A Lonely Passage - Saturnus by JoeySanPedro, journal
A Lonely Passage - Saturnus
Stumbling through narrow paths.
Afraid of what will come next.
As the darkness closes in
I start to run.
What have I done to deserve this
never ending hunt?
I will never be able to return home.
My existence is shattered.
As I stop to gasp for air, I wonder...
Wonder when my final call might come.
And if it's really worth escaping from.
I'm so tired.
Between trees and stones.
On stale paths, beneath my reality.
It's like I lost the key to my mind.
I can no longer control myself.
No more running!
I will fight my demons right here.
Dear child, through horrors
and fright you will fade.
Fade to distant worlds
and distant lives
Call of the Raven Moon - Saturnus by JoeySanPedro, journal
Call of the Raven Moon - Saturnus
The night sky is ever still as
silence descends, the four winds
becoming one caressing my
naked body, and as you watch
the branches bend,
revealing all of you.
Long lost, but never forgotten.
Will you meet me at the lake
where the water calms my fear?
Will you once more fall in love
and light in me your flame?
Come to me once more,
and I shall know peace and at last be free.
The shattered path before my
heavy feet, leading me inward
to this broken temple of love,
lust and creation, resting here
whilst heeding the call.
We now lay under the moonlit sky
in the shadows of the past,
and as we become one the stars
Azrafer - The Immortal Tomb - Music: Silence by JoeySanPedro, journal
Azrafer - The Immortal Tomb - Music: Silence
Bathed in dementia was her mind
And every breath she took was a failed suicide
Her inner tears were dreams that reality imprisoned
Carving on her eyes distress
Drowning the sand castles inside
ensnared by woven melancholy was her heart
and in every web another dying hope
Her utopia was burned away On a dark march day
Her hopes are dead and gone breaking the immortal bond
Time is slowly ticking out of turn
Still waiting for him but he will never return
She's agitated, numb, futile
This is something no one else can feel
Her heart has been worn and torn
Misery , pain , solitude were born
The feelings she constantly feels she canno
Finally.......with whatever is going on......that i know about or not even having a clue about what it is..........with all the tremendous storm of mixed feeling i do have......i just have to say that....deep down....i wish you all the best......wishing you the perfect most suitable person that you feel free with......wishing you happiness......success.....lots of true friends......dreams come true.....needs fulfilled......revenge accomplished.....but most important......the way you smile.....am still that blind.....i still do have the doubts of the past yet confusion of the future......am hunted by your presence....yet happy by your existenc