A Lonely Passage - SaturnusStumbling through narrow paths.
Afraid of what will come next.
As the darkness closes in
I start to run.
What have I done to deserve this
never ending hunt?
I will never be able to return home.
My existence is shattered.
As I stop to gasp for air, I wonder...
Wonder when my final call might come.
And if it's really worth escaping from.
I'm so tired.
Between trees and stones.
On stale paths, beneath my reality.
It's like I lost the key to my mind.
I can no longer control myself.
No more running!
I will fight my demons right here.
Dear child, through horrors
and fright you will fade.
Fade to distant worlds
and distant lives.
As you lose your suffering,
there's nothing more to believe in.
Your belief to this day has been life.
Now my belief will fill
your soul with death.
I no longer run,
I stand my ground and wait...
Call of the Raven Moon - SaturnusThe night sky is ever still as
silence descends, the four winds
becoming one caressing my
naked body, and as you watch
the branches bend,
revealing all of you.
Long lost, but never forgotten.
Will you meet me at the lake
where the water calms my fear?
Will you once more fall in love
and light in me your flame?
Come to me once more,
and I shall know peace and at last be free.
The shattered path before my
heavy feet, leading me inward
to this broken temple of love,
lust and creation, resting here
whilst heeding the call.
We now lay under the moonlit sky
in the shadows of the past,
and as we become one the stars
kneel down, whispering poetry
of this withering moment.
The falling leaves weaving
a blanket, underneath it
the innermost truth,
feeding the sands of time,
stilling it's hunger
while we quench our thirst.
Taking our place among forever,
remembered only by two.
Now closing our eyes to see,
changing our hearts to feel,
sealing our lips to hear.
The call of the raven moon,
Azrafer - The Immortal Tomb - Music: SilenceBathed in dementia was her mind
And every breath she took was a failed suicide
Her inner tears were dreams that reality imprisoned
Carving on her eyes distress
Drowning the sand castles inside
ensnared by woven melancholy was her heart
and in every web another dying hope
Her utopia was burned away On a dark march day
Her hopes are dead and gone breaking the immortal bond
Time is slowly ticking out of turn
Still waiting for him but he will never return
She's agitated, numb, futile
This is something no one else can feel
Her heart has been worn and torn
Misery , pain , solitude were born
The feelings she constantly feels she cannot seal up
Loss of innocence, hope, and happiness is what she must mourn
Sometimes everything can be just too much
Pushing her so far into melancholy and such
And everything she would do for only his touch
She can't fully explain her feelings to anyone
Her eyes are obscured with tears she can't see the sun
Chasing Azrael screaming please take me away fire your gun
Devious Journal EntryFinally.......with whatever is going on......that i know about or not even having a clue about what it is..........with all the tremendous storm of mixed feeling i do have......i just have to say that....deep down....i wish you all the best......wishing you the perfect most suitable person that you feel free with......wishing you happiness......success.....lots of true friends......dreams come true.....needs fulfilled......revenge accomplished.....but most important......the way you smile.....am still that blind.....i still do have the doubts of the past yet confusion of the future......am hunted by your presence....yet happy by your existence........i'll never do love someone as much as i do love you.....not even my own self......for that moment till forever i'll love you with all i've got.....i'll define all common sense with my mere powers of human knowledge...... am not tryin to impress you...for i know am not....yet i'll love you even more without you knowing it...i'll never stop
Yeah......I had to do some research and stalk.....i had the chance and it's been a long time since....yet what i've found out....showed alot......and i found out how much different things are...and how much i am and "....." is.....i was so blind....and yet i still am.....am i really that stupid or i was just mere someone......did i love more than i should or i wasn't that loved at all....was i really something divine as much as i did see "...." or i was just a phase of building own's self.....how painfull a blessing could be ma curse....i donno what to do anymore.....Now am really Sad i had to go through this.....and i dont wish for nothing....I AM JUST FUCKED......!!
513 Missing days.......44323200 sec. since the day............
I'll Always and Forever.........
The sec. are going on..........
Does not faze me nor cure Me....
I'll never Stop doing so.....
For i had never controlled what i am Born with....
I do till the last sec. known to universe.......
As i Swear to my own secret.....
As i Hide my true color......
As i Procrastinate through human's Forsaken Connections.....
As i Dive into the deepest Darkness of my own Misery....
As i See my Light through a Tinted Window.........
For i see my own Forbidden Apple of my Destiny.......
When Despair visits my Sanctuary.....
Holiness comes from thee yet am Damned to be.....
Existence is just a Depersonalization for sane.....
Conciseness of Emotions is not what it's purpose meant for...
Archery of Ones heart is inevitable yet Untamable....
Truthful Form of any new Born is just conceiving....
Yet since the day I've seen my Angel....I've lost in all Prologue Scenes of Humanity...
Thats when my Biological Clock just ha
Devious Journal Entry100's Deviation Celebration........
$10 Quick AoA Sets OPENAll orders will be done within 7 days of being placed, and you will be kept updated with the progress if discussed via discord!
Ping list available for people interested while on hold.
- Not adding in handlers at this time!
- Max x3 tokos per person
Have multiple references available to view here if worried about not being completed.
Will be put on hold once all slots are filled.
$10 per set / tokota
3 sets for $25
slots are per person, not set.
+ $2 for activity (bonus AoA image)
+$2 for Superstar added (bonus HP)
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Art Review 7Well the fortnite art journal was a bust so I'm just going to do a more general browsing deviantart instead.
I would like yall to send me art from your own galleries.
If you want me and/or others to (harshly) review, critique, poke fun at or show your art on a video/livestream you can put your old or recent art below. Keep in mind not everyone will be featured. Username will likely be shown for credit. Thank.
(If you wanna repost art that you posted on past journals you can also do that)
Welcome Jessamar!Please join me in welcoming JessaMar to the Community Volunteer team to help represent literature!
Now go say hi!
open: chibi expression sheetI've been a victim of a scammer quite recently so I decided to open new commissions to compensate for the damage ;;
These comms are also to raise funds for my therapy so thank you so much to all who will order ;v;
Each commission will contain x5 chibi expressions
You can use these as icons, emoticons, for profile design, talking sprite, etc.
I . HEADSHOT ICONS
11.50USD per sheet (5 expressions)
+2USD~5USD - complicated character design
Please comment or note me the form if you'd like to order!
Expressions: default is the one on the example; please use kaomojis (e.g.: ovo o-o)Payment: (PayPal / points)
These comms are open
Most recent sheet was finished last:
Nov. 15, 2018
[Design Resell and Trade Center]Decided to set up a small resell and trade center for anyone who owns a design from me! If you're interested in trading or reselling a design made by me you can fill out a form below and post it here for others to see.
As a reminder:
-you may only resell a design if you paid money for it. If you received the design as a gift or through a no-money trade, you can only trade and not resell.
-You can only resell a design for the original price you paid for or less. I will NOT be responsible for things like add-ons and extras, and YOU are responsible for getting permission from artists if you decide to add extras onto the original price.
-You can mix up your trades/resells, ex: you can ask for a mixture of art and money if the money part of the trade does not exceed the original price.
-If trading for things like art and design vouchers, the vouchers cannot exceed the original price of the design.
-art and design trades will be a decision made by both parties to be agreed upon. Both p
Peakwings Trade CenterThis is the Peakwing Trading Center!
Are you looking to sell, trade, or swap a peakwing?
This is the place!
Please DO NOT use the folders in the gallery to advertise!!
Follow the instructions here to start setting up your trade!
This journal is ONLY for selling, trading, seeking, and swaps for peakwings! do not discuss trades for other characters here
No begging or guilt tripping, please respect what people want for their characters.
If you're Selling/Trading/Swapping a Peakwing, link the entry from their Masterlist when its available so that people can confirm you are the current owner.
If you are not listed as the owner of a cha
Commissions/trades!Hey guys, I just wanted to update that I am working on official prices for my commissions and such cuz I get a lot of notes about it, and i've been meaning to make a price sheet for ages now!? So know that, that is coming soon.
I always want to say that my commissions are currently closed, but will be opened again so don't worry about that!
As for trades I get a lot of people asking about trades/commissions, and all I can say about that is-- I've got a lot on my plate and after the commissions/trades I currently have my main priority needs to be my show. and I wanna work on my show, but I also sometimes have a hard time saying no to people cuz I don't want to upset anyone. But at the same time I'm learning it's healthy to say no. SOoooo, no they aren't open right now. Unless I open small batches if an emergency happened or something, but for right now it's all closed for a bit. But I will finish stuff I owe now.
Anyway, i'm just so honored by all the kind words and seeing how car
Lackadaisy - Card GameSome of you might remember me talking about the card game last year. My publisher only had a very small number of them in stock, but they're finally back. We made a lot more of them this time - and with new, custom dice too!
If interested, here's where to order.
Lackadaisy on Patreon
I've recently left my job in the game industry so that I could focus more of my time and attention on Lackadaisy. Patreon is my weapon of choice in trying to see this to fruition.
If more Lackadaisy comic updates, illustrations, tutorials, mini-comics, books and other things interests you, please do check it out!
LK isn't a pedophile.SOMETHING TO NOTE: at the time of when i started writing this, the journal in question was up and on the website, but as of now it has just recently been taken down. the premise of the journal was basically calling someone out (LK) to be a pedophile. they used very poor evidence that didn't at all seem to be fact checked and the whole entire thing was just pulled out of the fucker's ass that wrote this. this entire situation is a perfect example of mob mentality and what i like to call the "Spoctor affect". if you're unfamiliar with that drama then that'll make no sense to you, but basically it means people just see some screenshots and believe them 1000% without any further personal investigation and a whole shitstorm develops because morons took shit out of context and they were too fucking stupid to actually put some thought into it before just going along with the mob. onto my defenses of LK though...
so yet again, another dumb fuck has tried to call out so