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My Bio

I am a Bachelor of Fine Arts holder with a emphasis in Graphic Design, and a minor in Anthropology. However, my skills are in drawing, digital media, mixed media, textiles and sewing, and customizing dolls faces.


Current Residence: Colorado, Soon to be Georgia.

deviantWEAR sizing preference: Accessories...

Print preference: Matte or luster

Favorite genre of music: I love Music. I breathe it. You will find me listening to Pop and Dance/electronic music most of the time.

Favorite style of art: Just anything now a days. I like emotion in a work. I want to feel it speak to me. Need Variety. I do love saturated colors and vintage feels.

Operating System: Windows 10

Wallpaper of choice: Generally will be gaming backgrounds. Right now it's Dark Souls 3 with the Firekeeper.

Skin of choice: Resin.

Personal Quote: "A life with out love is not a life at all." "The greatest thing to learn is just to love and be loved in return."


Currently most of my time is spent with my current boyfriend via Discord. We voice roleplay and play Dark Souls together. We do most everything together and have actually met in person. After being through an 8 year abusive relationship, where I was raped twice...One with the help of someone I thought was a friend that was done outercourse, and the other supposedly my first time intercourse, I really really cling very heavily to the light he gives me when he can. I have been through a lot and I suffer PTSD, Anxiety and Social Anxiety. I have massive depression that is consistently chronic. Everyday though I am getting better; it has only been a year since he left and I have been removed from the abuse.


Things I enjoyed before like kinks and the like, have since become disgusting to me as I have been tormented and used by my ex fiance due to this. I lost almost all the people that were close to me due to his sociopathic tendencies, lying and manipulation, and isolating me. I was even on the verge of death and suicide because I wasn't eating and well, I didn't think I had anyone to be there for me. I made a lot of mistakes growing up. I made a lot of bad decisions. Many people would say that Grey would be one of them, but in that darkness, Marvin was the light and he was always there for me. He was Grey's best friend at the time, but he sided with me after I gave proof of what he did, told him in detail stories. He was my personal friend through all the pain and grief I endured. I never talked about it. When it finally came out, people were shocked that I kept so silent about it all for so long. I honestly didn't think it mattered.


I am trying to get myself back up and going and doing what I used to love, which is art. It has been a long battle of fighting the depression and darkness to get where I am right now. Hopefully in time I will do art as I used to do, but so far there is only up from here.


Favourite Visual Artist
Monet, James Tissot, HR Geiger, Leonardo Da Vinci, Alphonse Mucha
Favourite Movies
Moulin Rouge, Stardust, Titanic, Marie Antoinette, The Illusionist, Grudge, The ring, Frozen, Maleficent 1 & 2, Harry Potter
Favourite TV Shows
family Guy, vampire Diaries, American Dad, Buffy, Angel, Lie to me, SVU, CI, GLEE,
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
4 strings, Ian Van Dahl, Evanescence, Britney spears, Kylie Minogue, Girls Aloud, Cascada, Dua Lipa, Avicii
Favourite Books
I don't have an intense favorite, but i love books.
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen poe, Robert Frost, Emily Dickinson, Steven King, Lauren Willig, Terry Brooks
Favourite Games
Dark Souls Series, Tales of Destiny and the Tales series, Zelda, Silent Hill series, Resident evil series
Favourite Gaming Platform
I like GAMES. PC MASTERRACE
Tools of the Trade
Colored pencil, paint, pens, Adobe Photo shop, Sources of nature, Pictures, mech. pencil and microns
Other Interests
Anime, Anthropology, Life, Philosophy, Fashion, Magazines, Cathedrals and Architecture, Anime art books, Manga Ka
Sometimes life doesn't start out how you expect things. You go blindly walking through life not expecting bad things to happen to you and even then I was innocently going by without realizing the red flags. Art was always my escape my vice... Roleplay was another of mine. The person I was supposed to marry almost ruined those things for me. I almost married an narcissistic sociopath. I was lucky his ass left me leaving in the middle of the night. Our story is long painful... and I will likely write a book about it and illustrate it. What was a last journal that seemed full of life and happiness ended up being covered in lies and my blindness to the world around me. I can say now officially... my life is much better and I actually have someone who actually loves me, not someone who was pretending to love me and secretly wanted to steal everything from me and my family to live forever as a man child. My step father thought he may have been a child predator. I never knew what
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I apologize to everyone for all the long long years of my absence.  There has been a lot happening in my life that kept me from being in an artistic mood, being inspired, and overall lacking the will to share anything about myself, my art and my life due to these changes. Over the years I lost friends to new states, colleges, and even partners.  I went through social anxiety and depression, lost my best friend through it to another state and then she stopped communicating with me as she herself fell into a depression.  My art and drawing and exploring my artistic expression disappeared.  Depression is a killer and it kills your passion.  Art
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Life has been a bit hectic, I have some art I need to upload here in a bit, but ive been uber busy.  Im a little bummed today but its probably hormones.  @_@  heh.  Anyways. I AM TAKINGGGGGGGGGG commissions for BJD Clothing. Here is my link for the commissions ive done. http://www.flickr.com/photos/jamiesama/sets/ If you are on DOA you can visit here:  http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?264681-Jalapeno-Sweets-Custom-Atelier-Couture-with-New-specials!&p=4309505#post4309505 And since im Lazy... Here is Mercury being adorable.  :D
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Help bring Princess Daisy towards main games here with strong support that's needed www.change.org/p/shigeru-miyam… since Super Mario Run and Smash Ultimate she's tending to be playable help spread the word
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