30 Days of Pride Challenge - Day 4

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Continuing the 30 Days of Pride Challenge. #30DaysOfPride

4. Who was your first celebrity crush?
I don't know how to answer this one, actually. I've never really been into celebrities. Personality affects my attraction to someone, and oftentimes learning more about celebrities outside of the characters they play or content they create spoils the magic. I honestly can't think of a good example at the moment, but I'm more likely to crush on characters. Like, if Actress A is in Movie B, I might be very smitten with her portrayal of Character C on screen. But I might not feel the same about other characters she's played. I might not even like the actress herself, but she played someone that I had a thing for at one point. Either way, my mind just associates the person and the character as someone who was never in my league anyway, so I never took those crushes that seriously.

Is that weird? XD

I hope this isn't too much of a copout, but with everything I just said, I can't honestly remember who my first ever was. As consolation, I think the first specifically male character I've ever felt attracted to was Ianto Jones from Torchwood. I've never seen that actor in anything else, and can't vouch for him as a person, but that (somewhat ironically) was the one that first made me think I might not be totally lesbian after all. There were surely plenty of female characters before him, but I don't remember who was the first.


Also, our source of transportation for my SRS date bailed on us unexpectedly, leaving us with a short span of time to come up with fair bit more money than we anticipated needing. I'm stressed enough without this kind of garbage, but my superhero of a wife came to the rescue by setting up a YouCaring page for me. If you can spare a little bit to help out, we'd be eternally grateful. If not, just sharing the page and spreading it around would still mean the world to us.  Thank you so much. 

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My first celebrity crush was probably a book character but IDK who, I was too young lol. My first real celebrity crush was Matpat from The Game Theorists (I don't have a crush on him anymore but still love watching Game Theory). My current celebrity crush, based on looks alone (I don't know much about her) is Vanessa Hudgens because hot damn.