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Published: June 30, 2012
This was supposed to be a vent, But, I realized...
"What's the point on writting a vent? If nobody will actually care" c:
I know I have many friends... But another thing is "I am stupid... And such a pussy... Why would they even care on a stupid vent?" c:
I feel like tears want to come out and make a river on my face... I am not gonna let them out... I am smiling, trying to hide it...
I don't really know... I have friends, maybe just a few are true friends...
I told myself to not make a vent journal again... But I made one this afternoon, that no one actually read... So I deleted it, it was useless... c:
I guess I'm just another sensitive guy, who is a bullying victim in school, and because of that I have low self steem and grades...
I wanted to draw something, but I'm way to depressed to even grab a pen and start sketching...
I try to hide my feelings and thought from everyone... I just can't...
I've been listening to this since I started to feel like this (10:00 pm (GTM-4:00)) www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ncOKR…
It despresses me, and somehow, it calms me...

I wonder what I did to you, "CX"... (Using a 2 letters nickname for somebody with those Two letters in their [nick]name)
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No... Not really...
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Ebony-FeatherStudent General Artist
Awwww Luisitop!

I hope you feel better soon!!!
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Thanks Honeydew...
I am actually feeling a bit better now. c:
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Ebony-FeatherStudent General Artist
Np =3!!
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constell8ionStudent General Artist
I really wish there was something I could do for you. TT~TT

Music is a great medicine. I myself love Renard's music. <3 All I can say is keep listening to music that makes you feel good and look forward to sunnier days, ok?
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It's okay...

Yeah, Renard music is... EPIC! I can't really decide between his main character (Renard), Jackal queenston, Mayhem, or Emoticon... I will try to listen to the music I like the most...
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constell8ionStudent General Artist
I love NegaRen, Mayhem, and Klippa omg. ;v;
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