Sorry it took me almost 8 hours to read your Note.
Wanted to give you a fast reply first while I think about it.
I don't know how much this can help, BUT I have recently been watching this guy on YouTube known as Bagel Denizen. That guy's incredible for the stuff he knows and can tell. Most people can give others advice on the technical hows of specific things, but this guy can really get into the emotional/psychological/fundamental hows in a way that few people I've looked at for help seem to be able to do. You know- more of the theory and the underlying, less of the technical and practice.
I'll add that he's more character
focused, but still.www.youtube.com/channel/UCJklo…
Hehe my Comments are on a bunch of his videos.