Every now and then i find myself remembering a collected state of emotion i once put aside.
Think of it as a growing tumor that explodes.
I suppose this is a moment of growth, or maybe a moment of expansion or depression.
Some grow by the minute,hour,day.
I suppose mine ticks like a time-bomb. Growing and growing before it gives in.
Then a rush of feelings, emotions, memories, grudges, fear, gorge my mind and spirit.
Take it as a reality check, life check, rationality check.
I walk my life some days feeling like I've dodged bullets.
And soon there will be the that that all those fragments of lead would liquidate together, and soli