been meaning to put this to words in a while, but it kinda came bursting out while having a convo on discord with a DA friend (wont name them, this isnt a callout post fyi)
i honestly have a mental tic that bothers me when artists when they censor or dont draw lewds of certain chracters, but their fine with lewding/drawing nsfw of other characters of their own. its more of a consistency issue that my mind has when i see an artist pick out a certain character to "not lewd"
also, sometimes i tend to commision some of those said ocs that the artists dont lewd from someonee else. usually i check if they accept gift art or are fine with their characters or the like. then i commish an artist or someone to do something in private, ,or not post it publically. yeah, my mind gets despereate or somethign like that sometimes
it just bothers me in my head at times, i just feel kinda bad that i cant move pas this habit at times.
thanks for reading
John "johnnyd2" Dolan