Without going into my past, I'd just like to apologize to any and all I've hurt while I was hurting.
I am sorry. I am responsible for my actions as an adult, I know, but it's hard to see what you're doing to others through a haze of your own pain. This past year and a half, I feel like I've woken up from decades of sleepwalking. A self-induced mental hibernation to deal with pain. The mountain is still there, but I have climbed a great deal of it and to anyone I hurt, again, I am sorry. I don't expect forgiveness, but I hope you can understand that I was unwell.