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Sparrow skeleton sketch by joga-maciejsdottir Sparrow skeleton sketch :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 2 0 Sparrow by joga-maciejsdottir Sparrow :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 1 0
Just Another Panic Attack
I'm dying for 137th time
Or 138th? I don't remember anymore
But this time it's for sure
Or at least
Until 139th time
It depends
Like dropping black curtain
Or stepping into a deep hole
Like in those moments
When you're falling asleep
And i wonder
Is it what death
Looks like
I don't think i really want to know
Maybe i'm not dying
like normal people do
Maybe every time
I'm losing another piece
From puzzles of me
Or an ant dies
In the anthill of my soul
From where the Queen
Is long gone now
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there's a dying poet inside me
crying in agony
his screams dancing
between the walls of my body
I try to lull him to sleep
I try to tell him stories
about how things are
what they are
and why
but i don't understand those things
so insecure
he weeps and he weeps
and so i weep
with him
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I'm not a woman
a man
a human
an animal
nor a plant
I'm not pretty
or stupid
I'm not anything
I'm not even myself
I'm a little bit of
I'm what they look like
When they get togather
To do a little dance
In the middle of the Universe
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Loki by joga-maciejsdottir Loki :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 2 3 Giant chicken by joga-maciejsdottir Giant chicken :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 0 0 Hello there, kiddo by joga-maciejsdottir Hello there, kiddo :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 4 0 Gnome by joga-maciejsdottir Gnome :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 9 0 Eric Morris by joga-maciejsdottir Eric Morris :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 0 0 Marta by joga-maciejsdottir Marta :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 0 2 Miroslava by joga-maciejsdottir Miroslava :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 1 3 Cat - skull - left side by joga-maciejsdottir Cat - skull - left side :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 0 0 Cow - skull - left side by joga-maciejsdottir Cow - skull - left side :iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 3 0
For the Damaged
I need help from you
Don't even think i'll ask for it
You have to approach me first
Ask is everything okay
And i'll say yes
I will be happy and stupid
Like i don't care
And when you'll be gone
I'll start to cry my eyes out
Beacause i need you
And i care
And i was acting so stupid
You'll think i'm pathetic
So how can i dare
To talk with you again?
Then getting lonier and lonier
I'll need your help
Even more than before
But you'll never come
I don't have nothing to worry about
You don't care about my pain
Because you need my help too
And you suffer as much as i do
So far apart we need each other
Keeping  silence between us
We're no different
Thinking about others
Only because of ourselves
It hurts so much everyday
Getting used to our pain
We can stand more
We are so strong
We are equally damaged
:iconjoga-maciejsdottir:joga-maciejsdottir 1 1
Nie mam natchnienia TT
Jestem ostatnio jak świeca.
Kiedyś, dawno temu, byłam ciałem stałym. Ale zapłonął we mnie ogień, i jak wosk przelewałam się w ciecz pod wpływem tego żaru.
A teraz on zgasł i znów przybrałam formę ciała stałego. Bezkształtną, nieciekawą masę, przypominającą wszystko. I nic.
I teraz nie pamiętam jak to jest, bać się wstać. Bać się jeść. Bać się chodzić i kłaść.
Tańczę teraz na scenie rutyny, zapominając, jak to jest, kiedy wędrówka od śniadania przez obiad do kolacji staje się moją prywatną, maleńką drogą krzyżową.
Nie czuję już nic.
Lęku, gniewu, cierpienia ani rezygnacji.
Pamiętam, jak kiedyś leżąc bezwładnie w środku nocy umiałam wyciągnąć duszę na odleg
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  • Listening to: Tom Waits
  • Reading: Steven J. Rosen - The Hidden Glory of India
  • Playing: Pokémon HeartGold
  • Drinking: green tea
Since i got some time to draw lately and want to learn it a bit, to give myself a little pressure and variety of work, i've decided to open requests. I'm doing pencil portraits from photos - faces and full bodies. However, you can ask me to draw something else and i'll decide will i menage to do it. Examples are in my gallery.

It may take a long time for me to do those, but i want to finish them and close it at the end of September. I'm not taking any more than 10, but i don't expect to reach this number anyway since i don't have any watchers ;)

If you'd like to pay me for my work for whatever reason - i don't accept money for i don't have PayPal. Feel free to give a subscription or points or whatever deviantArt has - i'll be happy for sure.

EDIT: Sorry for multiply journals - it fucked up somehow xP


Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Current Residence: Gdańsk/Wrocław


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milenkadelic Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:s! :sun:
Petah55 Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the watch :]
demiveemon Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving my plush pangolin, I'm really happy you like him! Sadly these awesome creatures are in desperate need of help! D: If you're interested to learn more, please follow the link in my signature.
KylieFaye Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for your fave on [link] if you have some time please
check out my gallery too! I will definitely do the same. if you like
what you see please consider watching me. I really appreciate it, If
you reaaaaalllllyyy like it you can like my facebook page too
and i will <3 you forever! if you have one too you can send me the
link and i will support you too :) thank you
milenkadelic Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: and for the watch!
iancjw Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch! :D
vokimhop Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2011  Professional Interface Designer
thanh you vinamilk
nice day ! :D
PlagueDoctor1 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2011  Professional General Artist
thanks for faving my work, check out my youtube channel " KawaiStudiosTV" or click under my DA bio. I'm currently working on making my paintings into short stories.
livinmynovels Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for the fave :D :D :D
oxai Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav :meow: :heart:
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