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  • Listening to: She is the Sunlight Trading Yesterday
I know I don't come here often but I was sorting through my old art recently and was wondering if any of you guys were still hanging around here! 
  • Listening to: Hot Air Balloon- Owl City
I'm graduating next week, so I've unstored all 430 of my stored deviations as a little throwback for you guys. Enjoy the cringey art!
  • Listening to: My Wish - Rascal Flatts
Do any of you even remember who I am I feel like I haven't existed here in like 12329183021 years. When did status updates happen ? ???? ? I feel old

I'm not sure what I've even shared here yet tbh but I guess I'll just go all out.

Prom is this Saturday for my school, and I have 23 days of school left, not counting our two days of graduation practice. Everything is going really fast and really slow at the same time and it's really overwhelming. I'm rushing to get scholarships in which is even more stressful ( American Juniors in high school please start writing scholarship essays like now i promise you wont have the motivation or time to do all of them during school and it will save you thousands of dollars if you do it right ). On the brighter side classes for my college are set to start August 29th and I'm more likely than not rooming with SoulOfAnAurora so it should be an interesting experience. 

As much as I know college is stressful as hell and a lot of work, I really am relieved to be ending high school because its at a whole other level of stress. I think living pretty much independently from my parents will really help me in a long run in regards to confidence in myself and my decisions. The biggest downsides are the money, and the fact we can't have pets :( I'm hoping to maybe volunteer at the local SPCA near my college to get my fix for being around animals. 

Also, I'm applying for a scholarship that would allow me to participate in a scientific research study with a professor for 4 years and it'll get me a couple thousand dollars for college too. I'm sending in the application tomorrow, so cross your fingers for me guys!! .3. 

I really wish being able to draw all the time, and I really want to try to continue again sometime, but it's just not in me anymore like it used to be. One day it'll come back :( 

Anyway, thanks for reading guys. <3 
  • Listening to: Burn it Down - Linkin Park
So I get a day of school off because there's a psycho murderer on the loose near me which just happened to make it to the FBI's most wanted list 

Bit scared yeah 

But hey i don't have to start my research essay til monday now. three day weekends, whoop!

Let's hope this whack-job gets captured soon cuz this is insane. Snipers are all over, FBI, swat team, helicopters, tanks. Roads are being closed off where he's been spotted (He's a survivalist and an expert gunsman- never misses apparently.), areas are being evacuated, schools are closing. crazy people, man.. crazy.
  • Listening to: Sleepwalking- Bring Me the Horizon
  • Reading: Mistborn: The Final Empire & The Scarlet Letter
  • Eating: dried pineapples
  • Drinking: Cherry lime water
Low and behold, my left hand has sun poisoning! \.3./ It's very swollen and icky looking. 

15 more days of school left, and then I'll be heading out on vacation! Gonna be going to Iceland, France, Italy, and England! It's quite exciting since I haven't even left this timezone/country before so owo
Plus I'll be able to practice my French for a few days, too. 

Trying to figure out ways to avoid Tumblr while I await receiving City of Heavenly Fire in the mail.. hopefully I'll get it by tomorrow. Crossing my fingers!
  • Reading: Awaiting COHF..
  • Playing: the game of homework
  • Eating: oreo ice cream cake
So City of Heavenly Fire came out today and I wont get my book for at least two more days D: Stupid shipping time... In the mean time I'll be scrolling through Tumblr like it's a minefield of possible spoilers. 

Also I have really bad sunburn and I couldn't move this morning x
Don't go outside kids the sun is not friendly
  • Reading: Awaiting COHF..
  • Watching: my sister play Pokemon Colosseum
  • Drinking: Peach Iced Tea
Posted this awhile ago but maybe some of you missed it or recently got the games! 
I'd like some more friend codes for my friend safari and if you haven't given me yours yet, go on ahead! I'll add everyone!

My Code: 3840-5915-3260
Name: Tessa

For those of you who don't know how to find their friendcode, it's on the home screen of your 3DS with the orange smiley face at the top! Just click on your name and the friend code will be on the top screen. Register someone else's by pressing the register a friend button and choose internet :)
  • Listening to: Collide- Howie Day
  • Reading: Confessions: Private School Murders (J. Patterson)
  • Playing: Pokemon Y
;-; I miss my pm now
  • Listening to: Angel of Music - Phantom of the opera
  • Reading: Pandemonium
  • Playing: Pokemon Y
  • Drinking: Cherry Juice

Pokemon Y

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 13, 2013, 6:19 AM
So I got Pokemon Y yesterday and ahhhh its so AMAZING

the graphics are incredible, using roller skates is INSANELY FAST so its so easy to get around

I love the super training, and Pokemon amie and its so fun to discover the new pokemon!

If anyone wants to exchange friend codes that hasn't already, mine is 3840-5915-3260 ! Tell me yours in the comments and we'll exchange :P

Right now my team consists of:
A Male Braixen named Ignatius
A Male Riolu named Amaranthe
A Male Fletchinder named Molten
A Female Pikachu named Luxe (may replace with helioptile once I find one)
A Male Wartortle named Artie

and eventually I hope to find Goomy or Skrelp .3.

  • Reading: Pandemonium
  • Playing: Pokemon Y

Do you own a 3ds?

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 11, 2013, 8:17 PM
if so, can we exchange friend codes? :D 

Mine is 3840-5915-3260 

If you add me send me your code so I can add you :heart: 

much appreciated! It's needed for Pokemon c:

  • Reading: Pandemonium
  • Eating: mini starbursts

Let me tell a life story because I'm inactive!

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 1, 2013, 4:35 PM
Hey guys! I haven't been very active -- at all-- lately, but I wanted you guys to know I am for the most part alive by telling you some things that have been going on. 

I'm also procrastinating on homework shh

I've literally been swamped with homework, sometimes to the point of just crying in frustration and resorting to a nap

Like, I'll start homework when I get home from school
and sometimes not finish until when I go to bed at 11pm

Yes, I take some breaks, but really.. how could I not? I need to eat, I need to relax my mind with music/tumblr occasionally or just get up and walk around. 

So yeah, no life anymore. Thanks a lot, school. 
As much as I love learning about biology... gosh, that class is awful. Anywhere from 3-7 outlines like, every night which can take up to five hours sometimes. Plus he puts other assignments on there too, like a lab report, or filling out a word web. Do teachers even realize we have other classes with other homework? 

Algebra 2 is just... blegh. Algebra is easy to me this year, its just.. the teacher is awful, frankly. She's nice, but doesn't know how to teach. Nor explain, nor give notes well. It's pretty much figure it out on your own. She doesn't even give answers to the homework, so who knows if I'm wrong? She pretty much relies on the calculators 24/7 which is annoying

Civics surprisingly I actually enjoy, what. I dunno... my teacher is just.. really easy to listen to, I guess? She's never really yelled or gotten too angry, and she tells us she loves us and such ;v; 
She treats the class like a family and thinks of the students as her children... its just.. its a really warm environment. 
She really cares about people.
I almost cried today in class and the rest of the class probably did too and adjlaskdsa 
I didn't like it too much but I understand her intention. We had to share "what gives us hope" then she went into a speech about letting it all out, doing good things, having hope, etc. I had pains in my throat and chest trying not to cry asdfghjklds
She luckily doesn't give as much homework as she did in the beginning of the year, thank goodness..

French is at its usual-- last block so my teacher gets super pissed at every little thing and I'm just sitting there quietly suffering while she calls us all stupid idiots who don't know any french and shouldn't be in french 4 and ugh. ;; I hear it every day and it's just.. it hurts, even though it's not entirely directed at me I still feel like if the entire class doesn't remember something, clearly its the /teacher/'s fault, NOT the students fault. She expects us to remember one single lesson from 3rd chapter in french /2/ when we haven't even spoken about it since we were on that chapter. blarggghhhhhhhhh

Then today I went to Green Team and we're planning out making fliers and t-shirts and wristbands-to-sell. We went outside to tend to the garden and discovered that  two praying mantises had taken residence in our marigolds :o They're really interesting looking... 
One of the guys in the team picked it up and I got to pet its little arms UuU They're so funny
Then of course the boys tried setting up a mantis fight between the two. 
and the more aggressive one just charged the other, slapped it, then ran away to eat a bumblebee, leaving the other one confused and rejected.

Then we tried taking a group photo and me, SoulOfAnAurora and miyumicat all lost our balance and for the most part fell off the garden sides and into the fence OTL 

I also threw a tomato at miyumi but she didn't appreciate that much so I wont talk about it xxx

My birthday is in 11 days omg asdkjlasd gonna be 16 and old fart. ( I KNOW A LOT OF YOU GUYS ARE OLDER THAN ME OKAY BUT I STILL FEEL OLD)

Now I'm just home doing homework to the end of the night
fun fun fun


I always wake up like this  photo WakeupSad_zps309ca9a7.gif then the rest of my day is like  photo tissuecry_zpsf6966d4f.gif then at some random burst of energy  photo SOHAPPEH_zpsc9e0f838.gif
then its gone 
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then homework 
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On my way to bed:
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  • Listening to: To Build A Home - Cinematic Orchestra
  • Reading: The Midnight Heir

10th Grade

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 3, 2013, 6:15 PM
What a major turn of events.. I'm getting old. I'm gonna be old enough to get my drivers permit in a month! /scared

My first day
was a mix of things 
we got new buses, and they're really strange  and tall and I feel extremely tiny inside of them. 

My Bio teacher is really nice, he seems like a pleasant guy (much to my relief being away from my science teacher last year, who was awful beyond everything) 
The people in my classes aren't too bad yet, but the first few days are always quiet. They always get annoying after awhile.

We had a positive behavior support assembly that shows a long video about anti-bullying and goal setting and I really lost faith in humanity when people in the crowd started laughing at the people in the video, laughing at the homeless girl because she was overweight, laughing at the blind girl for multiple reasons. It just sickened me. How do you just... entirely miss the point of that presentation? 

Yeah so anyway we went back to Bio for like another hour and we did group activities and I have concluded I have no idea about cars or football (no surprise really) because we were making lists and thinking of as many things under one topic as possible and "dog breeds" and "local wild animals" and "disney characters" was filled to the brig and cars and football had like

I skipped Algebra sooooo I went to civics after getting lost because the room was in a separate hallway by the library AND THE TEACHER LOOKS LIKE MY MOTHER ITS KIND OF FREAKY.
She's also a retired parole officer. JOY. 
She seems nice so far though
of course,
so did my science teacher last year, but that turned out to be 250% wrong

I had lunch and sat with :iconsace97: and my other friend Chelsea. 
and then I got assigned a three page civics essay due friday no wikipedia all sources woohoo -.- happy first day to me. 

Then I went to french which was nice because I already knew the teacher from last year and she likes me so u.u 
Only drawback is we had to write sentences in french AND I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ITS BEEN LIKE THREE MONTHS GIVE ME A BREAK.
my backpack is seriously heavy 
and I dont even have my math book in it yet. This year is going to be 100% back pain and 200% work

and ummm yeah that's mostly it?
But now I cant log onto the school website to do my homework
this sucks.

Also my Spring Schedule for those who go to my school..

English 10
Digital Art & Photo
7th Lunch
AP French 5

  • Listening to: Superman - Five for Fighting
  • Reading: Rereading City of Glass+reading The Midnight Heir
  • Watching: Supernatural season 4
  • Eating: apple
  • Drinking: wild cherry sparkling water

Saw City of Bones last night

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 21, 2013, 6:18 PM
It was seriously amazing!  I definitely recommend going to see it :D 

The only thing that is ticking me off is the critics and their reviews. They're completely bashing on the entire movie and marking it off as "another stupid teen movie which is just wanna-be twilight, harry potter, and hunger games" 

When, to be honest, it is nothing like any of them at all. It's its own unique story. Shadowhunters! No one has done that before, so how can they call it uncreative? 

Seriously though, go watch it. Everyone who isn't a bullying critic adult who hates on YA movies loved it. (Everyone I've talked to, basically, on tumblr. There were some parts that may have been iffy, but overall it was great!) 

I'm actually going to be seeing it again probably this weekend with my mum.
This time I'll remember my glasses so I can actually follow the action scenes without my eyes blurring out. OTL 

  • Listening to: Only Hope - Secondhand Serenade
  • Watching: Supernatural season 2


Journal Entry: Sat Aug 17, 2013, 9:53 PM
Switching to a different blog on tumblr is the hardest decision of my life and now I have to risk giving up 200+ followers who are too lazy to  refollow me :iconsadfaceplz:

  • Watching: Supernatural season 1

This is why I'm not cool

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 16, 2013, 6:39 PM
The only thing watching Supernatural has proven to me is that I am a wimp when it comes to scary things 


  • Reading: TMI stuff
  • Watching: Supernatural season 1

Dyed my hair today

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 11, 2013, 8:23 PM
So, I dyed my hair red today u.u It was interesting, since this is the first time I've dyed my whole head. 

I started with a little bit to see how the color would hold without bleaching my hair: 
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So that was a success I'd say! 
Here are the final pictures: 
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  • Listening to: Music Box songs
  • Playing: Robot Unicorn Attack


Journal Entry: Thu Aug 8, 2013, 3:29 PM
For those who didn't know (pokemon xy spoilers upcoming)
Mega-Evolutions/ "Megalutions" have been confirmed!

I'm so excited now! My Lucario bby gets to have an awesome new form! :D 

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ahh I can't wait until October asdkasdjlasda

  • Listening to: A Thousand Years (Piano Cover)

City of Bones!

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 7, 2013, 2:12 PM
To those who don't know, The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones movie comes out in two weeks!

August 21st, 2013-August 28th, 2013 is opening week, and I really want you guys to go! 

If you haven't read the book, go on and do it now! I promise you, it's the most amazing book you'll ever read and you won't even hesitate to pick up the next in the series! I'll post the movie synopsis if you're curious at the bottom!

If you're not really a reader, go anyway! :D From all of the trailers, sneak peaks and clips I've seen so far, it looks amazing.

I really want this movie to do great in the box office! It really deserves more publicity! I mean, if this gif alone doesn't get you, I don't know what will: 
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Badass mother of the year goes toooooo...!

But seriously, the actors are adorable goofballs 
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Look at this beautiful man.

So seriously,
when the movies out
go see it opening week
bring all your friends family neighbors strangers and their dog. I will love you forever<3 (I already do but this would be more!)

Movie Synopsis:

Set in contemporary New York City, a seemingly ordinary teenager, Clary Fray (Lily Collins), discovers she is the descendant of a line of Shadowhunters, a secret cadre of young half-angel warriors locked in an ancient battle to protect our world from demons. After the disappearance of her mother (Lena Headey), Clary must join forces with a group of Shadowhunters, who introduce her to a dangerous alternate New York called Downworld, filled with demons, warlocks, vampires, werewolves and other deadly creatures. Based on the worldwide best-selling book series.

Book Synopsis

When fifteen-year-old Clary Fray heads out to the Pandemonium Club in New York City, she hardly expects to witness a murder—much less a murder committed by three teenagers covered with strange tattoos and brandishing bizarre weapons. Then the body disappears into thin air. It's hard to call the police when the murderers are invisible to everyone else and when there is nothing—not even a smear of blood—to show that a boy has died. Or was he a boy?

This is Clary's first meeting with the Shadowhunters, warriors dedicated to ridding the earth of demons. It's also her first encounter with Jace, a Shadowhunter who looks a little like an angel and acts a lot like a jerk. Within twenty-four hours Clary is pulled into Jace's world with a vengeance, when her mother disappears and Clary herself is attacked by a demon. But why would demons be interested in ordinary mundanes like Clary and her mother? And how did Clary suddenly get the Sight? The Shadowhunters would like to know. . . 

  • Reading: Victorious
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Blue Gatorade

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 4, 2013, 10:17 PM
To be honest I really miss my close friends here on dA it's like I don't even know what's going on in your lives and i miss talking to you all and sahdksadlasjd


come back
I love you guys
talk to me

tumblr me 


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  • Listening to: I Wont Give Up - Jason Mraz
  • Reading: Sea of Monsters
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Drinking: Red Gatorade