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I am beginning to renounce all that is depth in character. The world has a million and one ways of defining brilliance. Plenty of which is theorized among the masses. And that is the problem. We are living in a world where we are beginning to peak in brilliance. So much in fact, that we gave automation the right tools to achieve it for us. What is left to discover in the world? Honest answer... Plenty. But the more you show, the more you give away to those who know how to use it and sell it better, without even doing it. We are growing technologically now. But as people, we believe that we have evolved with it. But what is evolution? Are we improving or merely just adapting? Do all these changes equate to change without the privilege of technology? I could say more. I could explore more. But as it happens, I know this journal is just my way of venting. In the end, what I do may or may not make a single difference. But the difference I want to make is towards anyone who doesn't want their potential isolated to the limited options that the world has to offer. Being on DA, you occasionally encounter people who you can't help but respect. Despite seeing the world and how it locks us down. It seems a lot of us want to see something different. Or better, become something different. It is all possible. Just remember, deeper down will make you stronger from all the pressure. But we strive for whats above because of how difficult it is to get there.

Immerse yourself in your problems, you become a problem. Represent others in your prejudice and become your own stereotype. What does this mean? You can figure that out on your own. I'm not one for doing thinking for others anymore. Believe me, brainpower is best used elsewhere. But I am on a train of thought now. Hopefully it goes somewhere this time. You watch countless movies, play countless games, read countless books... Or whatever the modern equivalent may be (clips, vids, posts, etc.). You begin to resemble the figures that represent themselves in your favored media. But what about the people we don't like? My closest friends in high-school were the invisible outcasts. Not so much the deplorable. Just dorky weirdos that theorized interesting, rather than became it. Naturally, everyone that inhabited reality wasn't interesting. Some of us chose to escape in D&D, others got good jobs and started families and there were those of us who tried with consequences. In the end, we were the people we looked down on. And plenty of us became what we always feared. And those who we decided to hate, let's just say we became less interesting than them. Moral of the story, your ego will always put you in a superior position. And yet it will keep you where you most deserve. It is so illusive that to even pursue self awareness, is a game in itself. And you will fail. It doesn't matter how you see yourself or how you see others. In the end, all you really can decide is what matters to you and fate will decide how to make it interesting. I don't have any advice. Just the wisdom of perspective. If you see this, it is likely jargon. But if you comprehend this, then you know that no amount of knowing can make you certain of anything. You can only guess when you are going the wrong way. For once I feel blessed.