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I'm currently in process of building the new computer. So far here's what I'm working with:

Raidmax Scorpio Case
G.Skill Ramm DDR2 8GB
AMD 3.1GHZ Dual-Core Processor
*update AMD 3.0GHZ Quad-Core Processor
ASUS AMD 140w Phenom Power Motherboard ATI Radeon HD 3200 Graphics Card 8GB ram supported
Sunbeam 680W ATX 12V 2.0 Power Supply
Seagate Barracuda 250gb Harddrive

*Added Ati Radeon HD 4850

I'm now running Windows 7 Home Premium X64bit runs amazingly. I will be doing another build in June-July of 2010 I will list the parts after I order.. Its going to cost $2000 roughly.
  • Listening to: Through The Eyes of The Dead
  • Watching: myself type.
  • Playing: CS Source
  • Eating: I'm about to go get food someplace.
  • Drinking: I'm thirsty
I just added my newest addition of brushes.
But I suppose i can set up all my brushes for easy access right in this journal for everyone.

not a subscribing member of DA so i can't do images but links work to!
almost 99% of these brushes are worth a look.
i'd download them if they weren't already mine.
thats saying alot because i'm picky about my brushes haha!







  • Listening to: Through The Eyes of The Dead -As Good As Dead
  • Watching: myself type.
  • Playing: how can i be playing if i'm making a journal?
  • Eating: lol @ ^
  • Drinking: koolaid lol.
Well. I probably should have posted this like a month ago when i started working on it. But I've took on a task that i've never done before and created this bands cd album.

its a little weird because i'm going extremely experimental on it. I hope you'll like it. I hope they'll like it. personally i love it. its very weird and has its own style.

They also had there own input on some of it. they have yet to see the finished version! haha :D

There are multiple pictures.
i will link to them when they are up!
  • Listening to: Everything
So i've been busy working with my band. We decided to change our name for numerous reasons and everything is going good. I think the graphics i've uploaded for the artwork of everything will show anyone who wants to know what the style is like.
help support us! :D
  • Listening to: Everything
Geez. So much has been up. Recently I have my band to work with which i'm in charge of of course designing everything from: shirts, website, stickers, buttons, hoodie's, logo's & myspace. But thats ok. at least it gives me something to do. plus were getting ready to play shows to.

i'm moving out of my house in about a month and getting a bigger one. And thats how things are for me.
Although my computer did crash yet again. but w/e i'll keep saving for mine. thats about it.

  • Listening to: Everything
  • Playing: Runescape
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: kool-aid
yah so like for a year now since my computer crashed i haven't been able to get my removable disk working which had like..... 300 pictures of my artwork and about 7 websites i've made.

Well I finally found it! i've been uploading work i like from it up to da.
it just makes me really happy because i had no second backups of anything on there. :]
  • Listening to: My Heart
  • Playing: Runescape
  • Eating: pizza
  • Drinking: tang
So after my last journal I decided it was time for an update. Things still aren't all that and a bag of chips. BUTTT I did manage to meet the girl of my dreams. i mean she's really cute. and i love everything about her. I have yet to find out anything I don't like about her.

As far as life goes. Well it could be better but I'm working as hard as I can to better myself.

I put up some new artwork and stuff.
Thats alll :]
  • Listening to: My Heart
  • Playing: Runescape
  • Eating: Nothing at all :[
  • Drinking: Water
I'm changing my life. Trying to change it for the better. Growing up etc etc. I'm finding out alot of new things. I'm doing alot of things i never used to. As I write this I get tears in my eyes because I am going to miss my old ways. But, I have got to do what I got to do. I Really hate being alone. I've been alone for a while now.

I've been thinking wayyyyy to much and reading alot. I've also been being more patient and calm. I'm developing different things. If anyone knows me they know how I am with the famous website. I have reached 61,000 friends again after being deleted the first time at 73,000. Well. As far as being alone, I recently Got rid of my myspace page that I kept in contact with everyone from Michigan.

I did it because I'm torn. I went out with my ex-girlfriend about 2 to 3 years ago and I recently started talking to her again alot. I've come to realize that I really love her. I really would do anything to be with her again. But I don't know if thats going to happen after an incident that happened tonight. I'm hoping she can move on from that and look past it because I really do care. Like I was explaining about my page. I deleted it for her. Not just for her. For myself to. Because I want to be original. And being original as everyone knows is not myspace.

So My Deviant Art page is going to be my new I'm really trying to be something no one else is. Right now I'm trying to do this diet thing as well. But that doesn't work to well when your mom does nothing but buy/get bad stuff. I really wish I could show everyone and let everyone know how I feel but its impossible.

I used to be able to talk to my mom until I found out she told everyone what I said. So she lost my trust. I used to be able to talk to best friends. Things happen. I tried talking to other family. But that doesn't work. It seems like I can't talk to anyone to show my and tell how I REALLY TRUTHFULLY Feel. This is probably going to be seen but at least I know I got out how I feel.

I'm not done though. I have been trying to find a job forever and part of me trying to grow up is getting a job. Well this is starting to really make me mad that I can't get a job. Or I go for a job and someone is always chosen or its we will call you back. Errrrr that makes me mad. I want to go to college but can't afford it and taking out grants and loans I can't afford to pay back. So Thats out of the question. I want to get my liscense.... I can't do that until I have a job. it costs $50 to freaking take a road test.

Is this just me or is it like this for alot of people? It's kinda like.... I want to see a psychic that can see the future to see what my purpose is. Do I end up alone? Do I get married and have children? Do I have a great career? Its to confusing. Call me emo but I'm really not. I'm just trying to figure everything out and find my way.

If you actually took the time to read this..... I thank you. But I also laugh because you actually read ALLL that haha. Anyways I'm going to do some photoshopping :D I'll display what I come up with.
  • Listening to: My Heart
  • Playing: Runescape
  • Eating: Taco Bell
  • Drinking: Mt. Dew. :[ diets.
I'm in dire need of a new computer, mine completly crashed the other day and its killing me I lost everything I had! :(..... Soooo I whipped this up.
I am willing to make anyone a banner for whatever they need 1 banner for $5. Animated and all.

$5 via paypal. If you help me I will add a bonus logo in there for you. All for $5. is my website

If anyone is interested I would GREATLY GREATLY Appreciate it!
and if anyone wants to chat I'd like that to :D

Or if you would just like to help donate, that is nice to.
I will be posting in a journal how much I have gotten and stuff shortly.

Contact me----
AIM = "Im James STFU"

Thanks for even reading all this if you did I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart! :)

I will have the amount I've gotten below so far. :D
  • Listening to: My Heart
I've been busy with my band lately. Its starting to pick back up REALLY good.

and I got a new domain. I had a subdomain. anyways its

thats all
  • Listening to: Eminem
I have alot of things i'm going to start doing.
I have a few photoshop brushes on my site for $1
buy them from me. there pretty good city skylines that are like 1300 px
there's 17. plus i have art for sale on my site now to.

I've been busy working on my latest project its pretty cool nothing TO fancy

my website is JCM
I finally learned that flash piece! Goooodddddddddd that was hard haha. Well I'm working on a bands myspace... Ugh its so hard to put div overlays in band myspace's but its turning out success.

When I'm done I get $80 woooohoooo lol.
Then I need to finish my website... Shooooot I'm tired of working haha. But someones got to do it!

ok I'm done for now.
So I got flash the other day. It's really making me mad. I can't figure out how to make things open from flash into a iframe. ugh. I'd like to be able to make a website in flash but no matter how many tutorials I read I can't figure flash out. geez I'm a n00b