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gee whiz i was debating whether or now i should make a journal about this on dA because of how much more of a following i have here than on tumblr,
but if you follow me on tumblr u already know what i'm about to say, so i'm basically just gonna repeat but like shorter and subtler and not as emotional probably
also warning bc emotional and if u aint down for emotional jjinomu- then its probs a good place now to click away and just know that i am gon' b inactive a bit more ehe

anyway hi deviantart family, it is I, ya weeb jjinomu
i am here to tell y'all that i mmmmiiiight not be as active,,,,, in terms of replying,,,,,, as i wanted to be...... come the end of my first year of uni

AND the reason for that is that my well, my little brother recently passed away on friday after 13 years of having this brain disorder and a whole bunch of other bullshit that's been hurting him for his whole entire life,
i know that's probably like WHOA WHAT where did this come from, because i know i'm not like suuuper personal here or anywhere, idk i don't like talking about personal shit at all so please excuse me for suddenly being like this............
but like this is important to me, and me running jjinomu is also important to me, and all of you guys are important to me, so i guess it's.... okay for me to let you guys know that this bS is happening right now

anyway, due to this,,,, event............ i'll be putting on hold all my commissions, soooo if you have previously requested a commission, please feel free to let me know if you wanna cancel or whatever, i've not let anyone pay me until my hiatus ended but considering the circumstance, my hiatus is gonna be extended for as long...... as it takes for me to recover i guess, so if you wanna cancel and go seek someone else, feel free to let me know and i can redirect you to some cool peeps as well!! 
saldjaklsdjals

perhaps i will let someone (may) take over my account for a bit to respond to any notes asking for permission or stuff like that but for now i don't wanna hassle may sooo if y'all see anything shady please just tell ppl like hey mAn Chill
idk what im saying um
i still have many plans that i'm willing to do and put up, so in terms of content, my intervals of releases might not be as bad- i mean i need the distraction yknow haha
so don't FRET BOUT DAT

but otherwise um......... the only thing i ask is that people don't..... come hassle me for downloads maybe? or request stuff or ask for permission, and then get mad if i don't respond....... i apologise but that shit is like last priority in my mind right now haha

anyway thank y'all for listening idk this journal was a last minute thing i don't really know what else to say honestly 
but thank you to everyone who has shown me support (mostly on tumblr) and i really appreciate all your love and everything, it really means a lot and i will reply to everyone as soon as i am able to
for now i will cherish your kind messages and words because they're one of the only things that is able to carry me through this difficult moment right now

so thank you like....... seriously i can't word it properly online but,,,,,,, like........ i am just a really really sad person on the internet that hides behind this whole showy-good-positive jjinomu thingy and honestly despite that, i am really really thankful and grateful to have made this account and everything on this account and super super grateful for all you guys who have been following me as jjinomu (and even before as immaaweshumbanana if y'all are still in the crowd chillin') because i started this whole thing for fun not expecting much, but it's blossomed into somewhat of a place for me to be happy and just a good healer for my soul and i'm just very grateful for that and i just

thank you guys

life sucks but y'all make it better

this is a 1.3K word thank you message im tragic

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 25, 2017, 6:15 AM



edit: surreal is the word im looking for to describe this entire experience
hi i wrote all of this at like 8:36pm and am now submitting it like 3 hours later bc i read it over and it's just gibberish but basically all im saying is that
thank you for your support and kind words for everything that has happened, i feel so bombarded with appreciation and i don't even know what i'm supposed to do right now
except for like drown in it because legit im just an undeserving potato and i am so sorry to have wasted your time and emotions wat a disaster but i really am so overjoyed at the same time
like help i am going through some weird conflict right now as you'll see if you read this entire thing but i pretty much summed it up asdjaslkdj (also thank you seriously)
i will also be replying to everyone personally and also really slowly because im just a bad replier but i will make it my first priority to thank everyone personally pls bear w my lame ass


holy crap what a surprise (not really may spoiled it for me so ive been lurking since) i've come to encounter coming back on here after being actually ded for a lil while-ish
BUT LIKE WOW wat is going on w everyone's nice and kind words??? i'm actually pretty dang overwhelmed im not even sure how to address help help me
i don't even know if i'm supposed to make a journal or something im just so WHAT is happening right now (i mean i kno wat is happening
shout out to maydayfireball u piece of shit i can't believe u didn't run this by me before u actually did something bc now i am DYING)
when i say dying i mean dying of gratitude
but jokes aside wow.................................. thank you........................ to literally everyone like holy crap.............???
i'm not even??? sure how i'm supposed to respond i feel...... so overwhlemed and underserving like..... what are u GUYS DOING!!! AH WHAT IS HAPPENING
i'm so so so thankful y'all have no idea i have my face in my hands and everything this is such a weird experience for me i've never experienced this before im so sorry my reaction is so potato um
HOLY CRAP i have so much gratitute what WHAT DO I ERVEN SAY ASdjlsakdjl THIS IS SUCH A BAD JOURNAL AND BAD WORDS are just coming out omg help
AAAAAHhh ANYWAY i want to reply to everyone personally but i feel like........ i should at least make an encompassing journal.. kinda thing just 
thanking everyone for their support??? like?!?!!? wow i really appreciate it like........... you guys have no idea like right now im i think im happy like idk
i just feel.................................
so overwhlemed did i say that bc im not used 2 this at all 

mgmsdfgnsmd anyway yes i'll definitely personally reply to everyone who's.... done things or posted nice comments or sent me notes.......... that's 
AH FML IM SO SORRY FOR being such an inconvenience holy crap idk how i can make up for ur time worrying or just sending positive vibes i just feel like poop help mi?!?!?!?! what do i do

though on that note i'd like to apologise sincerely for just being a dickhead and disappearing in weird month-bursts without notice- or feeling the urge to kinda call it quits 
it's such an inconvenience i'm sorry for being so incredibly annoying llololololaskjdalskdjalksdj 
i try really really hard not to make such issues public or any of my emotions towards silly situations bc i don't want to burden anyone im so sorry for anyone who worried 
or whatever feelings you experience please forgive my pathetic ass this was totally uncalled for fuck u may but also thank u may but also fuck u
i never intended for that to happen though i really really really do appreciate everything everyone has done for me it's... just so sweet and kind and i don't even know
if i deserve this kind of treatment like wat!?!?!?!?!? i've just been a piece of shit like wtf HAHA help 

though please know that i'm totally a-okay!!!!! i doubt i'll leave anytime soon HAHAHA it was just a matter of lost interest- i feel like everyone goes through it once in a while skldjaslkd
i also can't even really leave anytime soon bc i have like 239480129381 wips that i really want to churn out and release asap hehehe
but like may said in her journal everything kinda just piled up and i was just ceebs cEEBS ceebzzzzz especially after i was alerted by like... multiple people that other people were doing shady shit
i was like nuuUuuu but honestly, stuff like that doesn't phase me as much as it used to!!! like i won't stop what im doing bc of people who make mistakes like that and i'll let stuff slide because 
hey we all stuff up once in a while!!! and i'm genuinely not mad or upset or anything- maybe a lil disappointment sometimes i guess
but most of all i'm just a whole heap of ceebs and demotivation right now? idk how to explain this journal is kinda difficult for me to write oh dear
and considering everything happening on my personal life away from MMD too this.... this is just such a nice... welcome back into the world like i'm not fond of talking about personal issues but it's been kind of intense these past few weeks....
and well......... after i like read most of everyone's kind words (i'm still going through it like there's so much i'm so... overwhelmed (did i say that already bc im going to say it again)
i just AH WHat do I DO to show you guys how much i appreciate everyone for existing and taking a moment of their time to write about me or make pics in support like WTF 
WTF!!!!! idk wat to do holy sejmsaldjaldk i don't deserve such kindness HGHH i wanna cry sometimes i forget that a lot of people really do like the stuff i do and in instances where
i may struggle you guys are just chilling there sending nice things while im just DED and i just AH it's so cool and so nice and what did i even DO what ther frick i just post crappy model edits sometimes

IDK WAT ELSE TO SAY LMAO HEHEHEKLASJDASDKASJDKL
but thank you again once again idk how to thank you guys properly i just want to go up to everyone irl and just bow before ur lil feets like wtf is happening 
i've seen this community link arms in positivity before but when it's directed at me and for such a silly lil issue i just!!!! my FEELINGS they are everywhere and i am drowning in them
you guys are all so very kind i hope you all have a nice life and good things continue to happen and once again i apologise sincerely for being a total dickweed and inconvenience 
thank you again for your displays of appreciation and general support i definitely!!!! really!!!!!! needed and appreciate that like i really really really do appreciate it so thank you!!!!!!! 

p.s. i like how at the start i was kinda lost and then towards the end i was just repeating everything i said over and over like this is my brain and all it's thoughts right now i am
at a loss for actual words maybe later on i will thank everyone more clearly and succintly i'm just so sorry and also so thankful everyone is amazing i love everyone

p.p.s if there's anything anyone wants me to do in terms of models (be it model edit or resources) please please let me know i feel just
so undeserving of everyone's kindness and i just.......... i want to repay it somehow or someway or another like!! i mean i always release a bunch of model edits but slkdjalskdjl!! i am potato 
otherwise i'm just going to bombard this community with all my currently-in-wip gross tda edits again be warned this is all i can do (and perhaps kickstart some of my old anime and rpg edits)
also thanks again i just really want to end this journal on a thank you!!!!! so yeah thank you HEHEHE WOW long journal is long i'm actually so sorry it's so long sdjaskldj

(tl;dr again: thank you for existing)

New Canvas by Jjinomu
why are all my journals just thank u journals has anyone realised that bc i just realised that and this is probably my longest one ever


it's time for me to take my leave

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 8, 2016, 3:08 AM



and go on a HIATUS LOLOLololol fooled u all 
but srs im going on a short-ish hiatus for like a month SURPRISE 
hence why i had a dramatic increase in activity for the past week with like 2 models released like every 2nd day..............
but yes i am.......... taking a hiatus until november 3rd 1PM GMT+11
specific time because that's when my final
final
final school exam finishes (it's also chemistry so i'll probably be dead)
which is GREAT life is great i feel great i have not studied a SINGLE BIT AND MY FIRST EXAM STARTS IN LIKE 5 DAYS
and nnnoormally i wouldnt put myself on a full hiatus during exam period but this is like............... 
The Most Important Exam(s) Of My Life
u know that one exam that determines your entire future path yeah that one
for if i fail to get my desired mark in this exam i'll probably be dead lmfao rip 
so yeah that's literally the reason why i will have little to no activity for the next month-ish!!!!!! i mean i might come once or so often to schedule
a post- or a download- for halloween and maydayfireball 's birthday 
but that's about it?????????????? wow i havent posted a journal in 10 months

also i just need a break from mmd/meta/pmx/editing/everything in general it's been dragging me in the dirt for a while now but i felt bad if i just upped and left on a hiatus
without warning........ or without a spam of models of some sort..............
and since my exam period is coming up, i thought it'd be a great excuse for me to just
kickback
and study
not really
and just spend time doing things like leaving my room and appreciating oxygen idk

but that is all from me and thus with that
my hiatus
starts now HEHE

das all from me
until we meet again in november!!!! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ 


updates [slight inactivity + change of rules]

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 11, 2016, 4:06 AM



HELLO AGAIN IT IS I
i feel like i say that quite often 
anyway
as the title suggest i'm taking a break from MMD and deviantart for a lil bit (not long dw i'm not going to disappear for 10 months again AHAHA)
this is just for like idk a week or two so i can focus on finishing my school work before school resumes on the 20-something 
i mean i'll make it so that it's hardly noticeable, i've queued/scheduled a couple of wips to be uploaded during my time of inactivity 
but i felt like i should alert everyone since my inactivity would mean i won't be replying to comments/notes during that time period (i will after or
occasionally if i pop on) but this also means i won't be able to give permission to people who wish to edit my models
SO THAT MEANS i'm going to temporarily(?) change the rules so that people don't have to ask me during that time and i won't need to reply super late 
like i always do (for the next few days i'll update deviations w/ new rules so dw too much)
in a nutshell,
  • all of my older models will be editable w/o my permission like wreck havoc if you must (refrain from recolouring/headswaps and resdistributing and please credit me for parts or i'll cry)
  • but my newer models (tbh most of my newer tda edits) they'll be non-editable (unless they remain the same character) just because they're "newer" ish and i don't really want them to be torn apart just yet
to be really honest i've been thinking about changing up my rules like this permanently i mean i've never really cared for people editing my own edits
because well they're like my edits but recently people have been asking to take mostly the face edits i've done and like tbh i don't mind???
but i guess i feel like that's all people want, like once i release a model, people want to take the face and idk i feel like yeah ok w/e but i've specifically spent my time and made
these face edits for these characters and i tend to wish to keep them only for these characters 
i mean i rarely feel irritated by situations like this i mean im rarely angry, but multiple incidents have occurred where people sometimes edit without my permission
or they get my permission but they dont abide by the conditions (i.e use the original model once before editing) or they don't credit me at all 
(pls understand i have conditions for a reason- i don't want my models to just be used for editing i like to see nice pictures made with them too)
i tend to brush these incidents aside and not address them because i for one don't like confrontation, or to confront anyone but i guess it's been building up
over time that i feel like i just have to address it from a general point of view
TO BE HONEST I HAVE NO IDEA IF IM MAKING ANY SENSE AT ALL BUT BASICALLY i may be kind of irritated now 
BAK 2 THE TOPIC AT HAND
so these rule changes will mostly be a trial for me and if i'm comfortable with instilling a 'no-editing policy' (bc im actually kind of uncomfortable right now just talking
about it) but if it's alright ish i'll either keep the policy or revert back to my ask for permission policy, but if it doesn't really work out then i'll probably stop releasing models haha
(that was a joke i'm sorry i like giving out my edits for people to use hEHE)

TO END WITH A LIGHTER NOTE I'll probably release something soon because i've just hit 3800 watchers and that's so close to 4K idk who i am anymore so expeCT SOMETHING
HOpefully
i can keep this promise
hopefully
breaks down crying

also collab4kaito: Kaito 10th Anniversary Collab ! [OPEN]


but yeah idk i'll still be here sort of and i'll still upload things because they've been scheduled but nevertheless
we'll meet again in 2 weeks or less ヾ(・ω・)

i felt very serious when writing all of this out wow who would've thought i was capable of actually writing normally


KAITO 10th ANNIVERSARY COLLAB thing

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 10, 2016, 7:34 PM



Kaito 10th Anniversary Collab ! [Now Closed] by maydayfireball
YEAH OK BYE I'LL BE BACK SOON

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 31, 2015, 5:04 AM



i hope 2016 is a good one for all of us
and also laughing at everyone still in 2015 haha ur so last year
i havent showered since last year
i also havent eaten since last year
or peed
or pooped
hahahebbr i always say the same jokes im so lame


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE [+ FEATURE]

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 24, 2015, 3:32 PM



HELLO FRIENDS IT'S CHRISTMAS IN AUSTRALIA WHICH MEANS I AM IN A CHRISTMAS MOOD
WHICH MEANS IM NOT GOING TO DO ANY HOMEWORK TODAY
IM REBELLING 


ANYWAYS I WANTED to do other things on christmas too bc i feel like just uploading kaimei is NOT ENOUGH 
and i have a lot of things planned but u KNOW WHAT saving them for next year /saving everything for next year
SO INSTEAD i'll do another feature thing but i'll put it on my profile instead (bc that seems like a nice way for me to express my gratitude???)
so if you have a nice christmas picture (like anything christmas- but also only one pls) you'd like me to put on my profile/wall/w.e then just comment with the link below
and i'll pUT IT ON MY THING (for a week or more if im lazy to take it down)
but yes hmu w/ some CHRISTMAS LINKS (the pictures have to be christmas themed tho bc ITS CHRISTMAS)


FINALLY I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A NICE AND SAFE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! MERRY C  H  RI ST MAS


omg i COME ON AND THERE'S ALL THESE MESSAGES AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY THINGS And it makes me very happy and its 
it's very nice i feel VERY NICE INSIDE ((but now i have to reply to them all and i feel deeply saddened by these responsibilities))
BUT I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE AS A COLLECTIVE FIRST ((im still currently quite busy but SCHOOL ENDS IN 1 WEEK HOW EXCITEMENT))
i'll put a gift up for everyone SOON ((odd bc my birthday but im giving back buT THAT'S OKAY IT DOUBLES UP AS A WATCHER'S GIFT AGAIN))
but idk wtf i rarely make journals idk what to say besides THANK YOU AGAIN ah hH hh hh000 noks i will slowly reply 2 everything bear w/ me
wow my journal titles are so boring sometimes but W/E
WELL HI FRIENDS ITS BEEN A WHILE NOTREALLY BUT BEEN A WHILE
yes this journal is going to address the fact that i will now change my status from active, to "busy"
or well on a semi-hiatus anyway!!! which basically means i'm not going to be as active as i previously was
(which wasn't that active either tbh so idk if this is a massive change) 
ANYWHO over the next couple of days i'll still be on tidying up my comments and replies as well as changing my rules around a bit
(yes my rules will change)
but after that i'm basically going to pop in every once in a while, to upload a download or something (bc its halloctober my fave month)
you're probably wondering why im on a semi-hiatus and i just realised i haven't even mentioned a wORD BUT
BASICALLY my final year of school has begun and i've decided to devote a majority of my time to my studies and keep MMD and all
as a side hobby- you know something i do in my spare time (instead of all the time lmfao omg)
and it is working i feel more motivated to do the works at the schools and i actually understand shit its gr8 
but as a result my MMD life has to be put on hold, at least for a while until i get into the habit of studying and school and stuff
and once i get a nice couple weeks/months run i'll return to being super active on the deviantarts
BUT IN THE MEANTIME if anyone has any concerns or requires my help or anything, i'm mostly active on my twitter 
(which i happened to unpriv just so people can dm or mention me when needed) or my tumblr (not gna be as active that much though)
so i'll link those 
but if you have neither an account for both those sites, then a simple note will do (however like i said, i wont be on deviantart as often so 
replying to notes will be ridiculously late- i mean they've always have been)
AND WELL YEAH LMFAO THAT'S IT I Just wanted to make an official announcement of my inactivity and where i'll be at for anyone who
needs me (trust me you can hmu anytime- it might seem like im busy but im currently marathoning like 3 animes)
ok so see everyone soon i do have things in store for OCTOBER SO JUST U WAIT 
doing this bc ive never done a feature before and also i dont want to study for english exams and i want 2 seem active
The first 15 30 (double or nothing that's how i do things ok) people who comment on this journal will get a feature here, showing off some of the deviations in your gallery that I like the most.
In turn you must submit a journal like this and give me the first slot of the 15 30 features!
 
fuk it i'll make it unlimited for now since i like looking through people's galleries @ nice things :^)

"The idea is not to get a free feature, but spread the art around to everyone on DA to enjoy and love!"

1. ThornedDream 
<da:thumb id="493208533"/> <da:thumb id="505805847"/> <da:thumb id="528416212"/> 

2. tsukare-ta 
  

3. Scarlet--Heart 
<da:thumb id="555924396"/> <da:thumb id="548920866"/> <da:thumb id="553287873"/>

4. Son-Void
Still don't have a name for this. :3 by Son-Void  SoM ~ How Do I Look? by Son-Void  Keiko ~ Hang On, Let Me Warm Up First by Son-Void

5. inkboy-glitchbox
<da:thumb id="548757659"/> <da:thumb id="552942648"/><da:thumb id="554737341"/>
6. jennlunar
  


7. ShinigamiYuki-chan
[MMD] Toxic [Video Link] by ShinigamiYuki-chan  [MMD THUMBNAIL] Womanizer (VIDEO LINK) by ShinigamiYuki-chan  [MMD] The Grey [thumbnail w/ video link] by ShinigamiYuki-chan

8. Pokeluver223
.:RUBY:. by Pokeluver223  ~Quartizine Dance~ by Pokeluver223  MMD Newcomer - Yuki Kaai V4 by Pokeluver223

9. IlluminatedTears
 <da:thumb id="497770388"/> 

10. iixv
:: United Kingdom by iixv  [ MMDxSAI :: AT ] Childish War by iixv  . magic. by iixv

11. FaussDone
.: Glow :. by FaussDone  .: Bitch Please :. by FaussDone  .: Will X Haut 2 :. by FaussDone 
 
12. HarumiTei
<da:thumb id="554117624"/> <da:thumb id="542154967"/> <da:thumb id="549749768"/>

13. PandaHero39
<da:thumb id="550366507"/> <da:thumb id="548772170"/> <da:thumb id="555415048"/>

14. BirdsSongs
+ backstabbed + by BirdsSongs  + The doctor will see you now + DL + by BirdsSongs <da:thumb id="538986394"/>  

15. succu-lent 
<da:thumb id="512227425"/> 
<da:thumb id="492018573"/> <da:thumb id="555820781"/> 

16. dreamydark 
  despair by dreamydark  GHOUL by dreamydark <da:thumb id="549970186"/> 

17. Miku-Chan-Vocaloid01
Miku Kaito Meiko Pixel~ by Miku-Chan-Vocaloid01  ~ by Miku-Chan-Vocaloid01  _::__::_ by Miku-Chan-Vocaloid01 

18. Vocaloidevil
Illuminate by Vocaloidevil <da:thumb id="531058238"/> <da:thumb id="528412962"/>

19. maydayfireball
mmd pv [preview] by maydayfireball  Fluffy hugs by maydayfireball  That is like the opposite of cleaning by maydayfireball

20. Honnojis
Ghost by Honnojis  Ryuko by Honnojis From the soul by Honnojis

21. MajesticFork
 

22. caesr653856573265834
<da:thumb id="551010426"/> <da:thumb id="536508719"/> <da:thumb id="544446181"/>

23. DatSuperOne
.:War of the Monsters:. by DatSuperOne  .:Ihatewinter.png:. by DatSuperOne <da:thumb id="378229230"/>

24. Leepy-Leep
 

Mature Content

Test by Leepy-Leep
  Punk Princess by Leepy-Leep 

25. Floramy
I'm free by Floramy  For my love I'll survive by Floramy  It's Destiny by Floramy

26. Mamisero
Prompt Challenge: Ginjishi by Mamisero  B u b b l e by Mamisero  J o u r n e y by Mamisero 

27. Noraure
   [mmd] lensflare by Noraure

28. Party-P
[MMD] TDAxPDF Regret Neru +DL by Party-P  .:Girls:. by Party-P  .:I'm a Zombie:. by Party-P 

29. koiinu
Wedding Day by koiinu  N O  N A M E by koiinu  No Face by koiinu

30. vittuce 
  Noise by vittuce  Silence by vittuce  Sound by vittuce

31. xXNinjaCowXx
  SF-A2 Miki by xXNinjaCowXx  Go home Meiko, you're drunk by xXNinjaCowXx  The biggest group known to Vocaloid kind by xXNinjaCowXx

32. KiyumiArashi
ECHO GUMI [MMD DOWNLOAD] by KiyumiArashi  Mikotsuhime/Princess Mikotsu [MMD Download] by KiyumiArashi  Lat Rana Beta 2 by KiyumiArashi 

33. BubblyAisu
  

34. Koynume
<da:thumb id="559067358"/> <da:thumb id="559067484"/> <da:thumb id="554937899"/>

35. MissingPixieSticks
Roll on down the rabit hole by MissingPixieSticks  Into the Stars by MissingPixieSticks  Laying in Wait by MissingPixieSticks
HI FRIENDS yes this is a journal to state my hiatus for 2 weeks (technically ive been on a lil hiatus for a while now) 
DW IT'S NOT FOR ANYTHING BAD i've just taken a break since studies come first and finally, the exams have arrived and
well i have like 1 exam everyday for the next two weeks so FORGIVE!!! i'll try to upload some things in my sta.sh so i seem somewhat active
but comments and notes and everything will have to wait about 2 weeks im sorry MY FRIENDS cr ycr ycrycyry

anyway that aside, in other news, i've made quite a few plans about my current and future projects, which i won't disclose now but bUT i will after 2 weeks
so bear with me on that also remind me bc i'll probably forget them due to FUSLCKJSACKJSIGJN EXAMS

and also in accordance to cool things, one of my buddies MegaShinigamiWolf has created this thingie
and IT LOOKS PRETTY COOL AND i suggest if you're into animating or something go for it!!!
even if you're not even into animating you could even try it out (i mean im doin' it and i have no experience) 
so iT GIVE A CRACK if you want to !!!!!! 

BUT OTHER THAN THAT, THAT'S IT FROM ME 
see u in 2 weeks, or less hhhhhHEHHh

Deviantartist Questionnaire hbd deviantart u go

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 7, 2015, 11:51 PM



1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
4 YEARS according to deviantart wow old asf

2. What does your username mean?
tbh i have no idea i got it from a name generator, it was originally suppose to be jinomu but double j is cuter and im cool
i dont even know how to pronounce it

3. Describe yourself in three words?
sad bad rad

4. Are you left or right handed?
i am right handed boom

5. What was your first deviation?
it was a papercraft of smth probably from shugo chara

6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
idek man MMD is all i do

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
digital art in an instance bro

8. What was your first favourite?
................ tbh idk probably some papercraft by desubunny or smth

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
mmd 3d stuff and sometimes other things but mostly mmd 3d stuff

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?

this bad question i cannot choose one and if i were to list them all i'd have over 1 million

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
in all honesty i would want to meet everyone actually but im poor
but if i had to choose
jjyun, tonkatsun  and kitzabitza bc aussie babes
kimiko-p, sailor-rice, maydayfireball, K-Channnn, VenusSempai, DannaPMXer, Crystallyna, caio4856, chippedlilac bc cool ass mates
and like 300 more but i cant think off the top of my head

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
this is tough because quite a few deviants have impacted my life, i can name one but they've deactivated; however
this person encouraged me to actively make more edits which in turn developed my skills u kno wat im sayin'???
and caio4856 ofc has like helped me many times with shit like rigging before i knew even how to rig and well yeah those 2

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
mmmmmmdd??? ? ?? ? ?pmde ?? ? ? ?? nmetaseqt? ?? ? ?? idk painttoolsai ?????

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
my home man idk what

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
making friends and shit bc im cheesy and just general support in comments
and also hitting massive numbers in watchers
gets me everytime

#DeviantArtistQuestionnaire


hi how to get motivation please aid

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 6, 2015, 6:34 AM



this is a personal journal because im suffering in all aspects of my life i dont know what's going on but i am lacking motivation and willpower to do anything
like legit anything
idk if its normal or im just burnt out because senior year, but fUCK MAN EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT everything is so slow and dead and i ain't feeling anything 
to give examples, basically in terms of my academics i am like not really failing- but failing in my own standards num' saying????? like i aint getting what i want but im still studying and shit like i usually do bUT ITS NOT WORKING and idk why and im just so lazy and ceebs and i dont have anymore energy to try because i keep getting shit that i dont want no matter how hard i try and im just so confused like why does this happen and how do i fix this stupid ass issue
like
i just 
want 
to not
disappoint
and be 
proud 
of myself
for once

u know what i mean????????????????????????????????????
maybe im just stressed out but i dont feel stressed out, in fact im so chill about everything it's like i stopped caring but that's bad bc it's reflecting on all my work and im just?????????? why this 
and it's also happening in terms of MMD and editing and shit i mean i still enjoy it, but sometimes i open up PMDe or metaseq to do something and im just staring at it like oooo ideas ooOOOO and then i close because i dont have sufficient amounts of energy to continue and it's just real sad and then i go into bed and cry a lil and sleep a lil same with comments like i enjoy holding conversations i really really do and i like talking to people a lot bc its fun but nowadays????????????? i still enjoy conversing but 
my motivation to do so, has decreased so drastically that i get so tired from just reading and its so painful and im so dead and idk what to do and if anyone is reading this and ur feeling the same lets hold hands and cry together 
and if ur reading this and u know how to help
please
help
i just want to be alive again


EDIT2: im procrastinating 
EDIT: everytime im gna get tagged im going to just add it to this journal bc i love tags
i was tagged by so many people and i rarely ever do tags and stuff so i thought heck why not considering i've been so dead lately

tagged by NeruAkita2011
1.- You have to post these rules
2.- Each person has to share 13 things about them
3.- Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer 
ignores the rest of the rules h eh 
1. im ambidextrous 
2. since the last time i said some facts ive come 2 hate science fuk u science no MORE
3. i like juice 
4. it was my birthday yesterday im 17 now im old
5. i somehow got back into """"kpop"""" 
6. vixx's leo and btob's ilhoon are my babes it's really sad
7. im listening 2 vixx right now and it's really sad
8. i have my biology prac book due tomorrow and i havent started
9. i also have an english essay due on paradigms and i haven't started
10. i can play the recorder
11. i can play really shit guitar
12. i can sing really shit
13. im a really good dancer no sarcasm coughs starts crying

questions: 
1. Have you ever seen a unicorn? (don't do drugs children XD)
yes
2. Yellow or blue?
YELLOW
3. What is your favourite Vocaloid/Boukaloid/Utau and why?
ive answered this like 13409812093 times meiko bc she's red and has short hair and tits and i like short hair and boobs
4. What is your favourite anime. (If you don't watch anime, say what is wrong with you) XD
idk probably kuroshitsuji ive watched all of it like 10 times also hamatora and sailor moon and zankyou no terror and idk
check my animelist bc i like everything 
5. Do you like my Pictures or nah?
YES i see some kaimei which is yay 4 me
6. Jeans or skirt?
skirts bc jeans r too tight and my legs die
7. Do you like "Death note"?
YES 
8. Would you rather be able to fly or be strong as a bear and why?
fly bc if i was as strong as a bear i'll probably hurt myself
10. "Code geass" or "Attack on titan"?
ooOOo probably attack on titan bc levi sry lelouch
11. Did you noticed that number nine is missing?
i did not how dare it be missing
12. Summer or winter?
winter bc u cant strip off your skin in summer and its summer right now and i hate it
australian summers are the worse
13. Do you like Zelda (the game)?
ive never played gcough

tagged by Foxy6663-Demon [9/12]
1. what do you think of this video
PRETTY NICE IS THAT MY COLLAB MODEL W/ KIGIMINRIN
2. which out of my models do you like the most 
ur alchemy series is p cute
3. miku or haku
BOTH 
4. your opinion on MMD
it's my only talent ripperino pepperino
5. xbox or playstation
playstation? !? ?1 idk
6. what do you think of this emoticon Markiplier Swag!!!-Markiplier Free2use 
nicE
7. :bademoticon:
that filled me with DETERMINATION
8. what do you think of this song
one of my FAVE KAGAMINE songs 10/10 nice nice
9. who is your favourite fnaf character
if i had 2 choose probably foxy bc pirates
10. christmas yay or nay?
YAY
11. running out of ideas >.<
ur silly
12. :o (Eek) 
ur silly x2
13. favourite vocaloid
who u think cough meiko-CHAN

tagged by MajesticFork [02/08]
1. doth thou love me!?
nah yeah
2. pasta or pizza?

pizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzza
3. does your wifi have a funny name?
it's my brother's name so sadly nah
4. what do you think of the minion invasion?
get it away from me
5. MARRY ME!?
yeah nah (joke)
6. does it rain a lot where you live?
idk man its australia who knows one minute its like drought
the next there's a flood
7. got pets?

my phone, his name is sebastian
8. dream holiday/vacation?
so weeb but japan
and also everywhere in europe
9. favourite breakfast?
english breakfast
get it
bc of the tea
(jokes i dont eat breakfast im asian i have like rice)
10. are you glad i tagged you?
no fuk u

tagged byDannaPMXer [31/07]
1. Favorite Loid (any loid)
meikoloid + kaitoloid
2. Favoirte song/cover they sing
current fave
3. Eyes or lips?
both hehh nkpl
4. Do you like the name DannaPMXER?
yes i like 
5. What is your favorite model I've made? (Even if it's not longer up)
this and also ur kaitos
6. Who is your favorite MMD'er: Tag them here -->
this is 2 hard so im gna have 2 say me to be fair
(im kidding i love everyone)
7. OTP?
1 by Jjinomu 2 by Jjinomu 3 by Jjinomu 4 by Jjinomu
idk u tell me
8. What do you wish you were doing right now?
smth productive with my life
9. Cake or pie?
pie all da way
10. Can you tell I'm bored?
yes can u tell that im bored too?

tagged by: Typo-P [31/07]
1. Anime or Manga?
anime probs i have a thing for voice actors lbr
2. Favourite food?
????????????????????????????? chicken???????? rice???? idk i love food and egg
3. Favourite anime OP?
??????? 2 hard but this or this or this idk there's so many more man y 
4. Favourite song?
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
im ceebs linking but right now im into anything by twenty one pilots (esp "stressed out") and i also dig "do i wanna know" by the artic monkeys
oh and "riptide" by vance joy
5. Do you like snakes?
heck yeah but i'll probably scream in fear if i see one
6. Why will you answer this?
bc i feel like it
7. Do you like pocky?
heck yeah
8. XBOX or Playstation?
ive only ever touched a playstation so

tagged by: K-ChannnnKagaBooty [14/06]
1.) Real Name: leanne 
2.) Nicknames: nerd
3.) Zodiac Sign: sagittarius repping
4.) Male or Female: 
5.) Elementary School: fairfield west public school should i even be releasing this information 
6.) Middle School: nah fuk middle school
7.) High School: prairiewood high school 
8.) Hair Color: naturallyblack its like red/brown/purple wtf idk 
9.) Long or Short: l0ng
10.) Loud or Quiet: im loud when i feel like being loud
11.) Sweats or Jeans: JEANS i love jeans sleeps in jeans (jokes dont do that u'll kill ur babies)
12.)Phone or Camera: phone
13.) Health Freak: i carry hand sanitiser everywhere but i dont use it as much as i'd like 2 so nah
14.) Drink or Smoke: oh
5.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: me
16.) Political orientation: not tony abbott
17.) Piercings: ears only
18.) Tattoos: none im 2 pussy

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]: 
19.) Airplane: yes i have
20.) Car Accident: yes i have
21.) Fist Fight: yes i have
22.) First piercing: "have u ever been in first piercing" doesnt even make sense wat (but when i was a wee 5 year old)
23.) First Best Friend: the same person im still v close with tOO THIS DAY 
24.) First Instrument played: piano man
25.) First award: award for coming up with the most words starting with o in kindy i was a cool kid
26.) First Crush: i dont even know man
27.) First Language: vietnamese
28.) First Big Vacation: vIETNAM

LASTS: 
29.) Last Person you talked to: chippedlilac 
30.) Last Person You Texted: friend-chan
31.) Last Person You Watched: wat am i a stalker (last person i watched on dA tho was kitzabitza cughs)
32.) Last Food You Ate: i ate some chocolate n it was gud
33.) Last Movie You Watched: kill youR DARLINGS V GOOD
34.) Last Song You listened to you listened to: [link]
35.) Last Thing You Bought: probs clothes or a mug idk
36.) Last Person You Hugged: friend-chan

FAVES: 
37.) Food: ????????????????????????? everything 
38.) Drinks: all of the coffee thank
39.) Clothing: the tones + sometimes navy blue
40.) Book: FUACk?????????? i just finished more than this by patrick ness it was so good //// but classics wise ??? lolita by vladimir nabokov I READ AL OT IDK im sry
41.) Color: red purple bLAk
42.) Flower: baby's breath 
43.) Music: chill asf music (or hardcore punk theres no inbetween)
44.) Movie: the hunchback of notre dame best/10
46.) Subjects: lawl u funny i like lunch chemistry+bio

left = yes, x = no

47.) [x] Kissed in the rain.
48.) [ ] Celebrated Halloween. 
49.) [ ] Had Your Heart Broken. 
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone. 
51.) [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation. 
52.) [x] Used a Weapon. 
53.) [x] Breathed fire. 
54.) [x] Had an Abortion.
55.) [ ] Done something you've Regretted.
56.) [ ] Broke a Promise
57.) [ ] Kept a Secret.
58.) [ ] Pretended To Be Happy 
59.) [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life.
60.) [ ] Pretended To Be Sick 
61.) [ ] Left The Country 
62.) [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it. 
63.) [ ] Cried Over The Silliest Thing. 
64.) [ ] Ran a Mile 
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single.

CURRENTLY: 
67.) Eating: still eating chocolate wtf 
68.) Drinking: i have coffee on my desk but i aint drinking it yet
69.) Getting Ready To: cry
70.) Listening To: [link]
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: school things
72.) Waiting For: SCHOOL BREAK

YOUR FUTURE: 
73.) Want Kids: maybe
74.) Want To Get Married: maybe
75.) Careers in minds: ,,,,,,scientist????????????

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL: 
76.) Lips or Eyes: lips idk 
77.) Shorter or Taller: taller
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: por que no los dos
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: shit
80.) Sensitive or Loud: both???? idk FUK
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: hook-up im not a relationship person im sry
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: t-t-t-t-t-t-t-trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER: 
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: ive lost both
84.) Ran Away From Home: yes i hav
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defence: if a weapon is a pen then yeah sure
86.) Killed Somebody: nah
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: if i ever did then GOOD
88.) Been Arrested?: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 
90.) Yourself: nah
91.) Miracles: nah
92.) Love at First Sight: nah
93.) Heaven: nah
94.) Santa Claus: yah
96.) Magic: nah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 

97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: jesus
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: nah
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: love u bed-kun

tagged by KagaBooty agin [14/06]
So here it is.
Never Have I ever, MMD edition.
The basics of Never have I ever are simple.
I'll give a list of things that you may have done and may have no done.
You just gotta put a "X" in the box if you have done it.
If you haven't, leave it blank.
Alright Let's start.

Never have I ever made an TDA Append Edit [ ]
Never have I ever started drama over a model [ ]
Never have I ever made a MMD video and gave no credit [ ]
Never have I ever used Adult Shader at one point in time [x]
Never have I ever made a Animasa color edit [x]
Never have I ever done a head-swap for a model [ ]
Never have I ever made game rips for parts [ ]
Never have I ever used the "Galaxias!" motion data [x]
Never have I ever made a motion data and made a DL for it [ ]
Never have I ever dreamed about meeting another MMD'er [ ]
Never have I ever made a TDA Miku model [x]
Never have I ever made or used any Five Nights At Freddy's motion datas or models [ ] 
Never have I ever made a OC by just winging it when making the model (meaning you had no ref to your OC before you started.) [ ] 
Never have I ever broke a modeler's rules [x] 
Never have I ever done the " Screen Shot Meme " [x] 
And lastly, never have I ever used TDA or YYB models [LAWL]

1. Everyone must post these rules.
2. Tag as many as you need - Don't auto-tag any readers or do tagbacks.
3. State 5 facts about yourself.
4. Answer my 10 questions and follow up with 10 questions for your victims.
5. This MUST be in a Journal entry 

ten facts and stuff bc i was tagged like 200 times
1. im so asian i even count in asian
2. but im also very australian like g'day mate it's twenty past four in the arvo (no it isnt im lying to u all)
3. i play piano like ur typical asian
4. i also do a lot of tutor like ur typical asian
5. but im very shit at maths so im not like any other asian 
6. lovelovelove science though + sometimes english only sometimes
7. i am an avid caffeine addict u will never see me w/o coffee and death
8. im lactose sensitive so everytime i drink coffee my insides die (unless its with lactose free milk)
9. i really need to pee
10. i hate sport like how do u run??? i forgot wat the outside world looked like
11. also im a super-nerd

kagabutt's questions KagaBooty 
1. Favorite Vocaloid or song?
sssssenbonzakura
2. Do you enjoy using MMD?
yehhah it's the only thing im gud at rip my life
3. Favorite oddly colored food? ((eggplants for example like thats not natural))
??? ?? ? odd coloured ?? ?? ? mangosteen ??? idk if that's oddly coloured but i love mangosteen
i once swallowed one of the bigger seeds i probably have a mangosteen tree growing inside me
4. Do you play videogames?
yes sometimes but i cant anymore bc sCHo oO l
5. Do you like sweet stuff?
i lov sweet stuff but not gummies im so sorry my mouth is too lazy to chew things for more than 5 seconds
6. Do you bake?
i cant even crack an egg properly
7. Bananas or oranges?
:^) 
8. Roller coasters or merry-go-rounds?
merry-go-rounds fuk rollercoasters too high i'll piss myself
9. OTP? OtP?
whispers kaimeiandgakuluka4ever
i actually have so many otps what is this
10. Favorite MMD'ers/Deviants? 
(i listed my fave mmd'ers bc if i listed my deviants this list would be way too long)
KagaBooty 
K-Channnn 
chippedlilac 
DannaPMXer 
VenusSempai 
Crystallyna 
YamiSweet 
Swatmare 
Duekko 
Emy-san 
Baka-chanLove 
llUnova 
HelloCutee 
Pachiimeru 
sailor-rice 
succu-lent 
MajesticFork 
PeachMilk3D 
BubblyAisu 
KamaNoTenshi 
ShiaLaLenny 
NastyaSizaya 
murumei 
maydayfireball 
Puffywings 
norigohan 
RJMMD 
nibuii 
iixv 
luna-panda-love 
Chilkad 
neonsiqn 
tonkatsun 
ThornedDream 
vocaloidsfan 
Kokoro-Hane 
TsukiyomiNekoMiku 
Alexa2509 
koiinu 
Supurreme 
AnimeNebula003 
IlluminatedTears 
jjyun 
dreamydark 
kitzabitza 
+more but i love everyone basically ok

bb-chanlove's question Baka-chanLove 
1. What do you think about me?
gr8 BLENDERANDMMD user we collabed like once technically kinda
i love u
2. Favorite Vocaloid and song?
pfty m epfppt meiko
im just going to name another song bc i have a lot of favourites so idk the whole 
soundlessvoicexproofoflifexendlesswedge trilogy three songs but hsh hh shh
3. Favorite MMDer?
gee whiz everyone's yuk
4. OTP and NOTP?
anime otp hm probably ereri im so sorry
but i also do love arima and kaoriandtsubaki clutches my kokoro
and i have no notp i ship everything that comes my way i can list all my otps but i have too many
5. Do you have a favorite character?
i love tomoko kuroki from watamote i relate
butshe'snotmyfavefaveihavetoomany
6. Do you play videogames? And if you do.. favorite one?
i stopped but the last one i played was child of light and it was super pretty and i loved it wipes tears
o-oh and all the dating sims that counts too right
7. Do you like Italian food?
ive only ever eaten pizza my mum's too viet to know how to make anything and we dont go outside
i know
it so sad but i'll probably love italian food but since there's so much cheese
my ass might not love it so much rip
8. Pizza or spaghetti
cries bc ive never had spaghetti and i want it
9. What's your favorite song EVER?
YOU CANT ASK ME THESE THINGS BC MY FAOUVIRTE SONGS ALwAYSa change
my itunes says my most played song is "scratches" by kyte but i havent listened to that in forever
so the next most played is "bullet" by hollywood undead i know i have variety
but in my heart in this moment my fave is "just one yesterday" by fall out boy ft foxes
jjjjjjjjjjust in this moment
10. Do you like fireworks?

I LOVE FIREWORKS but in my neighbourhood a firework could also be a gunshot

dannabae's questions DannaPMXer 
1. Your favorite Hetero/Yuri/Yaoi ship? 
hetero???? kaimei
yuri???? meiluka
yaoi???? vanaice 
not gna do anime otps bc thats just gna be tiring
2. Favorite Anime?
fuk
????? idk too many actual tears but i love kuroshitsuji with my heart and soul
butbubtubtububtu i finished shigatsu recently that hurt me
3. Your Model Style? (like LAT, TDA, LoveDeath)

Tda brah
4. Your MMDC Ship (Like here is one. Nommy x Aria)
me x everyone brah
5. Your favorite model or picture YOU MADE
on my tumblr but  2 by Jjinomu
nah n AH IM KIDDING THE BINAN BOYS WILL ALWAYS BE MY PRIDE AND JOY
6. If you were suddenly infront of me (DannaPMXER) what would you do?
slap u rly hard
whispers im kidding embraces
7. If you could meet any Japanese modeler who would it be ( exmp: Mamama, YYB, TDA, LAT)
i-i dont know probably Tda and b like u cool man
8. You run into Miku Zatsune, Akaito Shion, and Neru Akita. What do you do?
get their numbers and leave bc im socially incapable of speech
9. You turn around and you see, Taito Shion, Kiku Juon, Tei Sukone, and MAYU. What will you do?
probably scream
10. Who is your favorite, Vocaloid, Utauloid, and Fanloid. And what would you do if you ran into them?
vocaloid????? for meiko. drink alcohol but im underage still so that wont be ok
utauloid???? for ritsu i'd probably ask how old he is and then for fashion advice
fanloid?????? no idea who my fave fanloid is to be rly honest wit u

lilcamelia's questions LittleCamelia 
1. Do you like Five Night at Freddy's? If yes, what are your favorite animatronics?
im not part of that fandom but foxy p cute i lov me some pirates 
2. What is your favorite type of music?
alternative rock hands down 
or punk im so punk
3. Have you ever seen / read of anime / manga?
yes of COucourSE? ??!? ??
im currently reading actually lets not talk about it
4. Is there someone in your thoughts?
ye all day everday thinks of jesus
im joking im atheist im so sorry i tricked u
5. What do you like to do?
sleep and sleep and watch tv shows and sleep
6. What kind of person are you? 
sikbitch
7.
 Publicly share your passions?
passions??? i mmd a lot so i consider that smth
i played piano for like 10 years but i dont necessarily enjoy it as much rip
idk i do nothing with my lIFE
8. Like Japan? -Not the guy from Hetalia-
i love nihon
nihon ppl are so nice i love nice
and i love nihon
9. Have you ever regretted having done something? 
who hasn't
10. And finally: Have you ever hated vermente deep in someone? If so, why?
actually never i love ppl
actually i do hate like one person but das bc he's so annoying and i get eye cancer from talking to him

k-cHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAn's questions K-Channnn 

1. Say something about me
ur pretty swaggy and u have cute pets and i like ur face and chiyuki and decim yep
2. How long have you been using MMD
uh WELL deviantart says 4 years
3. What color would you want your eyes and hair if you could have it changed?
purple hair purple eyes purple everything
but if u meant natural i like my super black hair alr but blue eyes would be sik as
4. How many languages can you speak?
i speak fluent aussie (english) and fluent tieng viet (vietnamese)
5. What are your educational goals (i.e. what school do you want to attend for Uni?)
well i want to get into this uni in australia called the university of sydney (USYD) bc hogwarts
or the university of technology sydney (UTS)
noone knows these universities
maybe even harvard (no im joking im poor)
all under a course in science bc i lov science EDUCATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6. How many words a minute can you type?
a lot last time i checked which was lik last century
7. What are you proud of doing this year?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i went outside of the house at night for a festival and i met a male specimen but that ended
8. What makes you feel beautiful/handsome/superior 
when ppl tell me im beautiful/handsome/superior :^)
9. Do you read favorite messages or delete them automatically?
i aLWAYS READ EVERY MESSAGE EVER and leave them to rot in my inbox they will never be deleted
10. Apple or Microsoft? Why?
MICROSOFT for windows
apple phones
bc easier to use and im dumb

fuk tagging and my own questions im too dumb
but hello further update on my life if u reached down here 
HOLIDAYS COMING UP SOON GUSY U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS ILL BE ACTIVE 4 like two weeks
aNnNnNNNNnNNnND yeah nothing else is happening
but i come on and i have all these like deviantart messages and im so scared bc so many replies im deadth (nah im kidding i love to reply)
so forgiv me if u recieve a reply that's like 2 weeks overdue that's just how i am im sorry friends
i hope u learnt a bit about me in this journal or smth idk
basically her internet is ded and she wanted to put a message out sO I AM HELP

Hey there guys I have a real issue that I need your help with. Now when I have a problem I don’t come to people if I can handle it myself but this is one of those times when I can’t do this on my own.

So as it turns out someone on “Second Life” is selling my Cyber Peg Legs inside Second Life’s market. 
I wanted to submit a DMCA report but unfortunately the people who run Second Life do not accept emails, they only accept written or faxed reports. 
I can not do either of those things where I’m currently at and I won’t be anywhere that I can do that until the middle of summer. We do not have fax machines and any kind of letter will to take weeks to months in order to get to its designation and that isn’t an exaggeration either.

The next thing I tried to do was create an account so I could at least flag the material. Once again I hit a wall; the bandwidth for internet out here is horrible and can’t support the page for Second Life so I can’t even do that!

The link to the item is here: marketplace.secondlife.com/p/Z…


My Cyber Peg Legs that I created are here: fav.me/d5n698w

What I need from any of you with a Second Life account is to flag this post since naturally none of you are allowed to submit a DMCA report over this. 

I don’t know this user, at least I hope I don’t, and I did not give them permission to either upload or sell my work! 
This is literally my only option to get something done about this. I know I’ve told others before to resort to not saying anything and just silently report but the difference here is that I can’t even do that. I don’t have the capability to do what is needed to defend my work from this site so please guys I really need your help on this one. The only hope that I have right now is that if enough flags occur on this post that the site will remove the material naturally.

Thank you for your time, I really appreciate it.

AnimeNebula003 


if anyone can help a friend out please do!!!!
SIGNAL BOOST THIS AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
OK BAK 2 MATHEMATICS 4 ME
IM SO BUSY IM SO SORRY FUK MI LYF ILL TRY MY BEST TO GET SOMETHING UP TODAY OR TOMORROW BUT I AM SO SORRY AND SO DEAD
AND WHENEVER I COME ON TO REPLY TO SOME THINGS AND I SEE ALL OF THIS
Capture by Jjinomu
I GET SCARED
SO I GO OFf
AND CRY A LITTLE
im joking i never delete messages from 2012 until now thats why i have like 9123789102839102
ok srs time the only reason im upset is because these last three weeks of term are all stock full of random assessments
like heck i have one tomorrow and im fukn screwed and i just heLP
I CANNOT
DO SCHOOL ANYMORE WHY DID I CHOOSE ALL THE HARD SUBJECTS SO MANY REGRETS
anyway yeah hi im here just a little update to say im alive i swear i will be back in and out for the next two weeks
i swear
and after that i'll be alive again
proMISEU
also iim on my last week of premium wtf i cant even spend my last week of premium doing useful shit on dA bc i have tests rip in piece

BASICALLY I GOTTA SORT MY LIFE TOGETHER ILL BE BACK SOON
update on my life
so AS I HAVE STATED in some descriptions everywhere i've started my senior years at school and lmao im gna go and get my license to drive
and then proceed to drive off a cliff
no im joking but holy cRAP OVERLOAD OF WORK?? on mondays i literally go to school from 8am to 8pm how fun being old is so fun
it's literally only been three days and i've already dropped a subject because too much,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 
im so ready for university
: D
: DDD
: DDDDDDD !!!!!! how will i even survive adulthood when idfk what im doing with my life
no ok serious talk now, well uh 
as people who have watched me from like way way before when i previously died for like 10 months, probably already know that i was also overloaded with work back then
so this is a word of warning, i may go on another say 500 year hiatus suddenly, but i will try and remain as active as i possible can 
mainly because my education and what i aim for in university requires most of my mmd time for studying and shit
(i gotta try this year i know its weird im a renowned procrastinator) and i really need to keep my grades top and prime
but with saying that, im laughing because i highly doubt that by my prelim exams im going to even keep this whole studying thing in order and im probably going
to spend the rest of my life living in my basement
i dont have a basement
but dw guys you'll know when i wont come back for a while when i say somewhere that im going on a "semi-hiatus" or a "hiatus" bc im done for by then
u gotta wait like forever for me to climb back in
BUT I WILL TRY TO STAY AS ACTIVE LIKE MAYBE FORTNIGHTLY ACTIVE AT LEAST

now the sappy things
OK MOVING ON FROM THAT 
SO AS I HAVE ALSO STATED SOMEWHERe i've hit 2500+ watchers 
wait what
where when how who why 
what are u people doing
why are you here
wat the frick
but no seriously like wtf thANK YOU ALL SO MUCH????? like i only hit 2000 watchers itself
july last year so it's been almost half a year since i came back from the dead and im already at 2500????
i dont even have any words to expRESS HOW MUCH THANKS I HAVE
but holy shit am i grateful for everyone who randomly stumbled on my profile and were like
'oh hey this person is pretty cool' *watches* bc i am the lamest person you will ever meet but i TRY OK I TRY MY HARDEST
like i know in the past i had my rough periods of times where i was a complete dick like 10/10 dick 
super mega a-hole
very bad
like flaming people and calling people out
and being
a super 
dick
it was horrible lets never remember that
oh and when i use to be u know
immaaweshumbanana
yeah
yeah those days were when i was a complete dick
the forbidden days
i didnt exist until 2015 lets put it like that 
i was like 2
and whoever stuck around during that time like wtf why 
but also fking thank you
for sticking around with me
even when i had shitty edits and stuff that i have all been deleted
u can literally ask me for any old edits really i have no rules on them anymore
fk rules
only if i still have them on my mediafire account though so idk
why would anyone even want my old edits
i shiver everytime
im crying bc i just remembered when i was young and dumb
and the shit i got into and also the shit i created
i actually didnt do a lot of shit i was just a dick who edited things
ah
great times
but its ok now im old and dumb so that's a change
oh and even that period where i died for 10 months only posting 1 or 2 journals PROMISING I'D BE BACK EVERY FREAKING TIME
BUT I NEVER WAS
WHICH WAS KINDA ANNOYING SO I THOUGHT I'D PROBABLY BE LIKE LOSING 200203021301293 WATCHERS
AND PEOPLE STILL CONTINUED TO WATCH ME
AND STILL CONTINUED TO STICK AROUND
anD STILL CONTINUED TO COMMENT ON MY THINGS
AND I CAME BACK OFFICIALLY AND I HAD 2000+ WATCHERS
LIKE WTF
YOU GUYS ARE THE FUCKING BEST
AND NOT ONLY U OLD WATCHERS WHO STAYED
BUT ALSO EVERYONE WHO RECENTLY WATCHED ME
aND ARE READING THIS STUPID JOURNAL
BASICALLY EVERYONE
WHO CLICKED ON A STUPID BUTTON TO SEE ME UPDATE ABOUT MY LIFE AND POST DLs AND WIPS ONCE IN A WHILE
likE THANK You
like even watchers who probably died from their accounts and like probably 2000 of them are like
deactivated accounts or w/e and im probably just making a big deal
out of a number of watchers but really
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone who watches/watched me
liKE EVEN THOSE WHO UNWATCHED ME i forgive u dw man i am 2 lame 4 u
but thanks for watching me to begin with
like literally everyone
thank you so much im so emotional its only 11pm and im like h hHHhehh o hoOOo oOOO 
i spent like forever thinking up what to say but its all just dumb thank yous but well
yeah
i guess i cant really do anything else but be grateful and do my best to stay in contact with everyone
i want to be friends with all of you and literally just talk endlessly forever buT IM LAZY TO REPLY SOMETIMES
BUT I TRY TO i try to communicate with all of u people who communicate with me literally just drop a note somewhere
ask for my skype 
do whatever and i think each and every one of you are great
like wow this is such a dumb journal full of gross shit but seriously 2500 wtf i started editing and shit for the lols but?? what
what
 wh at 
2500 might not even be a big number for some people but just thinking that like 2500+ of u actually like the shit i post
idk its just great like idk this journal iS GETTING SO LONG
BASICALLY THANK YOU GUYS FOR STAYING AROUND AND STUFF AND I HOPE I CAN REMAIN AS ACTIVE AS I CAN FOR A LONG TIME
AND I HOPE I CAN STAY IN TOUCH WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
AND BASICALLY
thank u all 4 being my friends

trust me this was originally way longer but it was getting way too long so i had to 
cut it down and shit
i made it grow a little longer

so td;lr im gna sort of be busy irl
but also thank u everyone for just hanging and chilling and watching me

if u read all that im so sorry but i just wanted to say everything i just said because i dont think i say it enough


maybe ill post the super long shitty one somewhere one day

this is so incredibly stupid i am so stupid

also im working on a 2500 watchers gift so dw im just




lazy

coughs

ok im out i have homework im dying

this journal is like 1300 words long

i aimed for 2500

i have failed
iT'S ALMOST 1:30AM ON THE FIRST OF JAN 2015 HERE IN AUSTRALIA AND I HAVE COME ON JUST TO WISH EVERYONE A GREAT NEW YEAR!!!!!!!! YAY 2015
i laugh at u ppl who are still stuck in 2014
so behind in the times
that was terribly lAME IM SORRY BUT HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS ILL TRY AND GET SOMETHING UP TODAY (but im currently renovating my room so idk pals)
FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY OF THE YEAR YAY
OK BYE
YAY AUSTRALIAN 2015
thanks to everyone whO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY????
????? HOW DO I
GIVE BACK ????????
I FEEL EXTREMELY OLD /notreally
BUT REALLY THANK YOU
THAT IS ALL FOR THIS JOURNAL
IT IS NOW DECEMBER 10TH HERE IN AUSTRALIA