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Julian Lopez
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Poison Heart

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Poison Heart

My heart hurts right now, I just can't make it go away.  I can help other people and make them feel better but my own heart still hurts.  It feels like it's burning.  An unquenchable fire in my chest eating me alive from the inside.  I can never have the one I love, and the ones I want and love never want me back.  But I'm a fool who can't help feeling that way. Whenever someone needs help, when they are hurting and feel bad, I'm always there.  I imagine it like I'm sucking out the poison when I talk to them, I take it all out and they're all better again.  Unfortunantly I've taken in all the poison now, and it's me who hurts instead.  But I
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Mr Bear Comic - Missing Artist

Heavenly Desktop

Waking Up - An Exercise

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Waking Up - An Exercise

My mind is suddenly ripped from it's dreaming to the sun exploding into my room, blinding my eyes and I try to adjust from the sheer darkness of my mind's eye to the brilliant ray of light screaming their way into my retinas. A battle of wills ensues, my brain, in all its infinite wisdom is telling my body that it must move. It sends messengers along the whole nervous system with the urgent news that they must begin firing and moving. That there is simply no option to not comply. The body however has a mind of its own. Like a peaceful protest against crimes against human rights it refuses, it stays put, giving an indignant finger to the wills
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GMS - Jackie

GMS - Shalon

Dusk Moon

Above the water

Liquid Metal

Dark Stormy Desktop

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End Of The Storm

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Tuned In

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Tuned In

Robert Julian Lopez II January 28th, 1998      Martha glanced casually over at Tim.  He sat there in front of the TV watching Barney sing and dance.  "It's amazing how some idiot show could mesmerize kids today," She thought to herself, then went back to making dinner.      "Timmy," she called,  "Come here a second."  She waited to hear him get up and come over, but was given no such answer.  "Timothy Andrew Peterson.  I called you and now you better get moving".  She was now a little angry by his disobedience and even angrier when her favorite command didn't work.      "Why isn't he coming?" she wondered.  "He always comes after that,
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Revenge

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Revenge

Robert Julian Lopez II January 27th, 1998      "I hate this!"  Johnny yelled, slamming his book shut.  "Who needs Algebra anyway?"  He walked over to his bed and laid there.  As he laid there, he mumbled to himself about the preposterous amount of pointless information given to him.   Pap pap pap!      At first Johnny dismissed this as just a random noise outside.  Then he heard it again.  Pap pap!  This time it commanded more attention.  It had come from his baby brother's room.  It sounded like a cap gun firing, but quieter and muffled.  Johnny got up and walked down the hall.  Then Peter, his one-year-old brother, began to cry.    
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Just My Imagination

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Just My Imagination

Robert Julian Lopez II January 27th, 1998 Over in the rural town of Daybeach Lived a monster beyond comprehension The lives taken with warning to teach The monster was their imagination Their worst nightmares and deepest fears came to life There was no changing the evil curse there Set by a magician killed with his wife Now all the town's people must now beware The Boogeyman is real to these young kids Unthinkable beasts prowl the streets at night The screams at night can be capped by no lids The people haunted by demons, can not fight There is no escape from this eternal hell And no hope to ever break this evil spell
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I walk

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I walk

I woke up Put on my shirt Put on my pants Put on my shoes and socks I brushed my teeth and combed my hair I emptied my pockets Opened the door And I walked away. Down a road that had no end I headed straight and true Ignoring my surroundings Looking forward A cleared mind Troubled no longer I walked away. Light and darkness pass Time no longer exists Hunger hurts and begs But soon dies empty The road takes me anywhere The road takes me nowhere I walked away. No sleep No stopping No worries No more pain No more wishing No more hoping Nothing But walking away. I slow my walk Come to a stop No longer needing to wa
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Glass and Waves

Headphone Homeboys

We Live Where You Live

The One Million Info

Supergirl Next Door

Hive

Smash Bros.

Pieta 'Game Over'

Infernal blight

Fantastic Machine - Anime USA

Breezy Day

Grunty Birthday Party

Dragon and Slave

Spotlight

Yosemite-Ahwahnee 2005 - 5of6

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Spotlight

Heavenly Desktop

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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography
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My Bio
Current Residence: Torrance, CA
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Techno, R&B (but I like all kinds)
Favourite photographer: Me
Favourite style of art: Anime
Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition
MP3 player of choice: Winamp 5
Shell of choice: Explorer
Wallpaper of choice: Changes weekly
Skin of choice: "Galaxy" by ~scion2412
Favourite cartoon character: Get Fuzzy - all the characters.
Personal Quote: To Thine Own Self Be True

Favourite Visual Artist
Arcipello, JasonEngle, check my favs on here
Favourite Movies
TRON (2nd fav - The Last Dragon)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park or AC DC
Favourite Books
The "Oz" series
Favourite Writers
Stephen King
Favourite Games
Chrono Trigger, Full Throttle, Doom 3
Favourite Gaming Platform
NES, SNES, N64, Gamecube, PS2
Tools of the Trade
Vivitar Vivicam 8300sc digital camera, Photoshop, Notepad
Other Interests
Computing, Photography, Writing, Gaming

Still Alive

Still Alive

Just wanted to write a quick update saying that this account is still active, I'm still alive, and I do plan on updating it soon. Thank you if you are actually paying attention and still watching my page. Hopefully soon I'll have some cool stuff to share on here again.
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Finally Finished

Finally Finished

FINALLY!!! Okay, so big deal, but hey, going through a backlog of 11,000 deviations in my devwatch was no walk in the park.  I didn't just delete them all, I actually went through and viewed them all.  A lot of great new favorites found along the way.  Some awesome stuff has been submitted that I'm glad I caught up on. So as far as personal life, been doing some catching up there too.  Starting to get through my backlog of video games I've wanted to play for awhile and never got around to.  Now that I've got both the PS3 and XBOX 360 set up in my room I can easily play all the best games that came out.  And also been using my PSP a good amou
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Hey, look who's still alive!

Hey, look who's still alive!

It's me!  Yeah, I have returned again to DeviantArt.  And once again I've found my devwatch overrun with a ridiculous amount of deviations that I've let pile up.  When I first checked back in, it was about 11,000 devations.  I've been working at getting it knocked down, and got it around 6,800 now, so progress is being made.  Oh and I've noticed a lot of neat changes around DeviantArt, including this new journal skinning ability.  Very cool stuff. As far as what I've been up to?  Not much, my life continues on as normal.  I did return recently from a trip to Arizona to meet my best friend Jackie.  The excuse for going out to meet her was to
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JBellioProfessional Digital Artist
woo! thanks for the fav!
jmanxHobbyist Photographer
you're most welcome, your art is incredible and I'm surprised more people haven't caught on and seen your stuff.
JBellioProfessional Digital Artist
thanks again man. i really appreciate that
wow you have 2 websites
AdamBurnProfessional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch, much appreciated