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''Express.Yourself.'' by JowiDropKick ''Express.Yourself.'' :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 3 13 ''Express Yourself'' by JowiDropKick ''Express Yourself'' :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 9 8 GAAH. by JowiDropKick GAAH. :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 1 6
Like Father, Like Daughter.
I remember once when i was about 4 or 5, my dad a mental breakdown. My mum told him that their marriage was over and then she left and went to her friends for an hour. When she got back, he was layed on the conservatory floor with his shirt over his head talking to a micky mouse toy. He was taken into a mental hospital and than released the next day.
When i talked to him about it, he said he doesnt remember much. He said that when he was taken into an office, he  tried his best to act completely normal so that he wouldn't get sectioned. In the end, the experts said he has a personality disorder.
My mum said he made the whole thing up and acted it out to try and get her to stay with him. At first i believed my mum, but now i can see that he was the one telling the truth because im going down the same route.
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Try being in my shoes.
They laugh,
While I cry.
They point,
As I die...
Inside, I come undone.
I am here with myself.
It seems as if,
I am the only one in this world...
I'm unforgiving, for my sins.
The pain I have caused others.
This is where it all began -
In my mind.
I have already gone.
I am no longer the person I used to be.
The old me is gone.
And in her place lies an empty shell.
Self-inflicted pain.
It has all become a part of my life.
And I just want it to stop!
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Almost Easy II by JowiDropKick Almost Easy II :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 20 82 Lust by JowiDropKick Lust :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 4 2 Envy by JowiDropKick Envy :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 5 3
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Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 4 :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 7 19
Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 3
As the school bell rang, I knew that tonight was going to be the best night of my life. One reason was that it was Friday and I had the whole of next week off for half term. Another was that I was staying at my best friends from Friday to Monday. But, best of all, I knew I was going to get to drink, smoke, party and hang out with my best friend, Sophie, for a whole weekend.
As I walked down to Sophie's nana's car, I heard a voice behind me scream "Jelly Bean!" I turned around and saw Sophie running towards me.
"Gummy Bear!" I shouted back. I ran towards her and we both leapt on each other.
"I can't believe you're sleeping at mine for a whole weekend" She said to me as we got in the car.
"I know. And I bet it's going to be the best long weekend ever." I replied with a huge grin on my face.
"What's this?" Sophie said, holding up a red lighter.
"It's a lighter" I said sarcastically.
"I know that. I mean, what is it doing in with my sisters stuff?" we both looked at each other and dropped
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Want a Kiss?.. by JowiDropKick Want a Kiss?.. :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 1 17
Death, Loss and Tragedy
It all just feels so fake, ya know? This idea that good things happen to good people. That there's magic in the world, and that the meek and the righteous will inherit it. Too many good people suffer for that to be true. Too many prayers go unanswered. And every day it just gets worse. Every day we ignore how truly broken this world is, and we tell ourselves it's all going to be okay. But it's not going to be okay. And once you know that, there's no going back. There's no magic in the world…at least today there isn't.
I was thinking about the finality of it all – how someone can leave your world in the blink of an eye and be gone forever. It's too enormous to think about. It's too hard. And then you're just supposed to go on, like you're supposed to just deal with it, but really you're only supposed to be sad for as long as the flowers last and then you're supposed to go back to telling jokes and reminiscing about the old days. I don't have any jokes to tell, in fact I hope I
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Me and Lauren. by JowiDropKick Me and Lauren. :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 1 20
Mature content
Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 2 :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 7 90
Keep Smiling, Kid by JowiDropKick Keep Smiling, Kid :iconjowidropkick:JowiDropKick 4 3
Behind Blue Eyes, Chapter 1
It never occurred to me before, the things I went through as a child. People say you never truly remember your childhood unless you are confronted about it. So, when my psychologist asked me about my father, it all came flooding back to me. Little did I know, my whole life was pretty much structured by my father from a very young age. With him as a father, I never stood a chance. My mother never knew it, but even before my brother and I were born, we were destined to be corrupt.
"Josie? Josie?" As I heard Jennifer's voice call my name, I opened my eyes and allowed them to un-blur for a second.
"Hm?" I grunted, like a hog.
"We were just about to start your first session and you dozed off. Are you alright?" As Jenny's calm, soothing voice danced across the room to me, I tried desperately to remember the last half an hour of my life. I looked at the clock – half past one. Thirty minutes left.
"Sorry. Where were we?" I asked, drowsily.
"Well, your mum and I were just discussing your f
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you dont know me. you never have and you never will. you dont want to know me, you just want to use me and have done with me. you never cared about me and you dont want to. why uis everything so fucked up..

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Josie Dexter
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United Kingdom
What I want to achieve by the end of 2011;
- Move in with my girlfriend
- Go and see the Rev's grave
- Finish my novel
- Get a body piercing apprenticeship
- Be a size 8 again
- Get snakebites and a septum piercing

Favourite genre of music: Metal/Indie
Favourite photographer: Joji Biernot
Favourite style of art: Unique, Meaningful, Emotional
Favourite cartoon character: Pon and Zi
Personal Quote: "The Rev is one crazy bastard, but he's everyone’s best friend" - M. Shadows



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JosephThomas Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012
We're out of touch, I guess, but I think of you often, and worry over you like somebody's grandmother. Me, not you, being the grandmother. Take care, Miss.
AHLinkin Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
i love A7X<3
Pokemaniac1993 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
JowiDropKick Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thankyouu :) xx
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jadiocaino Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2011
i love you xxxxxx
JosephThomas Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2011
"Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all.  Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me.  And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff.  What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them.  That's all I do all day.  I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all.  I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be."  
  ~  J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye
jadiocaino Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2011
guess what!!!!! xxxxx
JowiDropKick Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
what?! xxxx
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