itsLanique

Hi.

I'm still alive. c:

Back from my hiatus I guess, I have been released from the hospital a few weeks ago, after I stayed there waaaaaaaaaaaaay longer than I had expected. I wanted to drop by earlier but I was kind of afraid and you know when you haven't been around a place for a long time it's kind of awkward and you almost expect everything blew up in flames and stuff. WELL I GUESS IT DIDN'T!  Uhm, anyways, for my live at the moment, I am not up to much right now, still getting better, seeing my doctor 2-3 times a week and having some time to concentrate on myself and getting my life on track and stuff. I don't think I will be painting much for a while, but I still wanted to come in and say hi and later look through my messages a bit and see all the fabulous art that has been made in my absence.

See yah around ya'll.


BTW: fill me in on all the dramallama, who is a tracer and wo got famous drawing nekkid ladies?

Oh wooooow, I'm still at the hospital and today I got to a computer with internet for the first time... when I saw 2,772 feedback messages in my inbox I was quite confused, haha. Then I saw that my painting Lilin got a daily deviation...



You guys can see it too right... right? Or do the drugs they give me here make me see things? I'm soooooo surprised, I never thought I would get one, I mean maybe one day when I improved alot more and produced more interesting stuff other than maple fanart, haha but this soon? I'm just really really honored and just stunned.
I want to say a huge thanks to:

for suggesting it and of course
for featuring me c:

Thank you sooooo much, and of course to all my watchers and the people who supported me and helped me get better and hopefully will help me get better still in the future c:


On another note, I've just lived through my first few days at the hospital, it's very.... hospital-ish. Haha, the food is just awful and I've already been yelled at for not eating enough of this garbage, almost everyone else is really nice and my doctor is HOT! (I secretly call him sexy M.D.) There's been alot going on and I got lost at least 10 times trying to find some room. It's all very exhausting and i sleep like a stone at night, the nights are way too short, haha. I currently have a room all for myself, cause the person I first shared my room with snored soooooo loud i couldn't sleep at all. My mom visits me almost everyday and my dad is coming next weekend, and I hope I can get on the internet once in a while.

I'm really really sorry if I can't reply to all the comments at once, since I barely get any time online here, but  I will try to do it as soon as I can. I hope I didn't forget anything that I wanted to say, haha.

lots of love, Lanique

I apologize to everyone who has been looking forward to my new painting, due to reasons that I don't think have a place here I will have to make a longer stay at the hospital, I'm beeing admitted tomorrow. It's been quite a surprise, I was told only today, a bit sudden. I will probably be there for about 3 to 4 weeks at least, maybe longer. I think I won't be allowed to take my laptop, it's a hospital afterall. :c I will miss dA and all of you nice people here very much and I'm sad I won't be able to paint during this time. Don't worry about me tho, I will return hopefully feeling alot better. Gotta pack all my stuff tonight, I'm reaaaally nervous and a bit scared, but I think they will take good care of me, I've been to different places and different doctors but I only felt worse with time, so this is kind of a last resort thingy. All my hopes are on this.

See you all when I'm back, have fun and again I'm sorry that I can't finnish the painting anytime soon.

- Lanique

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