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Flower Moon

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Flower Moon

tonight’s a night for heavy guitar riffs a gathering of adjectives blurry vision from eyes rubbed too hard there are no stars no wildflowers blooming only a great schism of dirt and we’re closed today sorry for the inconvenience maybe only if you’re looking for an apology if not, well, we’re just closed for the foreseeable future and there’s a processing delay a break in the chain a miscalculation of feelings and discarded hypotheses this is not the intended outcome for my feelings: lost and discarded seeds scattered to the wind
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Cocoon

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Cocoon

and I can’t think of a better thing to say as I lie on the edge of the bed, drifting between the here and the when and so I keep my thoughts to myself as I count the seconds until it’s time to check out of here and there’s room service knocking on the doors of my brain again time to sweep the cobwebs change the linens again someone’s rifling through my drawers again you’re pulling ideas from my shuttered memories propping me up against past experiences again staging scenes after blackout curtain calls and here I go again dancing barefoot around the room crinkle your nose over burning toast and Styrofoam cups
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10:46

10:46

let's begin with an image, paint a picture in your aching head: in some other time, you're strewn across the couch like fresh laundry: warm, mismatched, and ill-fitting a comforting routine in an old life that's soon to be folded over somewhere, music plays in the background perhaps it's just the ghosts phoning it in over the static of someone else's experience and i've had too much time to think too much time on my hands wrinkles, life, and love lines--little red threads for things i refuse to remember tug them and i'll unravel at the seams for you heart lines dripping outside the bleed a pile of hand-me-downs stuffed into a box for someone else to try on to rip the sleeves off and stitch them into someone new this idea is discounted to make room on the shelf for a shinier, newer model of my subconscious that someone will buy off the shelf and upcycle into a fully-fledged experience: a wicker chair masquerading as bedroom furniture oh, how i don't belong
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Snow Moon

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Snow Moon

i suppose it's fitting to only dream of you in cycles when future parts of me are dying prematurely, set adrift into an endless eternity of moon tides that ebb and flow my head and heart are in constant argument over a callous and lonely stasis that likely ends with me how fitting it would be, though, if we could just-- until then, good night
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Penumbra

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Penumbra

we walk along in shadow touch the coolness of her face in abundance, we practice gratitude and graceful speech syllables in foreign mouths that taste too sweet to be ours we dance on wobbly legs in skirts that cannot hide our claws--take her hand won't you every moon is ours the full, the new, the one you like best which is it won't you tell me or have you forgotten the dark every instrument, a fiddle every face, the same every song, endless and finite traipsing through your brain watch your step, fine one you don't need eyes to see the lace underneath unravel unravel we've practiced just for you today, a glove tomorrow, a groom an endin
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2

2

i struggle with the concept of conflict resolution these words, tiny declarations of war mounting in heaps between us soon it's a battle over what i meant and what you thought i said our separation is marked with long pauses and even longer sighs gestures of disconnection awkward hugs and light taps on the back ten paces and i can feel your heart disbanding i admit to myself in solitude that we are breaking at the seams connecting on some other existence seeking common ground in someone else's space a relationship with the present sense of urgency concerning a partnership that neither of us quite understand if i didn't know better, i'd cal
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Eclipse

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Eclipse

gone are the seabirds and gone is the sun gone are songbirds and gone is the moon gone are the flowers and gone is the breeze gone are the shadows and gone is the year and where will you be when the stars go out see the oldest grow tired of watching the others queue up into neat constellations and trackable systems--there's a return for us somewhere wear your evening best and your favorite scent of wildfires and the charred remains of the equinoxes dress me in hollies and discarded feathers, fur blowing along the barbed wire, the affection of a buckshot that separates the forest from your plate and we can walk under the syzygy of war swi
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On Rare Occasions, Sure

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On Rare Occasions, Sure

this is a poem for you as all poems sometimes are yes, the morning poems and the evening poems and it's open to interpretation--if you wish or maybe and or but or hmm consider my intent, if you'd like question the line breaks and word choice and all the things that i didn't write (that's subtext--context cues, sure) you probably want to ask about things that aren't written and that's okay, too questions like, "how are you doing?" or, "are all of these poems really about me because that's obsessive and sort of uncomfortable?" yes, these poems are for you, but-- there's your but, your wait, your moment of pause, take a breath-- but note 'some
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Good morning. Good night.

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Good morning. Good night.

The Sun returns my love in freckles and burns, in heat and sweat and a permanent flush across my cheeks. And I daydream of things I cannot have, like your weight upon me. The laughter of crows echoes across dried lakes and scorched grass. The breeze carries the sweetness of withering magnolias and I-- I think of you in stillness, beneath a moon I cannot see, in cool and comfortable darkness when I'm meant to be asleep. And if I listen closely to the quiet, well. The Night returns your love in intrusive thoughts and lavender dreams and strange shapes upon the walls. Sometimes, I feel a soft finger down my spine or the brush of hair from my
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Flower Moon

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Flower Moon

tonight’s a night for heavy guitar riffs a gathering of adjectives blurry vision from eyes rubbed too hard there are no stars no wildflowers blooming only a great schism of dirt and we’re closed today sorry for the inconvenience maybe only if you’re looking for an apology if not, well, we’re just closed for the foreseeable future and there’s a processing delay a break in the chain a miscalculation of feelings and discarded hypotheses this is not the intended outcome for my feelings: lost and discarded seeds scattered to the wind
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Cocoon

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Cocoon

and I can’t think of a better thing to say as I lie on the edge of the bed, drifting between the here and the when and so I keep my thoughts to myself as I count the seconds until it’s time to check out of here and there’s room service knocking on the doors of my brain again time to sweep the cobwebs change the linens again someone’s rifling through my drawers again you’re pulling ideas from my shuttered memories propping me up against past experiences again staging scenes after blackout curtain calls and here I go again dancing barefoot around the room crinkle your nose over burning toast and Styrofoam cups
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Spotlight

An Hour for an Hour

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An Hour for an Hour

If I could contain the universe in an hour, in a minute, in a room, I’d fit it with mirrors, drape it in satin, drown it in champagne, stuff it in pink crinoline, and set it up spinning. Ours is a dizzy waltz of missed signals and broken dreams. All those afternoons strutting about an eight-hundred-thread-count queen, holding court with flushed cheeks and sweaty palms. “Courtesy please. Do not disturb.” Oh, but who am I now, my darling? An unwelcome guest, stealing away your sunset. With no heart to call my own, I’ve no use for your bedroom eyes or your nesting sighs still echoing in the hollow thickets of my soul.
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