Good evening! I came to say a little why I have not posted many drawings.
( And sorry my bad english... :[ )
I'm in a very delicate depression phase ... I've even almost reached the point of trying to kill myself ... For obvious reasons: Social, family, love. And a little of everything that happened in my life caused where I came from .. In depression. And it started as a small child, I suffer bullying and I always kept things that happened to me because I felt strange about other colleagues.
Art certainly was one of the ways that made me escape the depression. Whenever I felt sad, I drew what I felt. When I was happy, I also drew what inspired me. Of everything I spent I recorded in drawings.
The point is, over the years, my self-esteem has declined. I did not work for almost a year, nor did I always have many successes when I started commissions last year for the first time.
In time I was without any stimulus and things seemed to be increasingly empty for me, to the point that nothing came out of my head to draw. I did not feel like it. I felt that my soul was dying every time I wanted to trap myself in bed and not get up.
Because of this depression, I must make some changes. Starting with the commissions.
From July or August, I must stop commissions; I must find another means of encouragement, and it is not always with money that I have it. I need to create some personal project, something that makes me stick with the drawings. So that in the future I will again commisions.
Maybe even in the middle of these projects, I make another drawing contest as I did with the Von Krones.
I am only with a commission in process, in the case of PawRZ
. I must say my deepest feelings about my recent complications, but that I am still striving to deliver your drawing as soon as possible.
I hope you understand. And I believe there must be people who feel the same way.
What I can tell them is ... Do not give up. </3