A Lonely Passage - SaturnusStumbling through narrow paths.
Afraid of what will come next.
As the darkness closes in
I start to run.
What have I done to deserve this
never ending hunt?
I will never be able to return home.
My existence is shattered.
As I stop to gasp for air, I wonder...
Wonder when my final call might come.
And if it's really worth escaping from.
I'm so tired.
Between trees and stones.
On stale paths, beneath my reality.
It's like I lost the key to my mind.
I can no longer control myself.
No more running!
I will fight my demons right here.
Dear child, through horrors
and fright you will fade.
Fade to distant worlds
and distant lives.
As you lose your suffering,
there's nothing more to believe in.
Your belief to this day has been life.
Now my belief will fill
your soul with death.
I no longer run,
I stand my ground and wait...
Call of the Raven Moon - SaturnusThe night sky is ever still as
silence descends, the four winds
becoming one caressing my
naked body, and as you watch
the branches bend,
revealing all of you.
Long lost, but never forgotten.
Will you meet me at the lake
where the water calms my fear?
Will you once more fall in love
and light in me your flame?
Come to me once more,
and I shall know peace and at last be free.
The shattered path before my
heavy feet, leading me inward
to this broken temple of love,
lust and creation, resting here
whilst heeding the call.
We now lay under the moonlit sky
in the shadows of the past,
and as we become one the stars
kneel down, whispering poetry
of this withering moment.
The falling leaves weaving
a blanket, underneath it
the innermost truth,
feeding the sands of time,
stilling it's hunger
while we quench our thirst.
Taking our place among forever,
remembered only by two.
Now closing our eyes to see,
changing our hearts to feel,
sealing our lips to hear.
The call of the raven moon,
Azrafer - The Immortal Tomb - Music: SilenceBathed in dementia was her mind
And every breath she took was a failed suicide
Her inner tears were dreams that reality imprisoned
Carving on her eyes distress
Drowning the sand castles inside
ensnared by woven melancholy was her heart
and in every web another dying hope
Her utopia was burned away On a dark march day
Her hopes are dead and gone breaking the immortal bond
Time is slowly ticking out of turn
Still waiting for him but he will never return
She's agitated, numb, futile
This is something no one else can feel
Her heart has been worn and torn
Misery , pain , solitude were born
The feelings she constantly feels she cannot seal up
Loss of innocence, hope, and happiness is what she must mourn
Sometimes everything can be just too much
Pushing her so far into melancholy and such
And everything she would do for only his touch
She can't fully explain her feelings to anyone
Her eyes are obscured with tears she can't see the sun
Chasing Azrael screaming please take me away fire your gun
Devious Journal EntryFinally.......with whatever is going on......that i know about or not even having a clue about what it is..........with all the tremendous storm of mixed feeling i do have......i just have to say that....deep down....i wish you all the best......wishing you the perfect most suitable person that you feel free with......wishing you happiness......success.....lots of true friends......dreams come true.....needs fulfilled......revenge accomplished.....but most important......the way you smile.....am still that blind.....i still do have the doubts of the past yet confusion of the future......am hunted by your presence....yet happy by your existence........i'll never do love someone as much as i do love you.....not even my own self......for that moment till forever i'll love you with all i've got.....i'll define all common sense with my mere powers of human knowledge...... am not tryin to impress you...for i know am not....yet i'll love you even more without you knowing it...i'll never stop
Yeah......I had to do some research and stalk.....i had the chance and it's been a long time since....yet what i've found out....showed alot......and i found out how much different things are...and how much i am and "....." is.....i was so blind....and yet i still am.....am i really that stupid or i was just mere someone......did i love more than i should or i wasn't that loved at all....was i really something divine as much as i did see "...." or i was just a phase of building own's self.....how painfull a blessing could be ma curse....i donno what to do anymore.....Now am really Sad i had to go through this.....and i dont wish for nothing....I AM JUST FUCKED......!!
513 Missing days.......44323200 sec. since the day............
I'll Always and Forever.........
The sec. are going on..........
Does not faze me nor cure Me....
I'll never Stop doing so.....
For i had never controlled what i am Born with....
I do till the last sec. known to universe.......
As i Swear to my own secret.....
As i Hide my true color......
As i Procrastinate through human's Forsaken Connections.....
As i Dive into the deepest Darkness of my own Misery....
As i See my Light through a Tinted Window.........
For i see my own Forbidden Apple of my Destiny.......
When Despair visits my Sanctuary.....
Holiness comes from thee yet am Damned to be.....
Existence is just a Depersonalization for sane.....
Conciseness of Emotions is not what it's purpose meant for...
Archery of Ones heart is inevitable yet Untamable....
Truthful Form of any new Born is just conceiving....
Yet since the day I've seen my Angel....I've lost in all Prologue Scenes of Humanity...
Thats when my Biological Clock just ha
Devious Journal Entry100's Deviation Celebration........
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Protecting yourself from Paypal chargebacksI decided I'd write something on this since it seems to be affecting a lot of my friends and artists I'm close to. I'll start with a few disclaimers.
I am not a finance expert. I have never filed a chargeback nor have I been in a chargeback dispute (fortunately). I have done some research out of both curiosity and out of desire to help out the community a bit. This is going to be quick(ish) and summarized. I'm also going to be changing some things to the way I sell as well (obviously).
This journal isn't about what to do in a chargeback dispute but rather, how to set up your sales so that you'll have the upper hand when having to deal with a dispute. I've included some useful links at the bottom for further information!
Regular Payments / ABs
Some believe that Paypal does not help in disputes over digital goods but a policy
Close To You - Lyrics - Sans VersionTHE FLOWERS OF THE NEW AND LAUGHTER OF THE PAST,
THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL LIKE YOU, BEAUTY UNSURPASSED!
GONE WITH A WHISPER, YOU FALL ASLEEP LIKE DEATH,
BREAKING THROUGH THE EARTH, YOUR SMILE SHINES AGAIN!
MY EMPTY GRATITUDE, ANOTHER EMPTY THANK YOU,
I FINALLY LEARNED REGRET, FROM WORDS I'VE ALWAYS SAID.
NEVER MEANT TO SPEAK TO HURT, YET IT HURT TO PUT IN WORDS,
GOODBYE WHEREVER YOU ARE, GOODBYE UNBROKEN HEART.
IN TRUTH I WANT TO FEEL, THE TRUTH I WANT TO SEE,
I'M TRYING TO EMBRACE YOUR DRIFTING HEART AND SMILE!
WHENEVER I BEGIN TO FEEL THE BURNING TEARS OVERFLOWING FROM MY EYES,
I KEEP ON LOOKING FORWARD AT YOU, HOPING THAT YOUR LIGHT WILL NEVER PASS ME BY!
I WONDER WHAT THE STARS THAT SPARKLE IN YOUR EYES ARE HIDING FROM MY MIND,
HIDING FROM MY OPEN HEART AND FROM YOUR OPEN HEART!
TOGETHER, YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS BE ALIVE, CONNECTED, CLOSE TO YOU I'LL STAY!
AS LONG AS I CAN HOLD YOUR HAND AGAIN AND AGAIN, FOREVER, I WILL FIND MY WAY!
YOU MAY NEVER ANSWER BACK MY CALL BUT YOU SMILE AT ME WITH
[s] geno brigade [taking activity rolls 05/14]New alt payment: All genos unless otherwise listed are now worth one activity roll each.
Explores, cavings, and large prey hunts are preferred; I'll accept diving too. Must be completed in around two weeks.
Long Island Larabee 36341 x Rhea 39547
Can carry John brown from dam.
2) Female, Natural Mane
Average - Healthy
Marked collared cream seal sable brown with accents, bearmarks and flecking
4) Male, Natural Mane
Average - Healthy
Marked collared cream seal sable brown with accents
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Great book for learning about pixel artI read through this a while ago and have been meaning to plug it here since I've always found good pixel art guides hard to come by and this was super helpful to me!
This book is very thorough and goes from how pixel art was originally made for old games (which I've always wondered about and find super interesting) to basic pixel art concepts and on to more advanced subjects including animation! I learned some new stuff and it clarified other things I knew about but didn't really have a clear understanding of. It's also very visually oriented so there's a lot of clear examples of the concepts covered.
There's also a free preview available here if you want to check that out first -
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