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  • Listening to: Savage Garden
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I want to thank all of the people who entered my contest. I love the work you all did and I hope to directly commission you guys when I stop being broke. Heart Heart Heart

Jamie by Melliepon by JamieAgathaRose

Jamie by Minion King by JamieAgathaRose

Jamie by Medli by JamieAgathaRose

MedliMelody was the winner. Although it was really hard for me to choose one. Congrats to all three of you, you're all wonderful artists! <3
  • Watching: Rick and Morty
  • Playing: Nier: Automata
  • Drinking: Water

Jamie's Mind Wanders by JamieAgathaRose

Okay I'm gonna do something off the wall here. I'm holding a drawing contest!

Whoever draws the best Dullahan Jamie will win a Steam game of their choice, up to $10 worth! And i'll put all the entries I get onto my deviantart page! <3

Quick Rules

1. Subject is Dullahan Jamie.
2. No porn stuff, racy is fine but keep it PG.
3. A little gore is okay, but don't get excessive.
4. I do all the judging, I reserve the right to take opinions from those who didn't enter.
5. Deadline is Friday June 2, 11:59 PM PST

(Fair warning, my twitter is horrible. XD)
  • Watching: Rick and Morty
  • Playing: Nier: Automata
  • Drinking: Water
Quick update.

Several of my...crappier drawings...were moved to scraps. A couple were outright deleted.

Mostly stuff that I look at and wonder what I was thinking uploading this. Practice is not without artistic merits and so I put it in the scrapbook.

Also worth mentioning, Nier: Automata is fucking awesome.
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  • Playing: Nier: Automata
  • Drinking: Water
She was hit by a car...

My brain is more than a bit messed up by this...

*sigh* :cry: 
  • Listening to: 80s music
  • Watching: Daredevil
  • Playing: The Elder Scrolls Online
  • Drinking: Water
So I've been doing heavy art classes this semester. I've uploaded several of those pieces to my page so you can see how much I've improved.

That being said I've been really depressed lately despite all this. I'm still not sure whether it's related to my gender disphoria or to my weight or the current state of bullshit in my house. I'm fighting through the pain as usual, but some days are harder than others. I also feel kind of bad right now because I promised art pieces to two people and I have not come through with those yet. I have not forgotten about you, and I very much want to make good on those promises. Aside from that I can't say I have much to report on. I probably waste more time playing video games than I should, but the last couple days even that has been hard to do. I know when the depression is really bad because I don't want to play video games.

I'm still trying to find a direction in life. Wish me luck with that...

Love Jamie

Hatsune Miku-13 (Wink and Heart) 

P.S. Thanks to all of you who sent me personal art pieces recently. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I'm torn over what direction I want to go with developing characters. I'm not quite as sold on the superhero/villain romance as I was a few weeks ago. I figured the idea would become better if I made it a triangle and then it started to go down some very depressing paths that I didn't want to do. Also I just feel like maybe I don't want to do something so dramatic. Maybe I would rather do something more comical or lighthearted. Then again there are times where I just want to fully unleash my kinks and I'm still fighting with my anxieties that won't let me do that. Combine that with having large assignments coming due and just feeling weathered from being quite far into the semester with several weeks to go.

I'm having a lot of difficulties dealing with friends who betrayed me recently. I can't get past how I feel about it, even though I know logically they were unworthy friends to begin with. Yet the whole falling out is weighing on my mind. To make matters worse, some of them vandalized my art pieces which is such a horrible thing to do to a person. It only intensifies my confusion as to why I can't get over this. Right now I just feel like everything is dissatisfying to me. My life needs to change, but the changes are coming so slowly that it's making me angry and upset...

Sometimes I feel really envious of people who can just crank out one piece after another, and I wonder why I can't seem to stifle myself so often.

Anyway I hope to figure things out and get more stuff up, but right now its...hard and I hate myself for making excuses...

- Jamie 
I heard that from a friend and I know he means well, but did I do wrong by not starting by drawing simpler stuff and going straight to figures instead?

I guess I should also apologize to my watchers because I thought I would draw more, but between school, family drama and other things it just isn't happening right now...

It feels good to finally be able to share these pieces I drew at my therapist's office. She's done wonders for me. So good to have a place to draw and be supported. ^_^

Portrait of Ms. Jamie by JamieAgathaRose Angel Jamie Takes Flight by JamieAgathaRose Jamie the Magician by JamieAgathaRose Jamie And The Caterpillar by JamieAgathaRose Alberta De Lune - The Moon Princess by JamieAgathaRose
Darth Malarith: Lady of the Sith by JamieAgathaRose Jamie's Midnight Flight by JamieAgathaRose A Lady Scorned by JamieAgathaRose Jamie on the Go! by JamieAgathaRose Crane Stance Girl by JamieAgathaRose

Also I'd like to call your attention to this piece I did last night.

Portrait of a Jamie by JamieAgathaRose

Scary smile. I totally planned that. ^^;

Sorry it's taken me so long, but art should come far more often now.

Thank you all for your kind words and support.

I hope I can only get better from here.
When I'm down I look at all the art pics my friends have done of me & I feel loved. 
Devious Arena: Jamie Agatha Rose by GroundNova<da:thumb id="549481163"/> Jamie Buried by Harmony-Walls AT/ Jamie by starzyrose
My Eyes are Right Here ^_~ by MKUGeneratorsUNITE Devious Arena: Domino the Rabbit Ending A by GroundNova Jamie Rose Avatar by JamieAgathaRose Don't Cry Rose By TheFancyTunaFish by JamieAgathaRose

Then I feel horny because you guys make me look sexy. <3

Much love to :icongroundnova: for this adorable drawing of yours truly!


Devious Arena: Jamie Agatha Rose by GroundNova
I finally got some pics of myself in a cute outfit, not to mention the bravery to post them! :happybounce: 

Click here to see!
Ahooooy Matey! My friend :iconretro-n8: is doing a project where he makes trading cards of people.

Go here if you'd like him to do one for you.  Shuriken! 
I have new art, I just can't upload it yet. I'll have a new machine in a couple days, then I'll see what can be done about that.

Mostly I just want to move on from that malaise I wrote on New Year's Eve.

Oh I lost some weight too! :D

small heart - black Jamie small heart - black 

P.S. Deadpool is fucking awesome! Go see it! Deadpool icon 
This has been a very difficult year for me. My life has been rapidly falling apart in the last several months, despite the fact that there wasn't much there to begin with. I don't see things improving any time soon.

My transition is eternally stalled, my art never gets done, my writing never gets started, I feel like a complete and total failure. And I'm back to the point where I don't even want to get out of bed.

I'm beginning to understand now that nothing I would have wanted in life is going to happen, my destiny seems to be to rot out my remaining years in this hell with no one but a family that doesn't want me around to begin with. I've tried to keep my spirits up that things might change, but I've lost hope that they will.

I've lost everything in my life now, I literally have nothing to my name.

I hope that all your dreams come true. I hope this new year brings new hope and new heights for all of you.

As I've always said, I never want anyone to feel the kind of pain that I feel every day of my life.

I'm sorry that I could not do better things for you this year.

I'm putting this here because dA is totes stupid and won't let me submit this as a deviation because reasons.

Considering my past interactions with the staff on this site, I don't see much point in asking why. (Because the staff are idiots.)

In any case, enjoy my musings or slink away because you think I'm mad. (I'll understand if you choose the latter.)

My lonely funeral... by JamieAgathaRose
  • Playing: Binding of Isaac: Afterbirth
  • Eating: Stuff
  • Drinking: Other Stuff
First of all, I'm not leaving or anything so don't freak out.

I just want to take the time to rant about how greedy dA has become, and why I don't ever give these assholes money. (Not that I usually have any.)

I always thought Premium CORE membership was a dumb idea and I while appreciate people who gave one to me in the past, I still think you don't really get your money's worth. But it would seem now you can't even make a thumbnail without paying for the "privilege" and when I site demands money for basic functionality, that when shit has gone too far south. Combine this with other run-ins I've had with the scum who make up dA's staff and...yeah you get the idea.

I have made new art, it's however not in a place where it's easily accessible for me. This was done to keep it safe from the philistines I live with. It may see the light of day eventually, but for now I don't know when.

Also a thrown turkey happened on Thanksgiving, if you need any more indication of the trailer trash stock I come from.

In other news: Isaac Afterbirth is fun, but too much emphasis on speedrunning for my tastes.

You guys probably won't hear from me for a while, at least not on my page. :depressed: wishes to you all.


P.S. Don't buy me core please, you'd be wasting your money.
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I don't usually bring this stuff up around here, but I feel it's an important enough issue to voice my dismay.

Though I wasn't really using it, I have deleted my tumblr account. I made the decision after hearing about the disgusting display of bullying by tumblrites against a Steven Universe fan artist. I am so disgusted with the site and the sick culture that thrives there. I absolutely abhor Social Justice Warriors and I have no patience for their bullshit. Nor anyone else who believes that the ends justify the means and that a person has the right to bully someone to death because they didn't like something they drew. I'm not saying people have to like every piece of art or can't be put off by something, but I believe free speech is more important than your feelings. Just because you don't like something doesn't mean it has to stop existing. I'm not gonna go into a longwinded speech about this whole thing. I just want to point out that as someone who has been bullied her whole life, I can't stomach people who would do something this cruel. I certainly won't be involved in any site that willfully promotes this crap.

Aside from that you may, or may not, have noticed that I have been far less active lately. This is due to financial and home troubles. Most of my close friends know the meat and potatoes of it, but it's just gotten worse lately. In any case, I might be quiet for a while, but I'm still around.

I'm considering a project, but I'll hold off on the details for now.

Anyway, don't fucking bully people. It's mean. 

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  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Water
Overarching issues with the state of Tumblr aside. (And I honestly would like to keep those things separate from my art blog, anyway.) I'm finding little use for my tumblr account and have thought about either closing it or just leaving it to disuse. Especially right now when I'm not able to upload things. But even when I was uploading things, there was little activity generated by my account and I think I'd be better served by keeping my art activities here.

If anyone has any opinion on this, I'd love to hear it.

I haven't done anything new lately, sorry about that. Circumstances prevent it currently.

But I did dig up something old that I never get tired of sharing. Enjoy.

Cute Maid Jamie by JamieAgathaRose

God I miss TekTek... :depressed: