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Like Father, Like Daughter.
I remember once when i was about 4 or 5, my dad a mental breakdown. My mum told him that their marriage was over and then she left and went to her friends for an hour. When she got back, he was layed on the conservatory floor with his shirt over his head talking to a micky mouse toy. He was taken into a mental hospital and than released the next day. When i talked to him about it, he said he doesnt remember much. He said that when he was taken into an office, he  tried his best to act completely normal so that he wouldn't get sectioned. In the end, the experts said he has a personality disorder. My mum said he made the whole thin
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Try being in my shoes.
They laugh, While I cry. They point, As I die... Inside, I come undone. I am here with myself. It seems as if, I am the only one in this world... I'm unforgiving, for my sins. The pain I have caused others. This is where it all began - In my mind. I have already gone. I am no longer the person I used to be. The old me is gone. And in her place lies an empty shell. Cutting. Hiding. Self-inflicted pain. It has all become a part of my life. And I just want it to stop!
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Almost Easy II
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Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 3
As the school bell rang, I knew that tonight was going to be the best night of my life. One reason was that it was Friday and I had the whole of next week off for half term. Another was that I was staying at my best friends from Friday to Monday. But, best of all, I knew I was going to get to drink, smoke, party and hang out with my best friend, Sophie, for a whole weekend. As I walked down to Sophie's nana's car, I heard a voice behind me scream "Jelly Bean!" I turned around and saw Sophie running towards me. "Gummy Bear!" I shouted back. I ran towards her and we both leapt on each other. "I can't believe you're sleeping at mine for a wh
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''Express.Yourself.''
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''Express Yourself''
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Like Father, Like Daughter.
I remember once when i was about 4 or 5, my dad a mental breakdown. My mum told him that their marriage was over and then she left and went to her friends for an hour. When she got back, he was layed on the conservatory floor with his shirt over his head talking to a micky mouse toy. He was taken into a mental hospital and than released the next day. When i talked to him about it, he said he doesnt remember much. He said that when he was taken into an office, he  tried his best to act completely normal so that he wouldn't get sectioned. In the end, the experts said he has a personality disorder. My mum said he made the whole thin
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Try being in my shoes.
They laugh, While I cry. They point, As I die... Inside, I come undone. I am here with myself. It seems as if, I am the only one in this world... I'm unforgiving, for my sins. The pain I have caused others. This is where it all began - In my mind. I have already gone. I am no longer the person I used to be. The old me is gone. And in her place lies an empty shell. Cutting. Hiding. Self-inflicted pain. It has all become a part of my life. And I just want it to stop!
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Almost Easy II
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Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 3
As the school bell rang, I knew that tonight was going to be the best night of my life. One reason was that it was Friday and I had the whole of next week off for half term. Another was that I was staying at my best friends from Friday to Monday. But, best of all, I knew I was going to get to drink, smoke, party and hang out with my best friend, Sophie, for a whole weekend. As I walked down to Sophie's nana's car, I heard a voice behind me scream "Jelly Bean!" I turned around and saw Sophie running towards me. "Gummy Bear!" I shouted back. I ran towards her and we both leapt on each other. "I can't believe you're sleeping at mine for a wh
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lifeguard Running
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Gothic Eyes
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i am not your god.
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i want a girl.
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Blue leopard nails :D
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September 12, 1995
United Kingdom
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dont judge me.
you dont know me. you never have and you never will. you dont want to know me, you just want to use me and have done with me. you never cared about me and you dont want to. why uis everything so fucked up..
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This is the life!
Right now, I am sat at Alan's in the most comfortable chair infront of a huge plasma tv with a nice roaring fire next to me. Got my laptop, remote, drink, pizza and phone. I could totally get used to this way of living! :)
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12:50, Tuesday 9th August.
''Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't you anymore? If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react? Well, whatever you imagined is wrong. There's nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the Ocean. It's deep and dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love.'' - Sam, One Tree Hill.
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JosephThomas's avatar
We're out of touch, I guess, but I think of you often, and worry over you like somebody's grandmother. Me, not you, being the grandmother. Take care, Miss.
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i love A7X<3
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
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Thankyouu :) xx
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Welcome~
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i love you xxxxxx
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