Literature
The chaos around and within
I locked myself away,
Far from this world.
I had no more interest in being a part of it,
In being considered accepted.
I suddenly found myself being fine with the fact that I will remain misunderstood.
And in that one moment,
I felt an immense amount of peace,
All at once.
I have never been so peaceful before.
Calm.
Silent.
Full of life, locked away from the world itself.
...
I hid myself from the world so, so well,
I even managed to hide myself from me.
I do not recall where the key is or what this cage is made out of.
I just know I don't mind these walls
And the fact that just for once
I am at peace.
...
There is a chaos around me and within me; I am aware of it all.
I hid myself from the one around me so I would not be an enlarging part of it.
And by doing so, the chaos in me doubled.
However, I did not mind.
I could maintain that chaos
For as long as I was away
From the one which made me chaotic in the first place.
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There are storms within me I would not know how to