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United States
Current Residence: new york.
Favourite genre of music: industrial. classical.
Favourite photographer: kenji toma, guzman, richard avedon, david lachappelle, sorde sundsbo, steven meisel, david armstrong
Favourite style of art: emotive
Operating System: Mac OS <3
Shell of choice: mine
Skin of choice: yours
Favourite cartoon character: bender + cartman
Personal Quote: "whoops"
selected by pity
my thoughts askew
incorrect and very impolite
to cast aside would only hold
that of which is so easily forgotten
i often cannot follow myself
seen from afar as a child to a foe
innocent and unintelligent
versus mentally damaging and haughty
am i alone?
indeed it often feels as so
stupid and forgotten
left to wallow in the decay of my own simple thoughts
insert yourself into a soulless womb
and begin to contemplate
perhaps understand
that of which equals the life i had created
and lost just as easily
a secret begotten, a stench of regret
forms remorse and a constant search
for that inner sanctuary
if not in myself, much doubt to hold in another
who could underestimate me?
and indeed see, feel, and taste what i have
so i remain lost to everyone
lost to no one
lost to myself
unsure of if i care how little i know
my vision falters despite correction
and the ink of my pen tires
i am weary
weary of silence, of hope, of false predictions
i have grown old and am yet so young
my eyes have bled of all color
they remain a drab, worthless grey
a pitiful waste, lost yet again
to who
very little care
very little to hope for
so i lay in silence
listening to an answer
expecting naught but the obvious drum of my chest
an untamed note of my existence

so tired
so tired of knowing i am weary
  • Listening to: my hart beating
  • Eating: the air i breathe
  • Drinking: my own saliva.


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gabischuster Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Professional Filmographer
eat more of this... enjoy...…
xacuchina Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2016  Professional General Artist
So back in 2007 you asked me "how I've been" and here is my answer, dead but revived again... Lol sorry but I had to said it.
Penneywize Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
Hey Monique, it's Feyr / Penney again, realizing I posted here like 2.5 years ago and didn't really follow up, derp. It's been a really long time, would be really nice to catch up and see what is going on with you. I don't think we've really touched base since I started out as a Web Artist or something which seems like a lifetime ago (I'm an economist now, how the fuck did that happen?!).

Anyway, I figure that the best thing to do is leave my contact info here in case you want to get in touch with me sometime and therefore not rely on my randomly coming across something deviantart-related to remind me of you!

My FB link is:…

otherwise you probably still have my ancient hotmail account I'll obviously never get rid of:

In any case hope everything's going well for you :)
MxonerSkittleDip Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Hey we need your support for the "design the future contest" on deviant art we would really appreciate if we could get your vote upon our T-shirt design. Overall we 11th in the contest and we need your support to be number one. You can get to the contest by going to this


and clicking "browsing & vote" and looking for our design and voting for us... Thank you for your time and we hope we win because of your support
EvilBastage Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2011
You better be smiling wherever you are ;)
ivoryacidlust Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013
damn, two years later <3
EvilBastage Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013

Better late than never ;)


octopusesil Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I absolutely love your gallery :)
Haze911 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
ivoryacidlust Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010
where am i
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