"This is can’t be really HAPPENING!"
After she investigated the dark side of her ancestry from the 17th century to 20th century.
After she read the forbidden works like Book of Eibon, De Vermis Mysteriis, Cultes des Goules, Pnakotic Manuscripts, Unaussprechlichen Kulten and the dread Necronomicon.
Since she look at the painting of the ancient city that far beyond to the Egyptian civilization and look alike Cyclopean. She see the another painting of the ancient city in the Ice Age. And she found some antiquity that have some forgotten languages of Hyborian and Hyperborean.
But when she read the Necronomicon and learn that fact of her late grandfather have know this book was written by mad Arab, Abdul Alhazred.
All of these thing she have know too much. She realized that the Humanity doesn’t care the laws of the natures, the inconceivable, the eldritch, the incomprehensible of Great Old Ones and she know the horror from the outer space and the dark side of Pluto. And the sketchs of "organic things". And the abhorrent quote she had heard:
"ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn"
"In his house at R'lyeh dead Cthulhu lies dreaming."