Words of Encouragement - James Davis
Maybe if I don't look...
it won't exist.
Maybe if I don't write...
it won't exist.
Maybe if I don't hear...
it won't exist.
But it will exist.
Hiding doesn't solve a problem
it makes it wose.
Running doesn't help your problem
it makes it worse.
lying won't fix a problem
it makes it worse.
Denial won't cure your disease
it makes it worse.
Only you can save yourself.
Change your habit
or it will change you
Change your surroundings
or they will change you.
Change the world around you
or it will change you
Change your thoughts
before they change you.
Change your situation, or your situ
Moment - James Davis
Who is to say how long a moment lasts?
Whether it be just a minute, or an entire past.
If only for a moment, I could re-live my best days...
If only for a moment, I could make amends for my ways...
Oh how I wish I could be flawless
and have never messed up any of this.
But the hand is dealt and the cards must play.
I've got to live my life day by day.
I'll live for the moment and forget every regret,
and push ahead in blind faith rather than fret.
There's too much to do and too many places to see
There's so much I haven't done, and so much of me...
So much I haven't understood about myself
that I could never
KZ Love - James Davis
She came back today...
I sent her a simple 'hey'
She replied in a display of wit
and we proceeded to talk a bit.
Another all nighter, refusal to sleep
I'd cut the convo, but we were in too deep.
I may lose sleep but I gain so much more.
My inspiration, my zeal... these were dead before.
She's a phoenix to my muse, a trigger to my will.
I'd become apathetic, but again I could feel...
I know I shouldn't hope for more, so I won't
but I know I can't stop myself, so I don't.
To love, and not be in love is a great wonder...
it inspires me, but keeps me from going under.
So I'll continue with the laughs and witty
After the day is done, the sun is away,
There are the stars that twinkle in the night.
Providing us with the beautiful twilight...
Shining upon us like tiny flames at play...
At times like this I wish I could fly,
Fly out into the nightt into the crisp ari
To play amongst the clouds in my own fair.
I want flight to play with the stars in the sky.
The stars seem to taunt me, teasing my flightless soul
O, How I wish to sprout wings and fly amongst them!
I'd flutter my wings, commanding flight at my whim!
Curse the stars, curse the clouds, and damn the birds!
They all tease me they mock me! Curse those who fly!
Why do they get to fl
Seething rage and burning fire.
Twisted gaze and raging glance.
With your eyes, the flame admire.
Flickering flame of hells dance.
Flaming vision, glaring rage
Burning anger deep within
Keep it in your soulless cage.
End the world as it spins.
Hit the gas, higher flame!
As the world completes its turn
Scorch the Earth and youre to blame!
Watch the world as it burns...
Red hot flame, turn and twirl
Yeilding not to harshest rain
Flames now engulf the world
Now whos crazy, twisted and insane?
Shhh, can you hear it?
The sound of the tolling bell!
Quiet, it's coming, its not here yet!
Fear the bell, fear the fires of hell.
Take shelter, the bell draws near!
With its loud toll, the sound of a million cries...
It's presence is nearly tangible, invoking within you fear.
You can see it on the horizon, amongst the blackening skies.
The bell has arrived, the end is here!
The bell that signals the apocalypse, the end of us all.
The bell that tolls for us all, so you're right in your own fear.
The bell is here, and so ends the vast empire, for this is its fall.
The end has come, the time has passed
There is no more heaven, ther
Tomorrow is another day,
Another day of hell.
Where the long dead sins lay,
Where torturous dreams dwell
The interlude after each day,
The time we call night.
We spend in bed where we lay,
Resting up for the fight
Of the up coming day's time.
Yet, the sun rises all too soon.
And on comes the rays of its shine
As it takes place of the moon.
Yesterdays tomorrow is here.
And the morning bell tolls,
Go out into the light with fear
of what this new day holds.
Time doesn't change, it only goes on.
Bringing with it a change of it's own.
A change of changes, an ever changing tone...
A change from places or a change from a home
Time is like a wind, carrying off our lives
Changing ourspouses, our friends, our wives
Through time our lives begin, and thrives
Then it ends, broken sharply like so many knives.
However, some things are eternal, lasting forever.
Never changing, not yielding to harshest weather
Most think of diamonds as lasting forever
However that's the last thing to cross my mind, in fact, never
The feeling that can withstand the tides of time.
That intangible true love...barely
The night has set in, the day is through.
You fall asleep and leave what you thought you knew
Your mind wanders, thoughts a drift.
Breaking through an astral rift.
You see before you walls of flame.
All part of your own mind game
Behold the screams of hurt and pain.
Bodies lay here, where they were slain.
By now you think, what is this?
Where are my dreams of bliss?
This place is wrong, so full of torment.
Could this be where ill be sent?
You continue to contemplate.
But you realize its too late!
Abyss of shadow, fires of hell.
Could this be where I'm to dwell?
The ground opens and swallows you
Falling through all that you kn
Depression is as unberable as a rainy day
The rain never ends for me, I guess you could say.
There are others out there who feel the same
some decide to end it all, but they put their families to shame
Somehow this will change, someday I'll end my storm
The rain will stop before causing more harm
When the rain ends and the sun does shine
I can pick up the shards of this shattered life of mine.
With a heavy heart I can truly say
That the sun shall for me shine again someday...
The time is soon, the hour late
With the sun comes new chances
for life and loving romances
Take the time of passing night
To conserve energy for tomorrows fight
Let not your soul be filled with sorrow
For much hope lies in tomorrow
So lie in rest, and close your eyes
Morning approaches, the sun is soon to rise
As you bring your spoon closer to the quivering mass
With a surface as smooth and perfect as glass
Fresh from it's gooey, shaping mold
It's color vibrant, the flavor bold
As I take one jiggling bite after another...
It brings a joy like no other...
Deeper and deeper I dig with my spoon
I eat until I fill that inner, unclosing wound
As I peer down into my empty cup,
I realize that nothing has filled up.
No matter how much I eat, even until it hurts.
I realize that pain can't be fixed with jello, it only gets worse.
Is That Enough Mommy Dearest?
I've always tried my best
To be better than the rest
You'd put me to the test
And I'd do better than you thought.
I was your golden child
Full of pride and mild
Always calm, never wild
And then you pushed me too far.
I hung onto the edge,
in fear of the high ledge.
'til my wrath became full fledged
You'd better not push me again.
I thought I'd lost it before
But that wall became a door
Leading to bad times even more.
Too much was never enough mom...
You wish that I could be
The person you thought was me
Too bad that you can't see
That child has long been dead.
No longer the intellegent one,
White Room - No More ~James
There I sat in my little white room
One I'd had since birth, one I'd have till doom
With it's unending white ceiling, walls, and floor...
The strangest thing though, this room has no door
Entrapped in this room of a semingly endless white
a room without darkness, bathed in the light
I was ignorant of my surroundings for a long time,
then I discovered the prison where I was confined
I then gave up on ever being free
I gave up on the chance to see
something beyond these four walls
I had given up on it all...
In my rage and depression, I had failed to realize
that the room had chang
Man, so my teacher just warned us that they're gonna be giving this speech about how West Brook now has a "gang problem" and they're gonna be cracking down on us. Now if they implement anything that I cant tolerate, I'm simply going to advise to my mother that we move from Blowmont to some nicer place. Hopefully, West Virginia. Why W. Virginia? Their high schools are going to be implementing a new DDR program to cut down on the child obesity rate, that's why :D Go DDR!
In other news, Corretta Scott King died this morning. I know, sad and a bit ironic that she'd die the day before Black History Month starts.
So this one goes to you, Mrs. Kin
So, I'm going to take my DA page back. I've had this page for almost two years and I refuse to just give it up because of some dumb stalker.
Anyway, be on the lookout for new poetry, I'm trying to revive my dead inspiration. I don't even have a muse anymore, I don't have drive to do anything and it's just >.< now. Rather sickening, I know.
At any rate, I'll be putting out some new poetry in the upcoming weeks so that my skills don't die along with my inspiration.
I'm off to go work on some meaningless rhymes now...
Oh, and just for future reference, don't bother asking me what any of them are about. If it's not in the description, you won