|one of my best shots and quite frankly, beautiful.|
|I stopped ing all of the Deviations of the people that I watch. it became a pain in the arse.|
Lately I've been busy working full time at Smith's (it's a grocery store chain similar to Kroger or Ralph's or like Tesco for those in the UK) I work in the meat department. However I’ve been noticing some people who remind me of people from my past... some who are even dead...
I doubt I’ve mentioned her previously but there was a girl from Chicago that I had considered my "Long distance girlfriend". For the sake of keeping the innocent anonymous, let's call her Sam. Sam was of Middle Eastern heritage, but wasn't Muslim. She drank smoked, swore, and loved to show off her gorgeous body. Well... she couldn't deal with the distance between us. So she went for a guy who was closer. Eventually we fell out of touch. then one day I get a message saying she had been abused by her boyfriend and regretted letting me fall out of touch so much that she had taken her own life and left me a message in her note... she would have been 25 last July... and if circumstances were different I probably would have moved to Chi town for her. For the past 2 weeks I’ve been seeing women who look EXACTLY like her walk through the store. The way they smile and dress, I mean they look like they could be Sam's twin.
Then there was a girl from Utah, again let's call her Wanda. Now Wanda is a gorgeous strawberry blonde. She has a little larger, though she was absolutely beautiful in every single meaning of the word. She could go from sensitive and sad, to smart and funny, to passionate and drop dead sexy. This girl had confidence when she needed it, but was humble and kind as a saint. She and I lost track after she moved to Australia for a job that would pay five times as much as she was making here. If I could have met her I would have wanted to be her husband if she would've had me. She’s still in Australia as far as I know; however I’ve seen someone who looks exactly like her, down to her dimpled cheeks. But it couldn't possibly be her.
Maybe I’m just going crazy or maybe my past is finally catching up with me.
My Real name is Jacob Long (yes i got a shit load of stick for my last name and no i'm not Asian), i mainly write poems, but i dabble in photography and stories.
Current Residence: New Mexico, USA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Favourite genre of music: anything with a good beat
Favourite photographer: Me, foureyes
Favourite style of art: Photography, writing
Operating System: Windows Xp 2003-2007
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Autumn
Skin of choice: fried pork
Favourite cartoon character: Cosmo, snoopy, Fry, Bender, Rayne, Richard, Danny Fenton, sly cooper
Personal Quote: having imagination is more important than being smart