Wake up, it's a fresh start. Brush your teeth, comb your hair. In an hours time you'll step out into the big, wide world. Then you'll be shut in a box until it gets dark. You'll do dull things on behalf of exciting people. This is who you are. This is the life you lead.
The average person always seems so sure of their motives and where their journey will lead them. The average person takes life by the horns and guides it in the direction they want to go, but what if you are different?
I can take a white sheet and paint any scene that comes to my mind, I can create joy, I can create sorrow, I can paint a bustling city scene or a fantasy realm rules by dragons and knights. I can envision and reflect anything, yet I cannot imagine where my life will lead me. Some people call this being free and creative, yet it leads me to feel isolated, lost and confused. Routine makes me nervous, yet mess makes me stressed.
I woke up late that morning, I didn't care much. Muddy light poured in between t