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5 AM
Haven't slept a single minute
Elsword North America server is down
Hallucinating
May say some random things

*groans*
  • Listening to: Darude - Sandstorm
  • Reading: Sandude - Darstorm
  • Watching: Sarude - Dandstorm
yet...

Yeah, It has been like 4 months since my last activity.
And it's actually been around 3 weeks since I turned 18. old idiot

So yeah, I'll be drawing some stuff and posting kisekae things...

wow what a nice and explicative journal
it's 1 AM and I'm not usually creative. I even thought to cancel the profile thing for my OCs (Which I lost and remade)

I'm more likely to make a FAQ instead, it's easier, and I can only answer things asked to me. Their reference/"profile" are gonna only have basics. Full name, Age, Gender. Stuff that simple.
  • Listening to: Darude - Sandstorm
  • Reading: Sandude - Darstorm
  • Watching: Sarude - Dandstorm
  • Listening to: Dance Clubbin'
I was grounded for around 5 days. And I got the laptop back now.
Guess what...

I DECIDED TO DRAW AGAIN! AND I'M NOT FAILING SO HARD! YEEEEEE
I drew around 3 chibi sketches not counting the ones I decided to scrap since they looked like crap And I LOVE how they turned out. (Counting that I didn't draw for around 2 years until now.)

They look sh*tty... But, It's better than nothing. Now I just need to improve. To the point where I can draw almost as good as sempai ( Kyu-Sha )

Even though I don't have a camera, And my scanner doesn't have the wire to plug it to the laptop. I'll find a way to upload them later...












:iconyeahplz:</s>
  • Listening to: B-Complex Playlist
  • Reading: Funny tumblr posts
  • Watching: Anime
  • Playing: Elsword (NA server)
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Mtn Dew
I got like 4 new watchers during my incativity. And now I'm not sure if I should Go to their profiles and thank them. Or just curl in a corner.
  • Listening to: B-Complex Playlist
  • Reading: Funny tumblr posts
  • Watching: Anime
  • Playing: Elsword (NA server)
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Mtn Dew
That scratched thing in my last journal. (Check the end to understand of my previous journal)

It was that, or no one noticed since it was late when I posted it. :iconcraiplz:
  • Listening to: B-Complex Playlist
  • Reading: Funny tumblr posts
  • Watching: Anime
  • Playing: Elsword (NA server)
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Mtn Dew
Heheh Guess. I'm back now.

Since It's been long enough, Now it's my time to return. Urrrk...

ANYWAY, Since I already have some stuff planned out for how I'm gonna rise I'll just have What I'll do in a list down there.

To do List:
:bulletblue: Draw daily in order to draw how I used to draw.
:bulletblue:Make and upload References of my new OCs (All humans)
:bulletblue:Revamp OLD References of my OCs. (Furries, Names will be changed too)
:bulletblue:Create a story about my Human OCs Lifestory

This and more. When I actually make progress.

Guess nobody missed me. Huh? |D
Don't mind me I'll just upload a pic of my 3 OCs.

So yeah... I'm kinda back... Trying to figure out what to draw... *Awkward laugh* Haha, Yeap... |D

I guess nobody missed me.|'D

Aaaanyway... I'll do some write updates and shtuff whenever anyone wants me to... Or the thursday, the same day I may upload some sh*t-art. When I get my glasses. 'Cause my eyes are hurting me a lot more. I was supposed to get them today.

Uhhh... I guess that's all for now.

BTW, My hair is like tAVROS' hair. :icontavrosplz:

Now a joke! :D

What's the difference between being hungry and horny?

Krismay: Say what?

IS WHERE YOU PUT THE CUCU-

Krismay: NOPE! Done with the Journal!

FLM... |D
  • Listening to: People laughing
  • Reading: Pawrn :3
  • Watching: People die
  • Playing: ELSWOOOOORD
  • Eating: I&#039;m always hungry
  • Drinking: Milk... :eyes:
MY MOM IS BEING A BITCH AND SHE MAY TAKE THE INTERNET DOWN!!!! D:<
AND JUST WHEN I GOT IN  LOVE WITH THE BOONDOCKS!!!
aw well, i might draw stuff during this thing
ALSO I FOUND THIS LAPFOX RETIRED CHARACTER CALLED JAQL
RENARD! WHY!? JAQL WAS AWESOME!!
  • Listening to: Voices in my head
  • Reading: Painful thoughts
  • Watching: Horrible things
  • Playing: With my mind
  • Eating: Flipped tables
  • Drinking: My own tears
[[Hello i am hacker 302, I use an advanced setup to find passwords on anything. that means I can hack you easily, i have hacked *NetZe and !DAFeatureForPoints ~ZacharyRylend ~Colbenluvzzach and you may be next. Repost this in your journal before i find you next, if you do you might be safe..

you better hurry before i find you

i see every one who views this, i will hack you if you do not repost.]]

I don't wanna be a Victim! ; m ;
  • Listening to: Voices in my head
  • Reading: Painful thoughts
  • Watching: Horrible things
  • Playing: With my mind
  • Eating: Flipped tables
  • Drinking: My own tears
I was reading some Sadstuck facts and I cried myself out. Now I don't pity myself (So much).
Anyway, I'm just gonna try to move on and ignore/try harder.

But if I suddenly leave out of the nothing...
My mom sentenced me to a life without internet QwQ
  • Listening to: Voices in my head
  • Reading: Painful thoughts
  • Watching: Horrible things
  • Playing: With my mind
  • Eating: Flipped tables
  • Drinking: My own tears
Why?
There is many shit happening in my life and I can't just handle it...
My mom is over me, forcing me To read the bible and religious stuff... It bothers me because when I'm forced to do something I make 180 degrees and do the opposite of it...
and another reason is because my mind somehow hurts, because i want to befriend with someone. well, with various persons.  but i can't because my fucking shyness is interfering and i can't handle that shit anymore.

I will try to be on Skype and Youtube. I'll just leave dA for some time, Till all the shit happens or my shitty mood is out for good. I'm such a fucking emo. I should just kill myself and stop all this suffering.

Well, So... Bye guys... See you later...

SHH! SHUT UP ASSHOLE! NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU!
i know but, i still want to let at least one person to know.
I'M SUCH A LOSER!
fuck off luisitop.
  • Listening to: Voices in my head
  • Reading: Painful thoughts
  • Watching: Horrible things
  • Playing: With my mind
  • Eating: Myself
  • Drinking: My own tears
Elliot!! You will NEVER stop me!! >:3

Name: Luis
Gender: You must be Prof. Oak... XD ♂Male
Age: 15
Birthday: September 14th, 1996
School/Grade: 4th grade of Highschool (Different grade system in Dominican Republic)
Job: Maybe, not sure... I'm lazeh.
Parents Still Together: Nope :'I
Siblings: NOPE. <:'I
Pets: A cat, and A dog.
Smoker: =w= Nooooope~
Drinker: Just wine when depressed and beer occasionally
Virgin: ¬_¬ Obviously yes.
Drugs: WTF NO

APPEARANCE:

-Hair Colour: Black... (May get some white/red/purple highlights in the future.)
-Is it Dyed?: No
-Eye colour: Dark Brown (Almost black)
-Height: 5'11"
-Style: I don't understand the question.
-Glasses/Contacts/None?: Glasses.
-Freckles: Yes.
-Shoe size: 11
-Piercings: EW NEVER!
-Want More?: I just said no!
-Tattoos?: Hmmm... Maybe
-Want More?: =w= Look up
-Braces?: ._. ?
-Overall Best Feature?: Hair.
-Overall Worst Feature?: Strength.
-Do you get most of your traits from mum or dad?: Most of stuff... Bit- I mean, Mom... But hair and nose from Dad. ;w;

LIKES/DISLIKES:

-Favourite Colour: Yellow, Purple, Red, Blue, Green...
-Worst Colour: Brown.
-Favourite Number(s): 14, 10, 69, 66.
-Favourite Animal: Cat, Dog, Fox, Hamster, Wolf.
-Least Favourite Animal: Uhhh... Fish?
-Favourite Flower: Ermm... Not pretty sure, I love Violets.
-Favourite Food: Ramen, Green apples, Banana, Burgers, Hotdogs, Sour food
-Worst Food: Pork.
-Favourite Junk Food: Potato chips!
-Worst Junk Food: Cracklings/Pork rinds
-Favourite Restaurant: Idk ;u;
-Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: Bubblegum!
-Favourite Candy: Blue raspberry dum dum suckers/jolly ranchers.
-Favourite Alcoholic Drink: WINE.
-Favourite NON Alcoholic Drink: Fanta.
-Worst Alcoholic Drink: 'Till this moment, none.
-Worst NON Alcoholic Drink: "Coco Rico" (Coconut soda)
-Favourite Genre of Music: Most of them.
-Worst Genre: Country, R&B.
-Favourite Band/Artist: *Explodes* Toomany
-Worst Band/Artist: *Shrugs* There are some that doesn't deserve to be called "artist".
-Favourite Song: I can't choose! ;A;
-Worst Song: "Friday"
-Favourite Radio Station: "100.1 Santo Domingo"
-Favourite Book: I don't read. ;;
-Worst Book: School ;v;
-Favourite Type of Movie: Terror, Action, Adventure, Comedy.
-Worst Type of Movie: Drama, or romantic as heck.
-Favourite Movie: Kickass! ;D;
-Worst Movie Ever: Dragon ball Evolution. (WTF WAS THAT!?)
-Favourite TV Show: There are too many <333
-Worst TV Show: Barney...
-Favourite Season of the Year: Autumn/Winter
-Worst Season: Dunno, Dun care
-Best Friend: <> Not many, But I love them ;w;
-Worst Enemy: <3<
-Favourite Day of the Week: Sunday
-Least Favourite: Monday
-Favourite Sport: Only 2 Sports that I don't hate, Parkour, Skateboarding

LOVE LIFE:    

-Are You Single?: yup
-If not, who is your bf/gf?: -
-How Long Have You Been Together?: -
-If You're Single, Do you Like It?: Uhh... I guess... I lose my sanity sometimes.
-Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?: Maybe... IDK. ewe
-First Kiss: Yes. >A<
-Ever Kiss in the Rain?: No ;n;
-In a Movie Theatre?: NO ;A;
-Underwater?: nope ;-;
-First Love: Fuck her. I give a shit about her. : D
-Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?: ¬¬ No
-Been Cheated on?: YEAH! <333
-Used Someone?: No, That's mean bro ;n;
-Been used?: IDK... Maybe?... Hmmm... Yes.
-Lied to your bf/gf?: Yes. Enjoyed? No. -n-
-Ever Made out With Just a Friend?: -.- No
-Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?: Fuck no!
-Are You a Tease?: HAHAHAHAHAH!!! ... No. '-'
-Do you Flirt a Lot?: Ay boi, let's go somewhere! euo
-Longest Relationship: 1 fuckin year.
-Shortest:  1 week
-Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?: No. ;w;
-Ever Get Flowers?: Nope. ;W;
-Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten: Kisses and shit. ;m;
-Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?: (Yes, But) I rather Violentine's Day. ;w;
-Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?: Kinda.
-Do you Fall in Love Fast?: It really depends
-Are you a Player?: No?
-Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?: Yes! Obviously.
-Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?: No ;u;
-Kissed 2 People At One Time?: Nope.
-Had Sex with 2 People in One day?: Do I look like a hooker!? ... Please don't answer...
-Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?: Threesome? Just heard of it... But no, Never had, Never will.
-Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?: Yeppers!
-Ever Been Dumped?: Yup.
-Ever dumped someone?: Yeah. And she still stalks me.
-Ever been rejected?: Yeahyeahyeah.
-Do you have a lot of ex's?: Uhh... No.
-Are you a slut?: NO!
-Ever been called one?: No?
-Ever dated someone more than once?: Uhhh... Yes.
-Do you ever make the first move?: No...
-Double dates or single?: Single.
-Do you want to get married?: NOPE!!!!!


OTHER:

-Can you drive?: Pretty well to be a beginner. ;D;
-Do You Have a Car?: Noooo~
-Do you have a mobile phone?: It's completely mine before my mom comes home...
-Are you online a lot?: Yupyup! vuv
-Do you like gay/bi people?: Yes! Most of my friends here are!
-Can you speak another language?: Obviamente (Spanish), And This language. (Spanish is my first lang.)
-Do you do well in school?: 6 in a freaking Row! |'D
-Do you collect anything?: I used to... I lost every collection I had. (A plenty Yu-Gi-Oh! Collection, and some other stuff)
-Have an obsession?: Aw yeah!
-Do you hate yourself?: So much.
-Ever smile for no reason?: Yesssss.
-Talk to yourself?: When I need to get sanity!
-Do you have any regrets?: MANY
-Believe in magic?: Somehow yes. I wish QB was real.
-Do you support gay marriage?: YES!
-Sex before marriage?: YEAH!
-Do you trust people easily?: Yes, But still... Is not THAT easy as you think.
-Forgive easily?: Depends on the number of faults.
-Do you have a secret no one knows?: YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES.
-Do you get along with your parents?: I love my Daddy ;w; But my mom doesn't seem to love me or something
-How do you vent your anger?: I talk to myself Or draw something in a Sketchbook (No more journals ;u; )
-Do you like George Bush?: Who?
-Goal Before you die?: Have sex with a man.
-Biggest Fear: Losing my friends (Forgetting, Anger, sadness, etc ;; ).
-Biggest Weakness: Sometimes I forget important stuff.
-Do you play an instrument?: I wanna play one, But IDK. ;w;
-What do you want to be when you grow up? Fashion designer, Maybe...

PERSONALITY TRAITS - Are you...:

-A b****?: Just... Sometimes, even though I'm a guy.
-A daydreamer?: Yeah.
-Shy?: Y-yeah. ;////;
-Talkative?: Not always, I barely talk with my closest friends. So, With people I want to be closer... I fail.
-Energetic?: Nope... Well, Just sometimes~
-Happy?: I don't have that feeling very often.
-Depressed?: I act in a Emo-ish way, But not always depressed.
-Funny?: Not really, When I don't try to be; I am.
-Slutty?: HOW MANY TIMES DIDN'T I MENTION IT!? THE ANSWER IS **NO**
-Boring?: Pretty much, yeah. But that's because I may be bored.
-Mean?: I never try to sound mean, But I try to when someone messes with mah bros!
-Nice?: Very much
-Caring?: Yeah. ;;
-Trustworthy?: Yes
-Confident?: NO
-Friendly?: Yes. ;w;
-Smart?: Yup, but lazy
-Sarcastic?: Naaawwww! (Just sometimes)
-Dependable?: Uh-huh.
-Quiet?: ... Yes...
-Weird?: Pretty much |'D
-Adaptable?: It sorta depends on what.
-Strong (emotionally)?: Not really.
-Strong (physically)?: I wanna be STRONG.
-Mature?: Most of times, yes... But when the others are immature I should join~
-Logical?: Most of times!
-Religious?: NOPE! lol
-Modest?: IDK
-Indecisive?: Yes
-Sympathetic?: Depends
-Polite?: Yes.
-Creative?: No, Well... Sometimes.
-Fun to be around?: I dunno... Guys, Am I? ;;
-Loveable?: IDK, yes?
-Easily Amused?: Yes.
-Outgoing?: no
-Daring?: Uhh... No?
-Clumsy?: Sometimes!!
-Nosy?: No
-Lazy?: Very =w=
-Scary?: IthinkIam ;;
-Optimistic?: No
-Persuasive?: I try to. ;w;
-A good listener?: Yes.
-Curious?: YES!
-Determined?: It mainly depends on what.
-Artistic?: No ;;
-Honest?: YeS.
-Respectful?: Yes
-Conceited?: I don't think so.
-Cocky?: I guess.
-Controlling?: No
-Playful?: Depends.
-Easygoing?: Very much. |D
-Carefree?: No
-Hot Headed?: No
-Serious?: Not really.
-Thoughtful?: Hmmmmm... Yeah.
-Considerate?: Yes ;w;
-Stubborn?: Sometimes, And when I am... I'm VERY stubborn.
-Romantic?: I keep trying.
-Ambitious?: Not really
-Jealous?: Very Much, And I get depressed about it.
-Insecure?: Uh, yeah.
-Obsessive?: Kind of.
-Attentive?: Kind of. owo
-Helpful?: I try to, Even though I'm not.
-Punctual?: Nope, nope, nope!
-Rational?: Yes, Very much!
-Sincere?: I try to. ;w;
-Goodbye: Byee~ ;w;
-Did you enjoy this survey?: I thought you already left! 0_0 Anyway, not really.
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
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Now be Gentle and enter... Or be mean and enter~ c:
/Drunk/ I juts drznk liek 3 cups of wine
*just
*drank
*leki
*ike
*fuck
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
I won't livestream now...

Anyway I will... But not now...

I'll post a Journal later with the link...

Wow Luisitop! What an Attention bitch you are motherfucker!!
You should like suicide!!
Or leave dA and deactivate you account to never Comeback!
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
Okay, I haven't been drawing a while ago... Just uploading MSPA bases stuff... I will stop and Start drawing again... Even in my note book and take photos to Upload them... Anyway, There have been very wicked shit going in my life... I will at least sketch some crappy shit... And see if I can Improve... (Yes, I am swearing... I don't care anymore)

I am feeling kinda down... I'll just draw something Right now I'm oppening Procaster To draw something and maybe take 1 request or 2...

Gonna play some music While I draw...

And also I have to design :icontavfuros:'s Design... That's a Catstuck Roleplay/Ask account...

Yes the First Thing Will Be A Vent... But Do NOT Mind About It. It Is Not Important.

Edit: Livestream Channel www.livestream.com/iLuis?t=286… Forgot to add it...
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
But it makes sense about my "Feline" Tendencies.

Homestuck: What Is Your Blood Color? www.quiztron.com/tests/homestu…
 
My Results:

 

 
Olive Green
 
You are average/high-middle class. You live comfortably, usually able to get what you want when you want it. Your family might live somewhere in a nice neighborhood, with a decent sized home. You can afford to spoil yourself a bit with a few extra dollars everyday.
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
-- malditoGato [MG] began trolling ectoBiologist [EB] at 16:54 --
[04:54] EB: hi there!
[04:54] MG: Hello
[04:54] EB: what's up?
[04:55] MG: No7hin6 really.
[04:56] MG: I am kinda z7uck in a zhiny place.
[04:57] MG: Well, ac7ually iz zomehow a 6uez7 r00m... Or zome7hin6
[04:58] EB: so wait.
[04:58] EB: you're stuck in a shiny room?
[04:59] MG: I 7hink, 7hiz place iz kinda confuzin6 8ecauze 7he li6h7 hi7z my eyez.
[05:01] EB: well can't you get out?
[05:02] MG: I7'z kinda complica7ed... 7here are zome zalamanderz 7ha7 wan7 my 6lazzez.
[05:03] MG: And I won7 hi7 7hem 8ecauze I ha7e cruel7y a6ainz7 non-in7eli6en7 livin6 7hin6z
[05:07] MG: And I can'7 juz7 zneak up... I'll have 7o wai7 '7ill 7hey move away from 7he en7race... Or I can juz7 8rin6 7hem in here and I can ezcape...
[05:08] MG: I really am z7upid zome7imez =_=
[05:08] EB: okay so let me get this straight.
[05:09] EB: there are salamaders blocking the entrance that are trying to steal your glasses and you can't sneak up on them and escape.
[05:10] MG: I can zneak up... 8u7 i7'z kinda hard 7o do i7.
[05:10] EB: oh, okay i get it now.
[05:15] MG: Okay. I'm ou7 now.
[05:15] MG: Woah!
[05:15] MG: 7hiz place zure iz 8ri6h7... Well, Juz7 zome rockz...


And it's still going :iconiloveitplz:
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke
This was supposed to be a vent, But, I realized...
"What's the point on writting a vent? If nobody will actually care" c:
I know I have many friends... But another thing is "I am stupid... And such a pussy... Why would they even care on a stupid vent?" c:
I feel like tears want to come out and make a river on my face... I am not gonna let them out... I am smiling, trying to hide it...
I don't really know... I have friends, maybe just a few are true friends...
I told myself to not make a vent journal again... But I made one this afternoon, that no one actually read... So I deleted it, it was useless... c:
I guess I'm just another sensitive guy, who is a bullying victim in school, and because of that I have low self steem and grades...
I wanted to draw something, but I'm way to depressed to even grab a pen and start sketching...
I try to hide my feelings and thought from everyone... I just can't...
I've been listening to this since I started to feel like this (10:00 pm (GTM-4:00)) www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ncOKR…
It despresses me, and somehow, it calms me...

I wonder what I did to you, "CX"... (Using a 2 letters nickname for somebody with those Two letters in their [nick]name)
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke

:iconwthplz:
Shit man?
  • Listening to: http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: This screen
  • Playing: Pokeyman!
  • Eating: Mah Cellphone
  • Drinking: Coke