My precious Angel who guides me; brings to my face a smile that will never fade. I told her for two days ago that she is my Agnes. Every time I think about her I smile. Around her I lose my words. I could stare at her for hours. We met at work, and I made my move when she said she was hungry... From there we grew, we had our first kiss during "Big Fish" June 28th became our official day. I want so for her to stay happy. We have grown so much in so little time…….
My whole life I've been "The Jester" always trying to help people. Always trying to put a smile on everyones face; now I found someone who brings a smile to my face, even when she doesn't try. Just her very presence brings has healing properties. Once I was drawn to people in desperate need of my help, those with a deep depression coursing through their lives. I was drawn to these people, I gave a piece of myself to make them happy. My heart, mind and soul pulled down so low. I had to know the sorrow that these people felt. Aga
A long time ago in a land long forgotten
Lived a maiden by the name of Willow
She grew up sheltered
Never tasting the sweetness of love
She prayed each night
For a bow to come
Her dreams were filled with the hope of love
Each morning she awoke hoping dreams came true
One day while she enjoyed
The serenity of her parent's garden
A stranger came riding on a steed as black as night
Asking for directions to the nearest inn
"Sir!" The maiden asked in a voice as sweet as honey
"Sir what brings you to this place?"
"I'm a scholar. I'm here to enlighten people."
He said trying to put an air of sophistication in his voice
"If you were a real scholar you wouldn't need to tell people you were one; you'd merely say something wise." The maiden said grinning all the while.
"My lady sometimes there is wisdom in things left unsaid."
"Are you a religious man?"
"You mean do I believe in God? Yes I do!"
"Do you believe that a Messiah will come?"
"A wise man doesn't seek to reach the Divine at its narrowes
Real Letters I have received
All these letters refer to the same incident which occurred August of 1997... I know it's old, but it helped me to become the person that I am...
My friend Harry wrote this too me after I was accused by Melissa of a crime I didn't commit:
"I dont care whether or not you called Melissa. Sarah will not believe
you over Melissa. Melissa does not want to talk to you because she
thinks you are an immature asshole. Sarah does not want to talk to you because you called her house too much, her mom said you are worse than watson, and you have lied to her, and shes sees nothing she has in common with you. I do not want to talk to you because you call too much, which angers my parents and bothers my family, you have pissed off my girlfriend and annoyed my new friend and instead of just stopping you continue. Please do not call my house again and leave stupid messages on my machine, if my parents heard that message you would be on call block r
Many times when I have cared for someone I feared to tell them
Always trying to hide behind a mask
Running away from my own feelings
Injury only seemed to come
Everything crashes down
Sweetness I've never tasted
Many things rarely felt
Injury few and far between
Times spent together are wonderful
Happiness Pure Happiness
"The word listen contains the same letters as silent..."
I'm silent now
Ready to listen to the
Pain locked inside of you
How can I explain the past?
I was a fool
Everything seemed so foreign to me
Everything was coming down on me
Everything was coming down on you too
So I understand why you acted as you did toward my actions
Why I'm here without your friendship
It feels like blood I can't remove from my hands
It feels like a never-ending rainstorm
Filling me up inside
The tears just won't come
I'm silent now
Ready to listen to you
To your wisdom
I know you've had it hard
Enlighten me please
Teach me the things you never could before
Teach me about
Friendship, devotion, and trust
Let me show you that I've learned