We need chaos in our lives, we crave destruction, we beg for catastrophe, because if we don't have these things to act as a form of exorcism or catalyst for us; we start to notice these things in ourselves. And that's what we don't want. You see we can deal with wars, we can deal with terrorism, we can deal with stock market collapse, and economic collapse, we can deal with these things. But once we start to notice this chaos within ourselves? That's what were really afraid of. We'll take a million September 11th's over one moment of true insight towards our self-hate.