literature

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Before and After Relationships

I ran into my past again, a yesterday to see. I ran into my memories, before I had known the real me. Before you were my best friend, I didnt have to act like things didnt matter and I didnt have to try. Before you chanced your loving heart, I hadn't learned how it felt to cry. Before I learned you loved me, and I knew that I had always loved you, too. Before my heart was terribly broken, which I never thought you could do. Before I learned that I could not live, without you here for me. Before I tried to move on from you, for I had lost all my reasons for living, now you can see. Before I yearned for your friendship, aft

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
Personal Quote: A bi person reaches down the front of some1's pants & is satisfied w/whever they find!

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Van Gogh, Andy Warhol

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jrolen0512

Apr 20, 2008

delete

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im deleting my account on here... im sowwie ya'll but i cant handle so much drama!

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jrolen0512

Apr 7, 2008

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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HEY YA'LL MY PHONE SCREEN BROKE LAST FRIDAY SO I GOT ME A NEW PHONE TODAY AND SINCE MY OLD SCREEN WAS CRACKED I COULDNT EVEN SEE MY CONTACTS SO GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER IN A MESSAGE IF YOU WANNA EVER TALK ON THE PHONE! update on my medical situation: they THINK i MIGHT have PHEOCHROMOCYTOMA AKA (tumor or more than one tumor of my adrenal glands.)

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jrolen0512

Apr 4, 2008

TAGGED

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1. What is your one FLAWLESS talent?: caring about others before myself 2. A new food/ tasty thing you have recently discovered: idk 3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have: ummm no comment 4.Something that has been bothering you lately: my heart, and MY EX friend cracking my cell screen so now i cant use aim on my phone nor can i read my contacts 5. Something that made you happy recently: umm... finishing one of my clay projects in art 6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?) brooklyn 7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest l