no. 55 Playing God

I can't make my own decisions
Or make any with precision
Well maybe you should tie me up
So I don't go where you don't want me
You say that I've been changing
That I'm not just simply Ageing
Well how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat
Whoa

I allow you to join the investigation thinking that you would be help. From the moment I saw you, I knew you were wearing a mask over that evil smirk. It was like you secret poker face. You lead me into the wrong direction. Helping me make my decisions, my wrong decisions. I was so close to proving you wrong. I, L, had almost won; well to me I did win. You underestimated me, you cheated! You used the shiningami and cheaters always lose!

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back
And break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror

You always accused other people, trying to tell me that it wasn't you, but I knew it was you. Kira was evil! And I don't know how you couldn't accept that. You faced me with many challenges, trying to distract me from the person who was standing right next to me. Kira pointed at other evil people, when he should be pointing to the mirror.

If Gods the game that you're playing
Well we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view
If the only thing you see is you
Whoa

Everything you did was an act. I really did consider you as my first friend, did you? Maybe not. Now that I think about it, you must've been pretty lonely if it was all just and act. A bit like me I guess. Mass murder is an unforgivable crime, so I don't understand how you didn't think of yourself as evil. You weren't even close to being a God. Not even a Saint.

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror

You continued your little game of poker even after my death. You lied to your family, your colleges, even your so-called fiancée. You blamed everyone but yourself. How naive of me to believe you.

This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret I'll hold you to it

Maybe…

I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror

Just maybe, if we met under different circumstances…

I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror.

… we could have been friends, Light Yagami.