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Mild vent, but I feel it should be said... by Scarfinstein, journal

-Vent Post- Anyone ever feel like there’s a voice in ur head telling you that your already a failure? Just give up already, Your life is worthless… Then the voice starts comparing you to others. And by you I mean me. The voice always puts me on a pedestal. I’m always comparing myself to people who are older than me, more experienced at things than me, and Ik that ofc they are better at some things than me. But the damage is already done. I still feel sad in the end, I still feel anxious. I keep thinking about all the things I want, even though I have my whole life ahead for me. And the more things I think about, the more I realize, I don’t know what I want. I want happiness ofc, but is that it? Whey are problems so hard to put into words? It’s 1 am for me and I’m posting my problems on DA. I can’t help but wonder what younger me would think about this. Even though life can be hell, a lot. I have to remember. No matter how happy I was back then, I was naïve. I am proud to see

My birthday wishlist 2022 (December 23) by BriaDDraws, journal

Dude seeing how much I’ve changed over Covid makes me wanna mother freaking cry i used to be so sociable and happy (sorta) and Had no problems interacting with people now? i get a hella lot anxiety and it doesn’t help that I haven’t had practice over the years (cuz I have never gone to school I’m home schooled lol) Covid just gave me more reasons to be on edge bro fr i thought my parents were gonna get sick again and possibly fucking die do you know how much stress that was? oh my god i cried almost every night just thinking about it i lost all my friends and I had no way of contacting them cuz we never exchanged numbers and my and their parents never interacted i don’t even know if they’re still fucking alive dude i guess with Covid and having to stay inside really shows how much just not talking to people can effect you and others man damn i miss the old me so fucking much she was happy (again sorta but still, happy) and didn’t get anxious so often about just going to buy
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  • Sep 16
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20yo autistic artist who likes drawing cartoons. My favorites are Pokémon, Cookie Run, My Hero Academia and League of Legends. The biggest inspirations for my works include Hearthstone, ReallyDarkAndWindie's Fakemon and TipsyRaid3n's old type chart.

I created my own series named Hueland where I make thousands of random cartoon characters who are meta-aware. I like designing Huelanders, they effectively serve as diary entries for my life.

I like making fanart and gifts for other artists, but I'm very insecure and hate being alone.

I've been a fan of League of Legends, both by playing it and reading the lore of the characters. Somehow I gathered a bunch of royalty-free music tracks and associated them with each playable League champion (and some exclusive champions not in the MOBA). The themes chosen are based on the character's backstory, culture, personality or voice, or how one would feel when encountering them. Though some I have trouble choosing a matching theme for (Udyr is the most difficult right now). Alistar: Silent Partner - Let Her In https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55Ag7tkck3s Annie: Patrick Patrikios - You Should https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIjOSJlvg-E Ashe: Patrick Patrikios - Cold Water https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2tnUTHtbiw Fiddlesticks: Sir Cubsworth - Monster at the Door https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYT0c_0JUvY Jax: SefChol - Raging Streets https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9fW-vKAvWA Kayle: Sir Cubsworth - Magical Triumph https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvQYTO0b-4w Master Yi:
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Well will you look at that I just reached 200 watchers
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As you may have seen, since this year's Art Fight ended (I'm JC1234TheToonist on AF as well by the way) I've started making birthday gift art for others and I've already made some for several people already. But these gifts in particular were made for people who participated in Art Fight 2022 (Bloom and Wither), mainly those whom I directly interacted with (commenting on my attacks, attacking/revenging me or talking with me post-AF) or made birthday requests on DeviantArt. I made this project to express my appreciation to the people I met during the AF period even after it's long over, and giving them a gift meaningful to them on their special day. It all started with "Posing with the Edgy Boys" which was made on the same day as reveal day. Wither may have ended up losing, but I ended the day on a happy note knowing I made someone really happy. And yeah, I've already decided on who I'll be making gifts for. I'm making gifts for both Bloom and Wither members, since this ultimately
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Happy belated Birthday! :)


May all your birthday wishes be swell!

Great golly gosh love, hugs and kisses...

- Anna (Nekochan087)


It's September 16th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly @birthdays team!

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