So I was looking up fat nudes to see if I could get some inspiration.  I must say that 90% of what's on here is utter and total shit.  With titles like Blimp butt, horny fat male, lardo, big titty kitty and etc...  I was nothing but appalled.  Then I was enraged.  Some of these drawings AND their tags are so degrading.  Also, a pregnant woman is NOT fat, she is pregnant.  There IS a difference.  I'm just wondering if the people posting these drawings realize that it's hurtful and uncool.  They probably don't give a shit.  So I will look elsewhere for inspiration.  When I get better at drawing maybe I can post better, tasteful drawings.

I have decided NOT to make New Years Resolutions this year.... But instead to make a few promises/challenges to myself... 1. I promise to spend more time praising Austin...and less time criticizing his faults(Cuz he's a good kid....we just butt heads a lot). 2. I challenge myself to go to the gym at least 5 times a week. That being said I promise to go a minimum of 4.... 3. I am challenging myself to lose some of that baggage that I keep carrying around with me(not talking weight here). 4. I promise to swear less(Lord knows that's going to be hard). 5. I challenge myself to declutter my house and actually dust more than once every 3 mon

Well..  I haven't put anything down in my journal in a long time.....  My gram passed away in July...  And it seems that my life his just snowballed into a shitstorm of nothingness....  I can truly say I have never felt this much like shit since my husband left me back in 2004(and even though we are back together...it sucks more now I think)....  Since I lost my dad...  I feel lost...not myself...disconnected and alone...  My job is terrible...we get broke into...I have to call customers and apologize for something I have no control over(but I wished I coulda beat the guy that did it to death with a baseball bat)...I ended up in the hospital